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WAR OF THE WORLDS: METEOR FALLS WARFRONT
POSTED ON Sept 19, 2020 3:21:29 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]Machamps eyes are sharp, its reflexes strong. Attention on the sky that kept the group safe from artillery fire shifts to the vanguard as the HEAT WAVE shifts across the land. Its WIDE GUARD swings down and hits the ground with a dull thud and a puff of dust. Any bits of the HEAT WAVE that slip past Tapu Fini's SURF break against its length before the shield itself shatters -- its duration expired.

Just in time for the rocks to start falling.

"Tighten up ranks!" Lillian orders her Pokemon before closing the space between herself and . Another WIDE GUARD is too risky, Machamp needs time to gather energy for the move again, so they're going to need to depend on less certain forms of defense. Hopefully reducing the amount of ground that needs covering will ensure as little damage as possible slips through.

"A path!" she gives her Pokemon a task and they take to it alongside Fernando's. Cloyster moves beyond the protective MAT BLOCKS to set up another wall with its body. Its shell snaps shut and the air around it solidifies -- PROTECT provides a less substantial, but just as solid wall as its predecessors erected to aid in the redirection of the tumbling rocks.

Bronzong remains hovering within the now significantly smaller space between Fernando and Lillian. The air around it once again shimmers. The REFLECT it erects was meant to go up now regardless of circumstance, but now it can serve as additional protection against any of the landslide that manages to crack the defenses they've set up.

Machamp and Magneton take up a position to the side of Fernando and Lillian most exposed to the falling rocks. Magneton's earlier LOCK-ON is without living targets, but allows for nigh-perfect understanding of the paths the chunks of Earth will follow. It attempts to clear a whole line of the landslide with ZAP CANNON before directing Machamp as to where its STRENGTH is best utilized in the deflecting and breaking of incoming projectiles.

All the while the SHADOW SKY weeps burning rain on the party. None of them flinch in the face of the pain, but they're all quietly grateful for the LIFE DEW that heals their singed skin following it.



+ Machamp used the last of its WIDE GUARD to stop any of the HEAT WAVE that got through other defenses
+ Lillian closed some of the space between her and Fernando
+ Cloyster joined Clefairy and bolstered Smeargle's efforts with PROTECT
+ Bronzong used REFLECT (1/5) -- still holding LIGHT SCREEN (2/5)
+ Magneton's LOCK-ON from last round has plugged it into the matrix, it uses its understanding of the landslide's trajectories to attempt and clear a large number of falling rocks with ZAP CANNON
+ Under Magneton's guidance, Machamp uses STRENGTH to destroy and redirect parts of the landslide that get past the protection of the others
+ The SHADOW SKY damages the party, but LIFE DEW from allies keeps them topped off
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POSTED ON Sept 17, 2020 21:23:53 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]For what feels like the millionth time today Lillian is caught off guard by Fernando. There is a game they usually play in moments like this, a dance of give and take, but he responds to her bit of teasing so genuinely. It's touching, and it hits her in a way their game rarely does. Her skin heats up and her heart beats a little faster and she has to swallow to keep her face neutral.

"I am forever eager to please," she isn't capable of identically expressing the same open sentiment so quickly, but she softens her voice when she replies in a way that makes it clear she feels the same. The words are hot and leave her throat and mouth warm almost to the point of dryness. The implication from before takes precedence over the sarcasm they might have otherwise carried.

And they're the last words she says. It is a silent, grueling march to their destination after that. Every second she feels more restless. Her fingers fiddle with the edge of the manila folder in her hands as they cross the lobby, a hand absentmindedly undoes the top button of her blouse (teases at the buttons of her jack) as they ride the elevator, and then finally they arrive and both are forgotten in favor of throwing herself into every idea that finds its way to Fernando's lips. They are discarded.

The folder to some random table, her jacket to the welcome mat, her blouse to the floor.

She makes herself an open map to him, with new discoveries clearly marked with trails to follow. When she wakes the next morning she wants nothing of her hidden from his sight. She never wants to be unknown to him.



