Alex / Lexy
he / him / his
thirty
december 22
Mistralton, Unova
homosexual demiromantic
sanctuary owner
civilian
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Alexei Ivanov
TALES BENEATH THE DYNA TREE (LEAGUE)
POSTED ON Feb 24, 2024 19:02:20 GMT
The theme this time around was ‘legacy’, or some variation of it. While he’d missed his friend’s story about the burden that he carried on his shoulders, well… he was afraid that for the first time in a very long time, he wouldn’t be able to tell the Calyrex anything! What could he share?! Most of his dreams usually ended in bloody, splattered nightmares, so… he frowned. He was running out of ideas; however he had to come up with one, and fast! Wondering if he could take a leaf out of someone’s book, he waited until he could approach; with the same half-bow as always. “I don’t have a story of a legacy to share, because I left Mistralton to take matters into my own hands when my family tried to erase me. So I’ve been living here since I was seventeen, and I won’t bore you with whatever crapshit I have about them.”Okay, now that that had been said and done… “This is going to be so fucking cheesy. I don’t care. Censor me if you want. However, this is… well, it’s already kind of there, but fact of the matter is, I dream of the day when…”He faltered. This was going to sound incredibly pandering, if not worse. But he’d already opened his mouth so he had to go on. “I dream of times when I’m not like. You know… this,” he gestured to himself. “…but that’s not to say I don’t like being gay! This is about something else. About how. Well. I have ‘cursed blood’, or as my partner calls it, ‘that one little thing that makes me all the more special’.”Heh. Special? More like there was a ticking time bomb inside him! “I dreamed of times when I could do… well, pretty much any normal kid could get themselves into. Run. Tripping over. Falling and getting hurt, and getting back up and being tough through the pain. Because that’s a luxury I can’t have, with me like this.
“The closest I could get was climb trees, but then. You know how you want to go on all the extreme sports that you can—like skydiving, tight-rope walking, or just even being mostly normal without worrying about injuring yourself? Or even getting the tiniest little paper cut, or a bruise on your knuckles because you slugged someone who was being an asshole and got into a fight?”He sighed. “I can’t do really heavy physical things. Which is what most kids did back home, and even out here. I had a dream that I was normal. Absolutely fucking normal, no blood disease or anything hampering me and my curiosity to explore the world. to climb up a sheer cliff with just my hands, to fall and get back up without having to worry about internal bleeding… yeah. It’s a tough life, the one I have.”He was wringing his hands by this point. “I would dream that I could jump from the tallest cliffs and fly—glide, even—up on the air currents without having to worry about falling down. Kind of like being a superhero, only without the wings and costumes and stuff. I want to fly fly, not just fly in an airplane kind of fly. Well, I don’t get airsick so that’s a plus.”He chuckled. “Most everyone have one or two impossible dreams, and one of mine is just that. Me, wanting to be a very normal person, without living in constant fear that I would bleed myself dry from just a minor injury… that’s all.”Did he really have to go into depressing territory? No, he was just being a realist, that was all. “Sorry if I made you sad or anything. That’s the life I’m stuck with, however I don’t know if dreams, absolute deepest, darkest desire-like dreams, can be made into a reality without any consequence.”Another moment of hanging silence. “Thank you for your time.” Alex talks about his delulu era greatest dream: to be someone absolutely normal without the fear of bleeding dry from a relatively minor injury.@tag
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