illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
oh, drunken gods of slaughter, you know i've always been your favorite daughter.
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illeana reyes
a history of flame [m]
POSTED ON Mar 4, 2020 19:08:22 GMT
they both stare at her, as if she's possibly the weirdest thing to ever enter the tent and a soft squeak escapes as she fidgets. she knows it's probably nothing and probably in response to her lack of composure as she just flew in here but god, her mind is already reeling with thoughts of judgement. she feels small compared to them, a lost child crying for her mother. how is she supposed to be a great scientist when this happens? get a grip, illie. it's fine. the woman beckons for the assistants around her to bring illeana closer and they obey, herding the dark haired girl toward najwa without hesitation. while they cross the short distance, illeana attempts to smooth her hair down, taming the wild ponytail into something more manageable with trembling fingers. she has to look presentable, even though she definitely just threw that option right out the window the second she stepped into the tent. still, appearances are everything, right? who would want to work with a scientist who looks like she currently does? no one, that's who. a hand is extended to her once she gets close enough for introductions and she glances down at it before meekly extending her own to complete the handshake. relief washes over her as she woman confirms that she isn't, in fact, late and that they were just about to start. if she had been really late, would they have even let her in? oh boy... before her mind can run with that, the woman retracts her hand and illeana fidgets, newly idle hands moving to smooth over the fabric of her jeans. look casual, illie. you do this kind of thing, you're not an outsider it's okay! except, she definitely feels like an outsider and her mind is being mean. "um," she squeaks, glancing down at her shoes as she talks. her cheeks are already heating up with hot embarrassment from just that one innocent question. "no, i haven't really done anything like this before." she could die of mortification now, right? to admit that piece of information to these two obviously qualified people just feels like social suicide. although, in her defense, she spends most of her time in a lab pouring herself into dna samples to really explore caves... still, she's embarrassed and the sudden urge to leave bubbles in her chest. the newly acquired kit jingles in her hands as her grip tightens, knuckles close to white. is this the time where she should give herself a pep talk? the man steps forward, then, and voices his confirmation of his own training. the way he says it sounds as if it's normal to be trained in this endeavor, as if being asked such a question is demeaning. her cheeks flush further, the once rosy flesh becoming a hot red. is he going to make fun of her for not being trained? oh god, please no. she'll cry and then she'll have to leave. his hand extends toward her as his attention shifts entirely to herself and she stares at his hand, timid and afraid for practically no reason. remiel, a nice name. should she compliment it? admire his status? what should she do? it takes a moment before the woman places her hand in his, giving a slight shake and forcing a shy smile to her lips. "illeana reyes, geneticist." that sounds scientific and correct, right? should she have said researcher instead? introductions are hard. her hand releases his and falls back to her side for a moment before a carbink joins her, blinking up at her with curious eyes. it murmurs at her and the woman can't help but step toward it, dark eyes lighting up with admiration. "oh, hello there!" she coos, shifting her kit to one hand so her newly freed hand could rise to stroke the carbink's head. "you're adorable." it's probably not in her best interest to just ignore the people in front of her, however, and so she glances back toward the two as they begin to talk. remiel begins diving into the report and she stays silent, her hand absentmindedly stroking at the carbink's head further. this isn't her element, really, so she has no problem just listening for the moment. besides, remiel and najwa seem more than capable of completing this task without her... right? ugh, she really is in over her head. why did she think her area of expertise would be any sort of helpful in this situation?
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