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MANTINE SURFING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 21, 2022 14:25:20 GMT
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Eh, that round wasn't as good. Dang, he'd hoped these other tricks would be easier once he landed the big one.

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a vampire & a mermaid go to splashfest [c, m]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 14:57:22 GMT
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He found a knot buried under Alex’s right shoulderblade and focused his efforts to unravel it, working the muscle in circles until it started to feel less firm beneath his touch.

“You’re--,” he started, eyes fluttering closed so he could gather himself before he spoke, knowing exactly what he was going to say and how he was going to say it, “really tight back here.”

He dropped his hands further, thumbs kneading into Alex’s dorsal lats, working in rows out to the edge of his back, the ghost of a touch on the side of his chest and abdomen, and back to his spine again, steadily moving lower and lower with each pass.

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a vampire & a mermaid go to splashfest [c, m]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 14:27:21 GMT
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Oh, god.

Oh, god.

Think normal thoughts. You’re not a freak. You’renotafreak--

He was losing this battle, rapidly; as he followed the curve of Alex’s right shoulder, over the acromion; his left hand trails over the swell of Alex’s shoulderblade and down his spinal erectors, thumb a gentle but insistent pressure alongside the ridge of his vertebra.

And that was before Alex started making noise.

“Ah--.”

His fingertips stilled, featherlight, on Alex’s skin, his slightly-north-of-wanton moaning doing fuck all for Memo’s resolve. Heat shot straight through him, pooling in his stomach, and his mantra of chaste thoughts shattered into a thousand pieces. Because, oh god, if this is what he sounded like just getting sunscreen applied imagine what he sounded like when--

--he shook his head and exhaled a shaky breath, and realized he’d been still for a beat longer than normal. He was at a crux, a precipice, and he could either abandon ship or keep going.

So, Memo being Memo, he doubled down.

“Yeah?” His voice was strong, with just the hint of breathiness, an unavoidable tenure with how stupid turned on he was. He did a preliminary swipe down the rest of Alex’s back, making sure he was doing his job of actually applying sunscreen, before refocusing at the apex of his spine. He presses firmer, rubbing small, direct circles into the muscle at the base of Alex’s neck, fingertips gentle pulses on the well of his shoulders.

“Tell me if it’s too much,” he said, leaning in just a bit, digging with the heel of his palm and moving up, then back down again with little thumb circles in a proper massage.


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a vampire & a mermaid go to splashfest [c, m]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 13:19:13 GMT
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He inhaled evenly through his nose and slowly exhaled out his mouth, squeezing his eyes shut for a few beats to remind himself to calm down. Calm down, this is a perfectly normal, platonic request, and you can do it without being a freak.

“Sorry!” he practically squeaked, turning to grab the bottle of sunblock and remembering to practice his calm, normal, not-a-freak breathing, “Just daydreaming.” Which wasn’t a lie.

The sunblock was cool and smelled faintly of coconut as he hovered for a second, wondering how to go about it. Hands or back first? Which was the normal, platonic, not a freak way to do it?

Eventually, he ended up applying it straight to Alex’s back in a little zig-zag pattern down to the small of it, and he had the ridiculous image of frosting a cake. Once that was done he snapped the bottle closed, mentally said a little prayer for the deliverance of chaste thoughts, and finally, finally, finally, went to work, starting from the center of his back between Alex’s shoulders. He ran one hand up the column of his neck, thumb pressing gently to smudge the sunblock up under the spread of his hair, the other dragging across Alex’s left shoulderblade and around the curve of his shoulder.

Inhale, exhale. Not too audibly. Don’t make it weird. Chaste thoughts, chaste thoughts.


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summertime girls [m, c]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 13:07:33 GMT
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Thoroughly chastised, Memo wasn’t looking at Alex when the other man realized they’d been holding hands, but he did feel the twitch of his fingers at the small epiphany.

“Yeah, well,” he said, drawn back to the earlier problem of wanting to announce he sorta-maybe got the promotion to the position that would move him closer to Alex-- make them partners in charge of Fortree, basically, kinda-- “I’m in a lull.”

At Alex’s admission that he worries Memo could only laugh.

“I know you do. You worry enough for ten people.”

He squeezed Alex’s hand.

“I know my limits,”
he said, which was true, but the part that he left out was that he actively chose to ignore them, “and I would love to help you out around the sanctuary. You’re under a lot of pressure. And, besides, it gives me an excuse to spend more time with you.”

He almost-- almost-- talked too much to miss Alex sneakily sneaking in the someone I care about bit. And he smiled.

“I’ll be fine. Please don’t worry about me. I’d hate to add one more thing to your worry pile.”


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MANTINE SURFING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 12:51:56 GMT
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So close and, yet, so far!

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FISHING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 12:50:09 GMT
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That thing was so miniscule Memo could almost see right through it.

