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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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It is dark.
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Not just the sky, but in spirit. A once quiet path submerges in sickening black hues; scattered ghosts filling the air of its lungs. Cillian Ayers is made from the sun, but he can still feel the ominous force jeering at his sword.
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The tension unsettles him. His companion fends off the threats behind his back, expressions of pure focus on both parties.
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In the distance, he sees a boy. Towards the entrance of the small town, empty and alone.
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They are coming for him.
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”Oh no you don't!” Cillian shouts, stretching past the grassy fields and into what appears to be the den of all the horror. A Haunter creeps behind the trainer. Their wispy fingers become more visible, protruding their tongue to exhaust and deplete the other’s soul.
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It holds no desire other than to devour. In seconds, it will.
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Schwing!
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But, through the power of Cillian’s actions, their presence fades into the darkness. His Sirfetch’d slashes their intentions with a BRUTAL SWING, a hot tint of crimson emitting from their weapon. Whatever the other had behind them, it was no more. Temporary light follows the attack, encompassing the space between them as the only current refuge of Littleroot Town.
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Lana. he whispers, extending his gloved hand. ”Fear not. You are safe now.”


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the fear i have when i attempt present tense. it's so weird writing cil like this LOL | was listening to the yume nikki ost



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The fear he feels is unfamiliar, jarring. The pain that strikes through him is coarse, sudden, and filled with betrayal as the one thing he never thought would ever turn on him finally do. But there’s a sickness, a delusion to all these ghosts who’s miasma threatens to choke him out. Amongst the shadows and the ominous figures and shapes of dark creatures, there’s also the eerie sound of jeering, as familiar voices coalesce and mock him. The voice of his mother, who’s love for him went as far as his birth could validate her life as a mistress, rang out with awful laughter. The loud yelling of his father acted as a base amongst the noise. And @skye who’s controlled, furious words act as a weird melody of deprecation and disdain. It all joins together into a depressing cacophony that he can’t escape from. And it all served to break him down, erode him until the will to hang onto his own soul almost disappeared. [break][break]

Amongst the pain there is a small relief as he felt his senses dull and his eyelids flutter shut. And then a different voice rings through, and light quite literally slices through his darkness. [break][break]

Lana.[break][break]

The mention of his name missing that sarcastic tone, or exasperation makes him start. He shakes off that drowsiness and looks up bewildered for a moment, tear stained face unable to hide shock and awe. This didn’t happen. This never happened. He felt that tightness in his throat again, but it's from the tears welling up in his eyes. There’s no hesitation as he slaps Cillian’s hand and grips it as tightly as this nightmare would allow him to. [break][break]

They are not friends, but he knows his savior’s name. “Cillian! I’m glad you’re here!!” Emotion wells up in his chest, an all too familiar sight. Lana has never been one good at hiding or holding back his own emotions. “I’m so glad…” he repeated, holding back sobs of relief as he pulled himself to his feet and wipes his eyes. [break][break]


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