morgan, ezra

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morgan, ezra
POSTED ON Oct 18, 2018 21:12:17 GMT
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LOVE ME BETTER NEXT TIME

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nameezra morgan
pronounsshe/her
agetwenty-six
hometownsaffron city, kanto
occupation(^:

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abuse doesn't create bad people.
[break]neglect doesn't create bad people.
[break]pain doesn't create bad people.

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every day, individuals in the world suffer cruelty. for some, that cruelty invades their entire lives. almost all of those people — even consumed by tragedy, made unrecognizable by it — are good. not everyone cheats, or steals, or kills. most don't.

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suffering doesn't create bad people.

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suffering creates emotion:
[break]confusion; fear; anger; hopelessness;
[break]empathy; understanding; compassion; resilience.

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we don't get to choose all of our experiences, and we only barely get to choose how we react to them. we don't choose how we feel. we don't choose our emotions.

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actions are different. actions are deliberate. actions show the world who we are.

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revenge is the choice she makes every day.
[break]revenge is the hymn she sings every morning.
[break]revenge is the prayer she says every night.

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ezra's early life isn't important to her anymore. everything may as well have happened to someone else. the story, when boiled down, isn't even a particularly uncommon one: the world neglected her family, and her family neglected her. when one cries and cries and their needs aren't met, it isn't long until they stop crying altogether. she learned early to spend her energy in more productive ways.

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she wasn't yet a teenager when she initially joined team rocket. it began as a necessary means of providing for herself. for the first time, she knew where her next meals were coming from, and any backlash from her boneheaded antics would be met with backup. there was a sense of camaraderie to be found, and she basked in it. they had power in numbers, and power was something she would come to find very desirable.

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power was immunity. power was influence. when she set her sights at the top, she started climbing and she didn't stop, using anything and anyone as a foothold along the way.

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they loved her. they still do. she loves them, too, but it will never be a weakness.

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she's already more than she was ever meant to be. from now until she dies, life is a game of how high she can reach before she falls.

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kanto was satisfying, but they can do better.

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※ when ezra is on rocket time, she is almost always crossdressing. several people within rocket are aware of her identity, particularly those who share her rank, but as far as the public is concerned, the underboss is likely a boy in his late teens or early twenties.

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※ with this cover, she's able to play a mostly normal life as a girl, at least on the surface. her real name is masculine enough that she uses a fake name when she's not crossdressing, often choosing to introduce herself as inanna.

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※ when she was younger, she had an entirely different team of pokemon. most of them died, some were abandoned. she has finally decided that she likes steel types; they're useful, and they can take a beating.



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