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POSTED ON Jun 12, 2024 22:02:35 GMT

“I. I want you to… to help me, come to my senses… if you notice, if you so ever once see me… acting all strange at you. You… you know how I am normally, r-right?” he would hiccup quietly, staring at a certain point of his partner’s shoulders (as he was unable to look straight into the other man’s eyes at the moment) as he willed himself not to break down, yet again in his partner’s presence.

“And… and if I do anything that’s… that’s not what you normally know as being p-part of me, please… stop me, okay?”

Even if it meant hurting anyone else nearby.

This wasn’t a plea; it was a request. One that he knew the other would do, without preamble.

“The same would… would go for you, too.”

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“Of course I know how you are normally,” he says, more of a snap than he means it. He sighs, terse, and tries to make himself relax. “But how do I stop you? I can’t hurt you.”

That latter part went without saying. Of course he would hurt others if it mean Alex was protected and safe. The recognition of it, though, makes his stomach turn.

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POSTED ON Jun 25, 2024 5:52:11 GMT

“That—that’s why,” he would hiss quietly, looking straight into his partner’s eyes as he said the next words, “…that’s why only you can do it. I trust you. Like how you trust me. We trust each other.”

He would take his partner’s hands as he said these words.

“We trust each other to do this… for one another. You said… you wanted to trust again, right?”

A deep breath would follow after these words, which he would exhale after a few moments.

“We put our trust in each other.”

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POSTED ON Jun 26, 2024 15:30:49 GMT

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“Of course we trust each other!” he says, volume just below a shout, before his face crumples and he mutters a litany of curses in multiple languages. “But that doesn’t explain--!”

Alex takes his hands and Memo freezes, looking down at where their bodies are connected. He exhales, long, slow, and low.

“...I guess I’ll figure it out,” he says, after a long while, weak smile coming to his face.

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Alexei Ivanov

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POSTED ON Jul 9, 2024 20:43:14 GMT

“I know it’ll kill you inside when you try to hurt me, but,” he dropped off, realizing that the other had done the little ‘freezing up’ thing whenever they had any kind of physical contact.

“…but I know you’ll find the strength to do it, because anyone else I ask would take it out of context. You at least. You know the circumstances.”

He sighed, once more.

“I wouldn’t ask anyone else but you for something this big.”

It was a hell of an ask, but one with reason.

“I love you, okay? I know you do. You absolutely do, until Hell freezes over. And I know you love me too. Despite whatever… despite whatever fuckery you or I end up doing, we’d know something’s wrong. It’s on sight.”

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Guillermo Marceliño

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POSTED ON Aug 8, 2024 14:08:20 GMT

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He tries to convey all he cannot do in the look in his eyes. Please don’t ask me to hurt you. I cannot hurt you. I already hurt you enough.

But he doesn’t voice his concerns. He just sighs and stands on his tiptoes to press a soft kiss to the center of Alex’s forehead.

“Shower?

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