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POSTED ON Apr 22, 2019 1:37:32 GMT
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letting out a quick laugh, he’d look to her, finishing the bacon strip he held in his hand.

you’re luck to have a man like me at your hip for even a week, and you have me for a whole month? well, i’ll just say you’re welcome and leave it at that.

he would start cutting into the omlet, half paying attention to it as he did, opting to speak to her as he did.

as for the walk, where to? and how long do you think we’ll be out? i’m willing to spend all day with you but i’d like to at least give my pokemon a heads up.

they were capable of fending for themselves when it came to it, but telling them beforehand would be nice in the long run.


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POSTED ON Apr 21, 2019 2:12:49 GMT
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her cause for concern was completely warranted, kim himself finding the time to worry about such fretting tensions, as expressed earlier.

but he couldn’t let her dwell on such thoughts, knowing all too well the outcome of such impressions.

well, i’m here, aren’t i? or do you not see me as a suitable companion while the timeframe of our agreement is in place?

he’d smile, taking a fork to press into the omlet, the skewered slice of egg waving about as kim made motions with his hands - his actions almost conducting his words as he spoke.

this is just a trial run, but for the time being, i want you to depend on me emotionally as much as i do you. unless you’d rather keep all that stress pent up.

brining the food to his lips he’d take a bite, a bright expression appearing on his face as he did, a hum of delight ringing forth as he continued chewing.

you’re allowed to think otherwise, but for both of our sakes, i hope this month passes by really slow. you weren’t bluffing when you said you know your way around a kitchen.

needless flattery on his part, that he felt needed anyways.

"try not to worry too much about the complications of things and just live. i think that's some of the best advice i can give you right now.

i know just a well as you how bad things are, but worrying about them will just make way for mistakes. take it as easy as you can and let things go how they will.

a bite was taken from his bacon, holding it in his hands as he crunched the remainder quietly, speaking after.

and yes, it might seem selfish to love someone that you may eventually end up leaving, but isn't the fact that you'll be in their lives for the time that you are enough to make you want to give a relationship a chance?"

he may not be too advanced in relationships but when it comes to frivolous actions, he’s a veteran. living life carefree comes easy to him.


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POSTED ON Apr 21, 2019 0:35:19 GMT
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his head tilted idly as she let silence settle in, the displeasure in her body language doing more than enough to tell that she was less than pleased.

as she sat the food onto the table, kim would watch her, letting the silence ruminate for a moment before she spoke up, a question asked.

yea, i brought some juice yesterday.

making his way over to the fridge kim would give one last look over to her, grabbing the carton from the fridge and setting it onto the table promptly after, moving to the cabinets to grab a couple of glasses and setting one near her and one on his side.

pouring the mixed drink into her cup, he’d question her in a calm tone.

did i… bother you with that question?

they seemed to be in a decent mood, and to have it turn sour at the drop of a dime seemed a little off. maybe he said a bit too much.



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POSTED ON Apr 20, 2019 23:23:59 GMT
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while he did not know the extent their relationship spanded, the knowledge he has on fernando was more than he should be allowed to know. from what he’s gathered fernando is the type of man that kim sees as a coworker to keep at arm's length, close enough to smack him upside the head if he’s doing some stupid shit, because honestly, it’s bound to happen one of these days.

as for her interjection on relationships, kim would simply shrug, his smile turning a little more lighthearted than originally.

i figured why not now? any day could be the last for me so why not try to understand the things i don’t, you know?

with everything that’s happened recently and the fact that he had been present for every life threatening invasion or otherwise, tomorrow was not guaranteed for him. each day would be taken with a grain of salt, the councilman enjoying it as much as he could while he could. you never know which day is your last after all.

i don’t have my eyes on anyone anymore. then again, i haven’t gotten to know many people well enough for me to draw a conclusion to them aside from a few people here and there. but, as i said, no one has made me feel the need to express my infatuation.

his fingers rapped lightly onto the table, the free hand brushing hair to his side as his smile grew a bit more, the edges of his lips tightening as he spoke.

what about you? is there anyone you’re holding a candle for? i believe ferny is already taken, so are there any other contenders in your game of love?