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WAR OF THE WORLDS: METEOR FALLS WARFRONT
POSTED ON Sept 13, 2020 19:39:07 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]Meteor Falls is chaos. There's no way Lillian could have properly prepared for it, no way even now she can comprehend the scale of everything. There are monstrous opponents she's seen only in photographs and corrupted Pokemon she understands only the theory behind. If she took time to try and process it all before making a move she'd collapse under the pressure. It's a good thing, then, that she's got Fernando to guide her.

Anxiety hits her like a percussive blast the moment they enter the field. Her hands shake and her heart races and her vision blurs. And then his voice cuts through the way it always has. A familiar, comfortable thoughtlessness washes over her. It's not her job to direct anything. It's not her job to direct even herself. There's a plan, an order of operations, and if anything changes he'll be the first to announce it. All she has to do is what they rehearsed.

"Execute," she echoes his order more intimately to the Pokemon around her. They take action immediately -- trained just as well as she is. Machamp hurries to a center position, its four hands glow a burnt amber before stretching out into a rectangular shape above its head. WIDE GUARD springs to life, at first using those hands as its edges before expanding further. A precautionary shield, constantly shifting in little ways as the Pokemon scans the sky and its surroundings.

Supporting it is Bronzong, who floats into position beside the Machamp before sending out a pulse of pink light. The air around it shimmers as a LIGHT SCREEN establishes itself around nearby allies.

Cloyster slides ahead, moving to join the offensive line of Clefairy and Tapu Fini. It snaps open and, like a fire hose, unleashes a fierce, rain boosted spray of HYDRO PUMP in the direction of the fire wall ahead of them.

Meanwhile, Lillian flips to watch their back. A quick nod to her Magneton sees its eyes begin scanning for nearby opponents, when it finds one its eyes all flash red -- LOCK ON ensuring at least one kill at the nearest opportunity. Then they wait as the provided MISTY TERRAIN spills out past them. Step one, complete.



+ Lillian is a few feet behind , Machamp moved to the center point between them
+ Machamp used WIDE GUARD to cover nearby allies, Bronzong moved up beside it
+ Bronzong used LIGHT SCREEN (1/5) to increase protection from Sp.Attks
+ Cloyster joined Tapu Fini + Clefairy at the front, used HYDRO PUMP on the fire wall (boosted by RAIN DANCE)
+ Magneton used LOCK ON on nearby/approaching enemies
+ Lillian + 'mons keeping pace with Fernando while keeping an eye out
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POSTED ON Sept 13, 2020 3:30:14 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]Out of the corner of her eye she watches Fernando's reflection disappear from the rear-view mirror and the slightest of grateful grins tugs at the corners of her lips. Over the rest of the car ride Lillian works to turn by turn get her head on straight while listening to the stories he tells her of recent events.

The rest of the car ride is easy. For the first time they're taking part in a dance she knows the steps to. She can feel a question coming before it arrives and lets him bait her in and lead her about the way she knows he likes. It's almost nostalgic. It takes her back to their teens, when he would in this same way teach her about everything from pokemon rearing to regional dishes. She'd go so far as to call it fun; but when the car stops she's still more than ready to get out.

"It's been a long day," Lillian agrees graciously as she steps out of the backseat and gently shuts the car door behind her. The click of her heels picks up again as she takes the few steps necessary to come up on Fernando's left. Not quite beside him, she intentionally puts herself a half-step behind. She, casually but thoroughly, sweeps their surroundings with an easy look over one shoulder and then the other.

"But, if there's anything else you were hoping to take care of or discuss I could survive a few more hours of your company," she says with just enough humor to mark it a joke, and something else underneath it buzzing with implication. She looks back at him to gauge his response. From this angle she can't make out his eyes or mouth, but she's had years to learn how to read his mood without them.



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POSTED ON Sept 9, 2020 19:31:54 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]Again his words feel strange as they hit her ear. Like she's somehow shifted into a different world. They scaled Mt. Silver as children (though with that woman in tow, wherever she may be now) and took over the Silph Corporation together. To think they'd so quickly rely on an entire organization for backing; It shouldn't be ridiculous. Lillian knows there's no way they could do everything in the world on their own, but there's a childish part of her that had always hoped.

