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POSTED ON Dec 3, 2021 15:56:10 GMT

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So some hooligans decided to ruin Christmas, huh?

Honestly, that sounded like something Elliott would do as a child or a quick buck. Not that he would openly admit it. But he had no attachment to the holidays, since back home, it was always a difficult time of year for him. CIAN MAHER would understand that.

But, there they were, called to save Christmas. Was it a good idea to get these two best friends together to decorate the place and get gifts together?

"They even took the fucking tree. Damn, they really wanted to ruin Christmas," Eli said, patting Enya's head.

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POSTED ON Dec 4, 2021 8:42:11 GMT

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"it wasn't you, was it?"

asked out of jest, of course, as cian bumps his shoulder into elliott's. he knows his friend well enough to know that he wouldn't ruin a stranger's christmas. or at least he hopes not.

"fuck. looks like we gotta go chop down a tree."

that, or just go and buy one from the store.

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POSTED ON Dec 4, 2021 15:19:35 GMT

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"I may not be the most festive person, but I wouldn't ruin anyone's Christmas... maybe only yours."

He gave a barking laugh after that, slapping Cian's shoulder. Of course he wouldn't ruin Cian's. Maybe just shit on him a little bit.

"You really wanna cut down a tree?"

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POSTED ON Dec 5, 2021 17:11:46 GMT

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"mine's not hard to ruin."

though the words escape him in jest, there's a hint of melancholy that leaks through. cian hasn't really celebrated the holiday in the past few years. this year, even if he had hoped otherwise, is likely going to be the same.

"fuck yeah i do. swinging an axe around and shit? sounds fun."

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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 3:17:33 GMT

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Well, when he said it like that...

"Shit, man. You aren't supposed to sound like me."

He thought for a moment.

"What if we celebrate our own way? Get drunk, raise hell."

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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 4:30:37 GMT

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"you know, it's been months since i got wasted."

it's times like this that make him realize just how well elliott knows him, and just how much cian appreciates him.

he sighs, smiling only to put a hand on his friend's shoulder.

"fuck yeah. let's go get drunk."

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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 5:24:39 GMT

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Elliott took that as a win. He smiled, a genuine, heart melting smile as he slapped his shoulder again. But this time, he rested his hand there, matching his friend's resting hand on his own shoulder.

"Hell yeah, bud. Let's get fucking drunk!"

He led him out of the house.

"Let's cut down this tree first. And handle this bullshit."

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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 8:49:10 GMT

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soon, they find themselves standing before a particularly large christmas tree. it's still smaller than the others, and he had picked this one because it's somewhere in the middle. not too big, not too small.

how long will it take them, though?

his grip on the axe tightens.

"this is about to feel really good."

after a sigh, he swings it into the tree, lodging it firm against its trunk.

"your turn?"

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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 15:00:15 GMT

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Elliott evaluated the tree, watching Cian grip the axe. It looked manageable to decorate and finish. Maybe they could do some extra decorating as well.

The sound of the axe cutting into the wood was definitely satisfying.

"Sure, I'll take a hit."

Elliott grabbed the handle of the axe, pulling it from the trunk. He swung back before letting it swing forward again, chipping at the trunk. A loud grunt escaped his mouth.

"Damn. This is a good way to relieve tension."

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POSTED ON Dec 7, 2021 4:17:45 GMT

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"it really is. it reminds me of those places that let you break shit for a fee."

not that he's ever been. he usually relieves tension by running or fucking, both have yet to fail him. but this is a good alternative, too.

"hey, eli..."

his thoughts drift.

"do you think i'm a good person?"

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POSTED ON Dec 7, 2021 4:41:00 GMT

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"Maybe we should go to one of those places some time. Lose control, you know?"

However, their casual conversation dropped when Cian seemed to trail off. Elliott's brow rose, staking the head of the axe in the ground and tilting his head ever so slightly.

"Do you want my shitty answer or my real answer?"

He chuckled, but perhaps, he realized, this wasn't the time to fuck around.

"I think you're a good person. You haven't proven otherwise to me, and I've known you for how long now?"

Stepping closer, Eli grabbed his friend's arm.

"Is something wrong? Did something happen to make you think you aren't a good person?"

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POSTED ON Dec 9, 2021 17:46:16 GMT

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the chuckle he returns is involuntary.

"either or."

a lie, because he'd much prefer elliott's real answer.

even as his arm is grabbed, the words don't hit as hard as they're meant to. still, he nods, appreciating them.

but as silence surrounds them, his thoughts drift, and a sigh escapes, along with an admittance.

"...i killed a person the other week."

technically, his pokemon did.

"i'm just getting tired of living this life, man. i want to be free. i want to be good."

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POSTED ON Dec 9, 2021 22:30:26 GMT

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Eli doesn't know if he should be surprised or not. That it came to this point that they were admitting murder to each other. Sure, he hadn't committed a crime like that, but he knew people that had.

His best friend seemed so distressed.

Eli chewed the inside of his cheek, looking down at the ground before looking back at Cian.

"You may have killed someone. That doesn't really... mean you're bad though."

It sounded strange, trying to explain Elliott's thought process around this. He looked back at his friend.

"We do shitty things. That was a shitty thing. But you as a person aren't shitty. I never knew you as a shit person, and I swear I'm going to lose my mind if I keep saying that."

Elliott offered his outstretched arms for a comforting hug, should he wish for one.

"Were you ordered to? Or was it out of defense?"

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POSTED ON Dec 13, 2021 8:28:07 GMT

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the comforting hug is accepted.

"defense. but it could've been avoided."

explaining it would take quite a bit of time. what matters is that cian was in no shape or form to command his pokemon, and this his gliscor had taken it upon itself to end the man's life as that was what it saw best for their survival.

but the actions of his pokemon are his extensions of his own.

after a few moments, he pulls away, sighing.

"have you ever killed someone?"

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POSTED ON Dec 13, 2021 17:32:35 GMT

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Elliott held his friend in his arms for as long as he needed. It wasn't something he'd typically do for Cian. But these were trying times for him.

Of course, they were brothers for life.

"Even so, it was still in defense. You can't blame everything on yourself," he insisted.

Then the question was asked to him.

"No... I haven't."

"Not yet" hung in the air.