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POSTED ON Apr 20, 2019 7:35:00 GMT
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corrections were unneeded, her doing that all on her own. the ship he set to sail with stormy had gone and went, the small kindle of fire held for her turned to ash before it even had the chance to stoke.

but everything cait had to say about her was true. her attitude, the way she carries herself, and the passion behind her actions, they were all more than he could withstand. but that may have been what made him fall for her in the first place.

though the mention of his colleague caught him off guard, his gaze wandering over to her.

huh? i can’t say i have any feelings for him one way or another. of course he’s a handsome man, but i can’t see myself being around him for longer than needed.

even with as much time as they spent around each other, kim wasn’t as comfortable with the man as he should be.

shame he can’t be more like his sister. he’s got a different kind of intensity, the kind i can’t exactly be fond of.



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POSTED ON Apr 20, 2019 6:31:08 GMT
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yea.

his words came out a bit forlorn yet calm, the passiveness in his voice still leaving room to show the disapproval he has for himself and such thoughts.

but that’s what she’s here for, to give him a better insight to relationships and hopefully make him see them as more than just a show for others to on look for as long as they are valid.

the first step for me would simply be to let your feelings be known. if i ever felt a certain way about someone i would tell them i have those feelings for them and let them know that i- in some way or another- am infatuated with them.

of course that has yet to happen considering that he is in the position he’s in currently, relying on the likes of cait to rehabilitate him in some fashion.

i think the only one who i’ve ever really had those types of feelings for are stormy, but i always brushed them off. she’s my best friend, and if our relationship changed into something more than friendship- and i still had the same mindset as i do now- then it’d be a problem, don’t you think?



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POSTED ON Apr 20, 2019 6:30:38 GMT
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and there you have it stormy fans. ‘Uuh..’ such inspiring words, what was your muse? did you have an instructor to taught you such thoughtful insights as ‘Uuh..’?

but before she could give a proper answer, the a cameraman came forth to take claim of the borrowed goods, i.e. the camera in kims possession.

can i have that clip for my twitter?

he’d say to the cameraman as he left, a thumbs up given in response as he began setting up in front of the opening scene.

kim would turn an excited smile staining his lips with starry eyes, looking to stormy, elevated.

isn’t this amazing! can you believe someone wants us to be in their movie? it might not be anything huge like something you’d see in a theater, but they picked us of all people to star in this. it feels… so wild.

if it wasn’t already obvious, kim was more than excited to be on the theoretical big screen. not only would it give him the opportunity to give more people the chance to see his beautiful face, but it would also give him the chance to fulfill a long thought extinct chance of being in a movie.

now was his time to shine, and he was going to enjoy this for as long as it lasted.

kim, stormy, get in place soon!

the director shouted their way, prompting kim to react with a flinch, turning to him and giving a. “yes sir!” in response.

once more kim would turn to stormy with a giddy look on his face, rushing off after an exchanged look.



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POSTED ON Apr 20, 2019 2:27:51 GMT
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the words she spoke were insightful, kim intent to listen as she said them. it seems he was right to rely on her in for this, her words that of a professional, trained in their craft. he couldn’t help but smirk though, a chuckle coming forth as he did, the thought that she was so knowledgeable on such a subject as this seeming a bit off to him. as much as she was doing her best to help him, he still couldn’t take her words as seriously as he wanted to.

i guess actions speak louder than words.

he’d pause sending a smile her way before returning his eyes to the table, carefully placing the utensils in a pleasing manner as he began speaking.

no matter how good you look or how many advances you send someone’s way, i think it all boils down to whether you or the other person is willing to make the first step.

his hands kept busy as he spoke, adjusting the plates idly, each movement displaying bad nerves.

i’m not sure whether it was them thinking that i didn’t see them in that way or the fact that i am who i am that made people not give it a shot, but no, i’ve never had anyone make those moves towards me. maybe they were waiting for me to do so.

his lips would twist a bit, contorting into a bothered pout briefly before returning to a placid state, a shrug coming after the brief interruption of thought.

i’m not sure, but honestly, even if i had initiated some sort of romance towards another party or they initiated it towards me, i wouldn’t know what to do with them.

