illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
TAG WITH @illeana
illeana reyes
falling
POSTED ON Jun 30, 2020 1:31:25 GMT
[attr="class","illiepost"] [attr="class","illieicon"] [attr="class","illie b"] [attr="class","illie i"]the pout only deepens with the sound of laughter but it wobbles. it gives away the concept that she's struggling to keep it in place. and perhaps that's why it cracks a moment later, dissolving into a soft smile and an airy giggle. it's difficult to even fake being mad at him sometimes. it's easy, however, to pinch a little harder with the next comment, the next dramatic pause. really, he's asking for it now. "hey!" her cheeks are flushed a soft pink by now. "you could have stopped me. instead, you encouraged me so it's your fault we had cake for a week." how could anyone deny her cake for dinner, however, when she reacts to sweets the way a child does a dog. it settles a moment later that he was surprised she made a good impression and the flush deepens, embarrassment shifting further into her skin. "wait, no, that's definitely rude now! you were surprised i made a good impression? i'm offended."her fingers slowly release his skin, easing away as he offers an explanation. and as if to make up for it, she presses a light kiss to skin. an evolution researcher... there's a sparkle in her eye that isn't just because of bright ass florescent lights. it's one thing to be one herself but to know of another and to be informed that they think her own work is impressive? there's nothing quite like it and it shows. she leans a little closer, lips widening until an excited grin makes the muscles of her cheeks ache beneath the pressure. "she was a researcher too? focused on evolution, no less?" one minute she's a pouting toddler and the next, a child in a candy store. "what kind of opinions did she have? oooh, i'd love to pick her brain about picking another research topic." the next pause has her quieting, stilling as her head tilts slightly to the side. it's not as drawn out as the others, not nearly as dramatic. and yet, it holds more weight than those before it. both. it's odd enough for her to recognize that someone actually believes in her but to add another to the list? she's not used to it if she's being honest. how does one even react to such a thing? and could they teach her? "really?" she murmurs and it's a little softer than before, a little more hesitant. the weight of failure creates cracks in the bones of her shoulders with each mistake she's made and yet, they believe anyway. "why?" and maybe she just wants to understand it, to see it from his point of view... but she knows it's because she's prepared to refute all of his claims beneath the pretense that in order to be useful, she has to be strong, capable, everything that's been expected of her since the beginning. [newclass=.illiepost] width:350px; text-transform:lowercase; text-align:justify; font-family:verdana; font-size:10px; padding-left:10px; [/newclass] [newclass=.illieicon] height:100px; width: 100px; float:left; padding-right:5px; [/newclass] [newclass=.illie b] color:#E37474; [/newclass] [newclass=.illie i] text-decoration: underline dotted #E37474; [/newclass] [newclass=.illietag] width:300px; text-transform:lowercase; font-family:georgia; font-size:12px; text-align:right; [/newclass] [newclass=.illiepoke] width:300px; text-align:right; [/newclass]
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