BLACKWELL, ESSER

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ESSER BLACKWELL
BLACKWELL, ESSER
POSTED ON Sept 24, 2018 0:28:01 GMT
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INADEQUACY AND ALL ITS IMPERFECTIONS

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nameesser blackwell
pronounsshe / her
ageseventeen

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you were never in control of your life; every decision you ever made, every action you chose, you did it because you were told. because you needed to. you lived for your brother, and he for father.[break][break]

incompetence runs in your blood. your brother has it, you have it. it is your birthright. it is your mother's legacy.[break][break]

a decade separates you from your father's inheritance. in exchange, you will never leave your brother's side. you are to aid him, to ensure that foundation father has set up will prosper into something proper. your will, your purpose, even your body belongs to him. you are an extension of his existence. you are his tool.[break][break]

beatings, scoldings, all of those were kept at bay, as long as you were obedient. but your brother was stubborn, infatuated with failure. you saw firsthand his struggle, the resentment that breeds under father's scrutiny. but you weren't there to address it. you stayed in the background, prim and proper, where you belonged.[break][break]

and, when it came to succession, you stayed your place, watching as brother made his move. that's what you lived for: for family, for brother's future.[break][break]

now you are free, shackled only by the remnants of your past. you won't turn away because you know nothing else. duty compels you. yet, you find your place shrinking into nothingness as others seek to replace you.[break][break]

your heart aches but you steel yourself. emotions are for people, you are but a tool.[break][break]





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