the stray
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thirty three
xxx, orre
bisexual
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evan fader
Distract me [lars]
POSTED ON Dec 10, 2019 21:29:26 GMT
[attr="class","evantalk"] He drops the subject, at least for now and Evan lets go of a breath he didn't realize he was holding onto so tight. His chest deflates and he's silently grateful because he is in no way ready to approach that subject with anyone. It's a heavy enough topic he won't even write about it let alone talk about it out loud. Evan focuses back on the phone in his hands, trying not to look lars in the face again. He's uneasy about the idea of him looking at his eyes too much. He doesn't want to be but it eats at his mind like a ravenous pokemon, chipping away at his nerves. It's not because he expects anything in particular from him, it's just an innate avoidance. "Hm?" he catches the words but is surprised Lars read between the lines and caught that he doesn't eat pizza. Most people assume by default that he does because most people do. Greasy food doesn't agree with him though. "No it's fine, I'm not really hungry." or rather there's a rising in his gut that he knows too well. The nausea doesn't go well with food he knows he won't really eat anyway. He gets the feeling lars is trying though, perhaps because humans are highly social creatures, seeking comfort when things like this happen. There's a certain compulsion to seek out closeness and while Evan has always resisted it he feels bad for denying Lars outright. Besides, he shouldn't be alone right now either. Nibbling on pizza and talking is far better than spiraling over his own thoughts on what happened. "I'll nibble on whatever you get, if that helps." when his eyes look up at him they're searching lars' face for a hint of acceptance. If he'll take that Evan will put up with his stomach being a little unhappy later and stick around. But his eyes tell tales that aren't normally seen, an odd mix of worry and uncertainty, but concern overrules those feelings. Focusing on lars means he doesn't have to focus on himself. Laurence Anderson[newclass=.evantalk b]color: #7d6484;[/newclass]
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