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jia chu's plotter
POSTED ON Sept 21, 2019 19:43:26 GMT
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JIA CHU LEE



TWENTY + SHE/HER + PANSEXUAL + LEAGUE



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she was born to a family; a loving family, at the very least. towards her, at the very least. she would witness many of her parents' arguments. she'd become desensitized to their yelling and their crude attempts to play the loving couple in front of her. it got to a point where their stress overrode their love for their daughter, and jia was left neglected a good amount and missing the affection she needed growing up. she sought the affection from other people, growing clingy, possessive, and dangerously obsessive over other people. [break][break]

a case of psychosis running through her blood, she desperately turned to fairytales as her way to cope. unfortunately, it got to the point where she'd have difficulty differentiating reality from fantasy; she eventually developed a complex and became something akin to a control freak. despite that, she valued her freedom and, like the other kids, wanted to become a trainer. her parents were against it at first, but eventually gave in after she guilt tripped them into giving her permission. she picks torchic after her family moves to hoenn at eleven. [break][break]

she'd travelled since then, but only joined the rangers about a year or so ago for one reason; she fell in love with a man working with them. she was always too shy to speak to him, so she'd quietly observe from afar. observing became following, which she reasoned that she happened to go the same way. following became stalking, and stalking because breaking in and stealing. she turned into a sic woman, drunken off the love for a man who didn't even know her name. [break][break]

and in her delusion (a fairytale she made up in her head), she burned down his girlfriend's house; with the two of them in it. she used her blaziken and carefully covered up her tracks to make it look like a freak accident with the fuel. she poses as a firefighter, with her fire pokemon, and rescues her boyfriend (then playing dumb to the ordeal). when both people are sent to the hospital with their burns, she takes the girlfriend off life support. seeing that they hadn't been dating for long, she decided to pose as his girlfriend (though she didn't see it as posing) and goes to visit the hospital everyday with lunch. a laced lunch, of course.

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first and foremost; she's flirtatious. she comes off as charismatic, playful, and suave. she's a social butterfly who likes talking to people and making small talk. a first impression someone would have is a person who they can spoil, hang out with, party, joke around with and so forth. she also comes off as loyal and surprisingly dedicated her poor, poor lover sitting in the hospital bed. she is someone who will easily focus her life onto serving this one person, even when she knows it's hopeless. [break][break]

if she weren't so narcissistic, she could actually be in a 'normal' relationship. despite being the one responsible for his current predicament and his girlfriend's passing, she shows zero remorse. feeling pokemon typically avoid her, solely because she sends a feeling of uneasiness around them; one of emptiness. in spite of the smile and radiant personality she showcases, there's nothing but a gaping, bottomless pit where her compassion should be. [break][break]

the reality is that jia has long since lost who she was, and has devoted her life to being someone her lover will love. her lover is lawful? she'll become a ranger for them. her lover is a criminal? she'll run down as many cops as it takes for them to be happy. her only condition is that she's the only loved one; even if they don't even know she exists.


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LAST, FIRST relationship
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LOOKIN' FOR YOU IN THE NEON LIGHTS - WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER ME?

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