Again she has to shake herself out of this sentimental place in her head. She blinks twice, hard, and does her best to just listen and follow. What's happened to her that she can be so distracted when he's speaking right in front of her? She's not here for a pleasure visit (not just a pleasure visit).

"Ah, uh, understood," she wants to bite her tongue out for the way it trips over itself, "Sorry, I just . . . Are things really this serious?" She really almost does bite her tongue out at this. The edges of it bleed as her molars catch and grind them. What has gotten into her? Intending to stop him before he can respond she takes a quick breath and speaks again.

"No, I'm sure they are. You've been here the whole time," for the first time she feels like her composure is truly crumbling, "Anything you need -- eyes to watch your back, cooperation with the League, anything. I understand."

"For what it's worth, no vacation logged with you has ever ended too poorly," she tries to pull herself together by playing off of his banter, but it comes out at once too genuine and too forced. Her hands twitch in her lap, desperate to cover her face. Her eyes flit away from the rear view mirror for the first time.



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POSTED ON Sept 8, 2020 22:30:06 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]Lillian would be lying if she said the first words of his response didn't put her on edge. When she had left for Kanto to keep his company seat warm things had been well in hand in the region. Silph was rising quietly, he'd ascended to a seat on the council, and the Rocket threat was growing less and less substantial by the day. All of this had been possible through their usual methods. Watch, analyze, respond. It's what got them through childhood.

As he watches her so does she watch him. She thinks she can see the barest hints, pointing towards a shift from the man she'd known before. A tenseness less like a liepard preparing to pounce and more like a sawsbuck cornered in the woods. There is still pride and strength in his eyes, but he seems more like a man hunted than she's seen in a while. Maybe she's reading too deeply, but his "I believe" hits her ears in such a way he could just have easily said "I fear".

It does little and less to shake any certainty she has in him, though. Quite the opposite. She can't help but worry if she's really up for a task great enough to shake him so. But she can't start to crack. Fernando functions well even with a few chips in his armor, Lillian can't always say the same of herself.

"I'm at your disposal, as always," she wills her voice into certainty, hopeful that with a little time her confidence will return in full, "The situation in the region is . . . much different than I anticipated, I'm not sure about what needs to be done to change it, but in the meantime you can trust me to watch your back as closely as ever."



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POSTED ON Sept 4, 2020 20:27:26 GMT
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STARTER POKEMON