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16AUG2022 caught a(n) small WISHIWASHI (this date was wrong)
+ 1 CROWN (FISH A SMALL-SIZED POKEMON)
17AUG2022 caught a(n) dynamax REMORAID
+ 1 CROWN (FISH A DYNAMAX-SIZED POKEMON)
18AUG2022 caught a(n) average BASCULIN
19AUG2022 caught a(n) extra small BARRASKEWDA
+ 1 CROWN (FISH AN EXTRA SMALL SIZED POKEMON)
20AUG2022 caught a(n) average MAGIKARP


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CLAMPERL DIVING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 12:15:50 GMT
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Attention was diverted to his expression. Smile, soften the eyes.

"Nothing, Bird. I'm just tired of diving."

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23July2022 - obtained SALAC BERRY !
I FUCKED IT I HIT EDIT INSTEAD OF QUOTE IM SORRY
27July2022 - obtained GACHA CLAMPERL !
30July2022 - obtained GACHA CLAMPERL !
02August2022 - obtained Z-CRYSTAL !

03August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
07August2022 - obtained LEVEL TUTOR !
08August2022 - obtained FORM CHANGE !
09August2022 - obtained LEVEL TUTOR !
11August2022 - obtained DEVOLUTION STONE
12August2022 - obtained BLUE SHARD !
14August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
15August2022 - obtained DEVOLUTION STONE
16August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
17August2022 - obtained BIG PEARL !
18August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
19August2022 - obtained BIG PEARL !
20August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !



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a vampire & a mermaid go to splashfest [c, m]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 1:55:36 GMT
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“Oh, I bought some extra plastic bags for chips and things,” Guillermo announced, ungodly grateful to have something productive to be doing with his hands and eyes and brain besides looking and touching and thinking about touching Alex. He dug around in his picnic pack for the promised box of gallon ziplocs, pulled one out, and shook it open.

“We can put it in here, then it won’t get wet but will still get cold.” He took Alex’s scarf from him, forcing himself to look at the stacked square of fabric and not the icy pale column of Alex’s neck. It wasn’t the scars (he didn’t care about the scars) but he had only ever seen Alex without the scarf that one time, mid-breakdown, and he knew the other man felt weird and on display without the protective covering. Actually, that was the only time Memo’d seen most of Alex’s skin, was when he was recounting the tale of his attack and doing a play-by-play complete with disfigurement visuals.

Memo felt warmed by the trust of the simple action of Alex taking his damn clothes off in a completely non-sexual fashion. But also kind of in a sexual one, too. Hey, he was dumb and he thought his boyfriend companion was hot, so sue him.

Once the scarf was safely jacketed in a protective layer of plastic, Guillermo squeezed the air out and zipped the top, sticking it in the cooler underneath the (still high, but steadily shrinking) stack of ice cream sandwiches, mochi, and various ice implements. If it seemed like he was moving slowly that’s because he was, psyching himself up for the very normal and platonic way he was going to put sunscreen on Alex’s back nevermind like this seemed like a scene from a stupid rom-com and he felt very much like the stupid rom-com protagonist right now.


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summertime girls [m, c]
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 1:43:59 GMT
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He opened his mouth to answer Alex’s question because, at first, he thought it was how can you help? and he was about to spout some sort of nonsense that fell somewhere between a long list of his skills and features and the very charming, very sexy answer of how would you like me to help? complete with a wink--

--but then Alex exploded in a burst of static interwoven with a long, red thread of panic and Guillermo had to eat his words quicker than a bat flew out of hell. And he was reminded, so very brusquely, that he was dating involved with crushing on hanging out with a bigger downer than a bottle of Xanax and the personified frost power every single ice age collectively happening at once.

But it was true, wasn’t it? Memo was looking through his own little scope-- his personal eyeglasses. I don’t know, I guess I’m just less busy? was a meager excuse for things looking up. But he wasn’t wired like Alex-- he didn’t have the capability to take in all the bad things in the world, grind them down and process them, and spit them back out again as-- as recycled plastic bottles or rubberized children’s play flooring. Keeping his scope narrow was how he survived without gouging his own eyeballs out.

”I… I could help you, I guess, is all I was trying to say.”


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CYBERCHASE CONUNDRUM (EVENT)
POSTED ON Aug 20, 2022 0:53:59 GMT
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What does it feel like to be pared down to the core, to the frequently irrational base notions of a human mind that are so often buffeted by a soft jacket of compassion and empathy? It’s a raw, red nerve, a string under constant tension, like a stomach full of hot oil that threatens to leap up and burn those nearby.

Guillermo walks to the sixth terminal, the one labeled ‘future’, not pausing to care about those who came before or behind him. Hands in his pockets, it’s more of an angry stomp than a true walk-- when you don’t have empathy you stop really giving a shit about other people, and that includes what they think about you.

