Memo
He/him
28
August 26
Spikemuth, Galar Region
Homosexual
Ranger Captain
Elite Ranger
it gets lonely in this gangster's paradise
picnic rocks [s]
POSTED ON Jul 23, 2022 19:16:36 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","rigid"] [attr="class","rigidw"] Memo felt emboldened, like a huge weight he didn’t realize he was carrying slipped free of his shoulders and fell into the sea. [break][break] Time. All Alex needed was time. [break][break] In comparison to other things, time was the simplest, the easiest gift, the allowance Memo could offer the most of. He’d have done other things, too, but Alex asking for space, distance for clarity, would have ripped his heart out. He would’ve spent every waking moment feeling Alex’s absence like an ulcer in his gut. [break][break] But time. [break][break] “I can give you all the time you need, love,” Memo said, and it came out on a shiver, as he tried to compact the excitement and energy rolling through his body into a cube, a source, a contained unit. It was impossible. He was lightning. He was on fire. He was so full of love. [break][break] Then Alex had to go and ask him that question and, at first, Memo hadn’t thought anything of it. He’d been gently led into the shallows, blindsided so thoroughly by Alex’s willingness to continue this-- this relationship that was so new and powerful and good, that he hadn’t expected there to be questions that he would be afraid to answer. [break][break] He dragged a bare foot through the smoothed pebbles beneath their feet. The sky had turned violet. Night would be setting soon. “No, I’m not. Kidding, I mean.” Why would he ever joke about that? It seemed manipulative. He watched Alex pull out another sandwich-- salami and prosciutto with mozzarella-- and laughed quietly at his love’s insatiable appetite. [break][break] So… am I your first?[break][break] The humor died in his throat and his body went cold, face paling in the silence that expanded afterward. Too long. He had to say something. [break][break] “For… many things, yes,” he finally croaked out, shame a heavy weight in the base of his skull, forcing his eyes to rotate down. “For everything that matters, you are my first.” [attr="class","rigidnotes"] notes. when im sleepy my characters are sleepy ig [newclass=.rigid] width: 400px; margin: 0 auto; font-family: roboto; color: #aaa; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: .5px; text-align:justify; padding-top: 20px; padding-bottom: 20px; line-height: 15px;[/newclass] [newclass=.rigid b] color: #d49736; font-size: 11.5px; font-family: trebuchet ms; letter-spacing: .5px; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid a] text-decoration: none; color: #d49736; font-style: italic; font-weight: lighter; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid h1, h2, h3] display: inline-block; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid h1] font-size: 13px; font-weight: lighter; color: #d49736; letter-spacing: .5px; line-height: 0px; font-family: monospace; text-transform: uppercase; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid i] color: #d49736; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid u] text-decoration: none;border-bottom: solid 1px #d49736; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidtag] text-align: right; padding-bottom: 20px; padding-top: 20px; font: 10px monospace; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidtag a] font: 11px Montserrat; font-weight: 800!important; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 0px; text-transform: lowercase; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidnotes] text-align: justify; padding: 20px 40px 10px 40px; font: 10px monospace; letter-spacing: .3px; border-top: solid 1.5px #323232; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidnotes h1] font: 14px Montserrat; font-weight: 800!important; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 0px; text-transform: uppercase; color: #d49736; text-shadow: 2px 2px 0px #1e1e1e; padding-bottom: 5px; text-align:center;[/newclass] [newclass=.rigidnotes a] font: 11px Montserrat; font-weight: 800!important; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 0px; text-transform: lowercase; color: #d49736; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidw] padding: 40px; background: #272727; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigid span] display: inline-block; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidpokes] text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; background: #d49736; padding: 5px; width: 390px; margin-left: -40px; margin-bottom: -40px; margin-top: 10px; [/newclass] [newclass=.rigidpokes img] margin-top: -10px; padding-bottom: 5px; [/newclass]
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