DRAGONAIR♀
shed skin
OUTRAGE
DRAGON RAGE
DRAGON DANCE
DRAGON TAIL
AQUA TAIL
THUNDER WAVE



BONSLY♂
rock head
ROCK TOMB
LOW KICK
DOUBLE-EDGE
FLAIL
BLOCK
TEARFUL LOOK



SOLO WILD POKEMON



GROWLITHE♀
intimidate
FIRE FANG
PLAY ROUGH
HELPING HAND
AGILITY
SUNNY DAY


HEATMOR♂
flash fire
FLARE BLITZ
FIRE LASH
BUG BITE
HONE CLAWS


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability



DUO WILD POKEMON




ONIX♀
rock head
SANDSTORM
IRON HEAD
ROCKSLIDE
STONE EDGE


DONPHAN♂
sturdy
EARTHQUAKE
BULLDOZE
ROLLOUT
KNOCK OFF


PELIPPER♀
keen eye
WATER PULSE
AIR SLASH
ROOST
PROTECT


LUDICOLO♀
rain dish
HYDRO PUMP
ZEN HEADBUTT
NATURE POWER
MIST


TENTACOOL♂
rain dish
SURF
POISON JAB
HEX
ACCUPRESSURE
ACID ARMOR


MANTINE♀
swift swim
BULLET SEED
BOUNCE
AQUA RING
ROOST


CLAMPERL♀
shell armor
WHIRLPOOL
CLAMP
IRON DEFENSE
SHELL SMASH


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability



GACHA POKEMON




BUTTERFREE♀
compact eyes
AIR SLASH
PSYBEAM
SILVER WIND
STUN SPORE
SLEEP POWDER
QUIVER DANCE


LOUDRED♀
soundproof



MAGNETON
magnet pull
ZAP CANNON
FLASH CANNON
TRI-ATTACK
MAGNET BOMB
MAGNET RISE
LOCK-ON


ZOROARK♀
illusion
FOUL PLAY
PURSUIT
U-TURN
TORMENT
HONE CLAWS
AGILITY


MACHAMP♂
no guard
REVENGE
STRENGTH
KNOCK OFF
FOCUS ENERGY
FORESIGHT
WIDE GUARD


MAWILE♀
intimidate



DITTO
limber
TRANSFORM


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability



SAFARI POKEMON


N/A

MISSION POKEMON


N/A

SWARM POKEMON



G!SLOWBRO♀
quick draw
SHELL SIDE ARM
PSYCHIC
SHADOW BALL
SLACK OFF
HEAL PULSE
DISABLE


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


BLACK MARKET POKEMON


N/A

EVENT POKEMON



POIPOLE
beast boost


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


TRADED POKEMON




LAPRAS♀
shell armor
HYDRO PUMP
ICE BEAM
SHEER COLD
CHARM
SING
PERISH SONG


CHARMELEON♂
solar power
INFERNO
FIRE SPIN
DRAGON RUSH
SLASH
SCARY FACE


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability


POKEMON
ability

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POSTED ON Sept 4, 2020 3:23:34 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]She is familiar with Fernando's voice like no other in her life. From the moment they met she began to carve its every feature into her heart and mind. She knows the softness it held as a child, the poorly covered cracks in adolescence, and the strength and sensuality it's held since entering adult. Through it all it's been her one guiding light in this life. All that to say, it's impossible for her to miss it when it's right in front of her.

"Of course," she represses a wave of giddiness and bites back a smile, "Lead the way."

There's no telling what game he's getting at here, but Lillian is skilled at nothing if not going along with his whims. She lets him lead her without comment to the parking lot, and ducks into the car politely when he holds the door for her.

It brings her an odd pleasure to get to act in this particular skit. The longer it goes on the more her anticipation grows. As she begins to thumb through the file that had previously warmed her seat she wonders how much longer it can continue. She imagines what it would be like to go on like this for a whole day, a week, but then reminds herself there's work to be done. Everything will be back to business soon enough, and so she lets herself bask in this moment of playful levity as she turns her attention to the documents presented to her.

It's mostly summaries of national news. Incursions by creatures from beyond this realm, the damage they've done, and the opportunities that were found. There's more detail than other sources might offer, but not by much. Beyond that there's bits on some of the confidential projects she's been okaying from abroad. As she goes deeper, though, more unfamiliar bits of information begin to crop up. She bites at the inside of her cheek.

He pulls her from her reading with his voice. This time it's heavier, weighty. Before she even looks up she's sure the game is done. Once she sees his eyes (sharp as ever, but worn down by struggle) she knows. She tries to steel her gaze and swallow the sudden spike of adrenaline she gets at the sight of them, but to her surprise can't quite manage it. Her hands are still trembling as she smooths a bit of paper, and her voice is ever so slightly tighter than intended when she speaks.

"I see," she momentarily places the open folder flat over her lap, "And what should our response be, sir."

She gently sets her sunglasses aside and locks eyes with the pair looking back at her through the rear view.



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POSTED ON Sept 3, 2020 7:45:21 GMT
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[attr="class","spiral"]It takes everything she has to remain composed as she steps off the boat. She wants to start looking around, she wants to start shouting. But she doesn't. That's not her. That's not who Lillian was, that's not who the President of Silph is. If she was vulnerable to such fits of fancy she wouldn't do. There'd be no use for her.

So, instead, she walks down the ramp to the pier one step at a time. Click. Click. Click. Stilettos keep time where her heart fails to as she sticks trembling hands into the pockets of her pressed pants. She tells herself she's shivering from the wind as her open suit jacket flaps in the wind and her eyes peer through tinted lenses for a sign of the man she's waited to see for time too agonizing to count. And then she finds it. The sign.