He is passed, he realizes with a delayed click, like a lightbulb down a long circuit, that he’s passed by the same blue-haired dumbass that got the question wrong and fucked everything up for them, to begin with. Maybe if had a fucking brain they wouldn’t have had to fight Zacian and Zamazenta and a rampaging train and then maybe wouldn’t have gotten messed up and maybe--- maybe--

--he pressed the heels of his hands into his eyes with a groan. He felt like a miswired engine: something kept trying to click (a pilot light struggling to live in the deep recesses of his mind) but it would just spark and flare out again, and it was making him nauseous.

Meanwhile, back in (what villain!Memo would lovingly dub as Loserland, if he could feel love) Zuza can tell that something is wrong with Guillermo, but she can’t tell what. She just knows, in her heart of hearts, that he wouldn’t just act like this, out of the blue. She’d been with him for almost ten years, now. She kept her neck pressed against Alex, catching him in the slight cup of her shoulder, and going slow so as not to lose him. She hung back and kept pace with the sightless man and Kaida, knowing that, in the end, Memo-- the true Guillermo-- would want them to be kept safe at all costs.

Once again, the world begins to change and warp, and Guillermo has to cup one hand over his right eye to stop from falling over; he really did not feel well. With his next step, the ground beneath him shifts, the scrape of his shoes over the silver silt like a sigh. The air is as dry as his mouth. He makes himself take another step and his boot scrapes a thin film of soot off what appears to be the curve of a human skull, sloughing like a second skin.

“What the shit?” he stumbles back, unbalanced weight stepping on something hard, something that snaps with a sickening sound. His stomach lurches and he has to cover his mouth, not in horror (who gave a fuck about these sad sack dead people?) but from nausea. A human hand, bent at an impossible angle, protrudes up from the ash, like a macabre parade wave.

He hesitates long enough in that sprawl of cinder-covered corpses for Zuza, Kaida, and Alex to catch up, somehow. His eyes flick up from whatever dead body he’s standing on just in time to see one of the first meteorites to go burning through the atmosphere in the distance, hot trail a red gash in the bruise-purple night.

In what can only be described as a mercurial happenstance of karmatic chance, Memo gets stuck out in the wilderness under the falling stars; denied protection from Kaida’s Araquanid’s Wide Guard and Gabe’s Protect, he makes a mad dash for the only other source of cover: ’s Comfey’s Hospitality shield.

Whether he makes it or not is up to his own athleticism and desire to live.

PNWCbvCb



t l ; d r
- memo is still sans his compassion and since it makes up such a large part of his personality his body is. rejecting his current ethos.
- makes it to terminal six and steps on some dead people.
- when the meteors start falling he gets stuck between Kaida and Alex's protective sphere and Greysons and tries to make a dash for Comfey's Hospitality dome.
- zuza the galarian rapidash is still with Alex and Kaida.
- wow i didn't mean for this to get so purple. *australian voice* how about get fucked, mate


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CLAMPERL DIVING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 19, 2022 22:13:43 GMT
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"Yeah, careful, it stings."

He would be very happy to be a dry-land mermaid for a long time after this.

RcXIimwN




23July2022 - obtained SALAC BERRY !
I FUCKED IT I HIT EDIT INSTEAD OF QUOTE IM SORRY
27July2022 - obtained GACHA CLAMPERL !
30July2022 - obtained GACHA CLAMPERL !
02August2022 - obtained Z-CRYSTAL !

03August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
07August2022 - obtained LEVEL TUTOR !
08August2022 - obtained FORM CHANGE !
09August2022 - obtained LEVEL TUTOR !
11August2022 - obtained DEVOLUTION STONE
12August2022 - obtained BLUE SHARD !
14August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
15August2022 - obtained DEVOLUTION STONE
16August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
17August2022 - obtained BIG PEARL !
18August2022 - obtained POKEBALL !
19August2022 - obtained BIG PEARL !



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Memo
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FISHING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 19, 2022 17:49:04 GMT
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Here, fishy fishy..... gah, sometimes fishing was so boring!

P|bT|MuY

16AUG2022 caught a(n) small WISHIWASHI (this date was wrong)
+ 1 CROWN (FISH A SMALL-SIZED POKEMON)
17AUG2022 caught a(n) dynamax REMORAID
+ 1 CROWN (FISH A DYNAMAX-SIZED POKEMON)
18AUG2022 caught a(n) average BASCULIN
19AUG2022 caught a(n) extra small BARRASKEWDA
+ 1 CROWN (FISH AN EXTRA SMALL SIZED POKEMON)

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MANTINE SURFING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 19, 2022 17:46:57 GMT
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Holy shit, holy shit he actually did it. Now everything after that was going to be easy, right?

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DUNK TANK (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Aug 19, 2022 17:29:11 GMT
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Fueled by the try-hard energy that infected all of Memo's actions, he tried really hard to hit the target.

DUNK ATTEMPT

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