Sera
Feminine
26
November 16th
Jubilife City
Bisexual
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Former Beast
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Serena Malcolm
Form and Function [S/C]
POSTED ON Jun 16, 2021 16:00:15 GMT
[googlefont=Lato:300|Playfair+Display] [attr="class","hearmenand11"] [attr="class","hearmenand33"] [attr="class","hearmenand22"]Serena felt her chest tighten painfully as she continued to go down this depressive spiral in her thoughts. What if's and other scenarios she could've done differently. Her hand gripped the glass tightly before being brought back to reality by Danny's touch. "sera, look at me." he said and her eyes widened as she stared back at him. What had she said to him? Did she say anything? She stopped keeping track the moment she got lost in her thoughts. Her heart races as her brain tries to scramble up an excuse for her previous reaction. It had been too much, normally she was good at keeping things to herself but she was in a pretty bad state emotionally and mentally. She slipped. "you're safe with me, okay? you can tell me anything." he went on to reassure her as he grabbed hold of her hand. She gulped as she guiltily cast her gaze downwards. No, no she couldn't tell him everything. For starters because it would put him in a position she didn't want him to be. She didn't want him to have anything to do with Rocket. She wanted him to enjoy his life the way he intended, no strings attached. If Rocket knew she was just telling their secrets off to random people her ass was as good as dead. Secondly, she didn't want to lose him either. She was in an extremely dangerous spot right now, with risks of losing not only family but friends and connections too. She pushed Rose away with her own hands. Danny was all she had left. And for right now, as selfish as it was, she just wouldn't be able to handle it if he grew to hate her too. She shook her head as she placed her glass on the table in front of her. "I'll be okay." she lied. Somehow it didn't sound convincing to her either so she knew she'd have to do better. She leaned forward to embrace Danny, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me, to know that." she said softly. Let's try this again, "I'll be okay. Eventually. But I will be okay." that was much better, besides it was something she could actively work on. "My family...." she began trying to figure out the best way to explain just a piece of what was going on without giving away the whole. "My family...is complicated. But, I love them very much. We rarely see eye to eye. There are a lot of arguments, a lot of hurtful things that are said. The worst are the things left unsaid. But I've grown up to learn how to handle them it's just....hard sometimes." she admitted. This was the truth. She could handle this, none of what she was experiencing was new. "It's just...I guess it's too much right now. I can't handle this with everything else that's going on. I feel like I'm drowning." Her body trembled slightly against him. "Sorry, I know it's a mood killer." she apologized. "I'll be fine." she repeated, more so to convince herself than him. "Just..." she knew she had no right to ask this of him, he had no reason to bear her burdens but she needed him nonetheless. "Just stay with me, please." she asked as she pulled back a little to look at him. The expression on her face was raw. As she pleaded with him she seemed so small and fragile. Less like the strong and charismatic woman he was used to. She looked like with the slightest blow of the wind she would disappear. All this, and it was just the tip of the emotional iceberg that she was showing him. --- The penthouse currently looks like this + this | xtra notes: DANNY HALLF*CK A PRINCESS, i ' m - a - k i n g . dandy ♫ [newclass=.hearmenand11]float:left;margin-top:-25px;background-image:url(https://images2.imgbox.com/f1/57/vx0AYu5h_o.png);width:250px;height:450px;-webkit-clip-path: polygon(0 0, 0 100%, 75% 100%, 100% 50%, 75% 0);clip-path: polygon(0 0, 0 100%, 75% 100%, 100% 50%, 75% 0);[/newclass][newclass=.hearmenand22]margin-left:12px;width:230px;height:355px;overflow:auto;padding-right:8px;text-align:justify;font:9px Verdana;color:#EEE;[/newclass][newclass=.hearmenand22::-webkit-scrollbar]width:5px!important;background-color:#999!important;border:0px!important;[/newclass][newclass=.hearmenand22::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb]width:5px!important;background-color:#fef5bd!important;border:0px;important;[/newclass][newclass=.hearmenand22::-webkit-scrollbar-track]border-left:2px solid #131313;border-right:2px solid #131313;[/newclass][newclass=.hearmenand33]z-index:10;position:relative;float:left;margin-top:363px;margin-left:-240px;opacity:0;background-color:rgba(25,25,25,0.8);width:150px;padding:10px;transition:ease-in-out 800ms;-webkit-transition:ease-in-out 800ms;-moz-transition:ease-in-out 800ms;[/newclass][newclass=div:hover .hearmenand33]opacity:1;transition:ease-in-out 800ms;-webkit-transition:ease-in-out 800ms;-moz-transition:ease-in-out 800ms;[/newclass]
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