President Glass

She's read those words on hundreds if not thousands of documents. Heard them in meetings too long and dull to remember every day since her appointment. But she finds her eyes stinging at the sight of them. The meeting they promise her this time. She sucks on her teeth, blinks her eyes, and walks towards them with determination evident more in her veiled eyes than her steady gait.

"Thank you for coming to meet me," she says in the cool, impassive tone that's become her trademark as she enters earshot of what she can only assume is her chauffer (her excitement, ironically, too strong to see through the ruse in front of her), "I don't mean to rush you, but I'd rather not keep him waiting."



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POSTED ON Jan 7, 2019 0:20:50 GMT
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they say that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" and in this moment lillian is living proof that it's true. she has been in this exact position (sat in his lap, her skin flush with his) more times than she could ever count and yet their time apart has turned it into a precious thing.

while usually she is content to play up apathy in the name of their game; right now she can't hide her desire for this. for him.

fernando is silent and she finds herself grateful. it allows her to simply soak him and the moment in. leisurely. completely. her legs hang off the edge of his lap and there curl in to brush against him. his familiar scent pulls her tight against his chest, and urges her face to crane upwards and nestle into the nape of his neck.

every breath and sight and sensation she has is him and it's like she's stumbled upon a feast after weeks subsisting on scraps.

she will not tell him that she missed him but in the end she doesn't have to.


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processed shop
POSTED ON Jan 5, 2019 22:26:50 GMT
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buying:
total: 200 poke
from: 100 from , 70 from @sveva , 30 from @yvonne


assuming canon spot? money taketh anyway BY SPIRAL.
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POSTED ON Jan 3, 2019 19:35:11 GMT
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the flattery stings when its purpose is to separate them. hazy memories of a hospital bed, comparisons to the world, and a gentle touch threaten to shake her enough to goad her into fighting. if fernando can't do this alone why not take her with him? the words bubble up her throat but die in her mouth. grit teeth behind tight lips keep them from entering the air.

"understood," her usually impassive tone is turned ever so slightly sour by her jilted feelings, "i've no reason to object if you think it's for the best." careful posture shifts in little ways. the hands in her lap intertwine their fingers and fidget quietly and her eyes flick to look towards the window instead of into fernando's hungry eyes.

"and you'll offer some guidance as to what my first moves should be?" while her body language doesn't correct itself her voice does, the tension in her lips and jaw are gone when she opts to speak again. yet still the way her fingers curl into one another betrays the mixed feelings under the surface. her quiet desperation that this won't be so bad a parting as she's imagined.

"i fear i'll be a bit lost if i'm on my own."


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POSTED ON Jan 2, 2019 17:30:28 GMT
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the long game. that was fernando's specialty; it always had been. lillian had tried to pick up his way of thinking, and in several ways had succeeded, but her eyes simply lacked the telescopic range of her partner's. that being said, most of what he has to say is of no surprise to lillian.

their ultimate plans require great influence in the region and there is no place of greater influence than the council. maybe the presidency. it is then only natural that fernando would seize upon a chance to claim a seat. his plans make sense, and with no input to offer lillian simply nods and blinks silently in response to them.

he boasts and she lets him. he's earned it. under his leadership they entered the region at a ripe moment, through his machinations he's built a strong base of support in the region, and now he's chosen the most opportune moment to strike. it's a stroke of brilliance (like all he does) and he deserves to revel in it. it's only when he turns the subject back to her that she cuts in. sits up a bit straighter in her wheelchair before speaking.

"me?" her voice is steady but her brows push in towards one another in a small display of confusion, "i . . . i am honored by the offer, but this is a great leap forward in the plan. i wouldn't want to leave you alone in your ascent to the council."

when she speaks there is reason in her words but underneath them a shameful sentiment. the company leadership and the council are both great responsibilities that demand much of their occupants. and if the issue is a conflict of interest it feels unlikely their responsibilities will intersect as often as they do now.

sinfully, she finds herself doubting the confidence in his voice. surely her place is at his side. her leg aches as if in answer.