"they’d probably be more of a sort of accessory than anything. something to have on my person that i can show off and go, ‘i have this now, cool right?’

once more he’d chuckle, the thought of himself unable to properly perceive the worth of another seeming pathetic to the none other than the one who had thought it.



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POSTED ON Apr 19, 2019 20:46:25 GMT
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alright then.

he’d say in a calm tone as he made his way over to the cabinets, precise movements taking hold of to plates, setting them onto the counter before reaching into the nearby draws grabbing hold of utensils for each of them. at the very least he could set the table.

slow strides towards the table would give way for him to speak, setting their arrangements as he did.

your city looks great, i’ve been paying attention to your citizens more than anything and they seem happy. as for the security, i’ve always had faith that you’d do the right thing with the funding so i’ve never really worried about how they shaped up.

cait seemed like a responsible person at the very least, keen on doing what needs to be done instead of what was right for her. though his trust in her was lacking, he hoped this experiment between the two of would clear up any misunderstandings he had for her.

oh, and no, i don’t have any allergies so feel free to do what you will.


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POSTED ON Apr 18, 2019 20:26:18 GMT
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a slight step to the side would give way for her entrance, eyes wandering after her as he closed the door.

no. i woke up not too long ago. i was thinking about going out to grab something but i remembered that you and me were a thing now and figured you’d have something in mind. and here you are. so, go ahead and use the kitchen to your leisure. if you’d like some help i’d be glad to lend a hand.

he wasn’t exactly the best cook in the kitchen but what skills he possessed were practical enough to pass.



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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2019 22:17:27 GMT
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without a hitch kim had become accommodated to his new living quarters, the comfortable furnishings unfortunately used only by the pokemon he had brought along. kim opted to get a better feel for his surroundings than coop himself up in said apartment, leaving the lavish living quarters in the hands of those that would use it as more than just somewhere to sleep.

his work was done on the go, often stopping at shops within the city when something that needed more attention was needed, the three days being more than enough time for comfort to sit itself next to the man's side, the city as welcoming as its leader.

time passed faster than expected, the councilman’s mind preoccupied as a knock sounded, his attention turning to the door quickly as he gathered himself, setting everything that once held his attention aside as he fixed himself up.

after a brief silence, kim would come to the door, a smile worn as neatly as his semi formal wear- a simple midnight blue dress shirt tucked into beige slacks.

sorry i was… it doesn’t matter. is that for me? because i didn’t have anything prepared for you. is that okay?

he was a little nervous if that wasn’t obvious with stumbled over words, the stampede of sentences escaping his mouth one after another.



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quite the controlling perspective she took, the initiative to move him to mauville striking him off guard, her continued onslaught only furthering his surprise.

it should have been expected of course, he had already given her permission, to an extent, control over him; if she didn’t take an advantageous position then he would have.

fine. who do i talk to about renting an apartment here?

everything he needed could easily be transferred over in the blink of an eye, all he needed to do was find somewhere reasonable in this mess of a city to settle down.

i don’t think we should be living under the same roof yet considering we’ve hardly even started our relationship.

with a sigh and a ruffle of his head he’d think for a moment, the fact that everything that was about to happen was reality setting in a bit too late. no going back now.

i’ll be in your care for the month then, kay. hopefully you can flesh out the intricacies of love for me during. and if not, oh well.

this would just be another song and dance, treated with as much care as he would with anyone else.


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the thought of giving her this amount of control unsettled him, his features turning to a slight look of disgust while she spoke. maybe she was right to find another to fulfill this request, to be paired with her for a month could do more harm than good for him.

but then again, asking this of another was beyond his realm of reach, there weren't many that he could call on to aid in something as selfish as this. the only reason he asked her in the first place was because of the debt he owed her.

but seeing her in a more vulnerable state would be fun, and because of that, he would stick with this plan to the end.

yes.” he said in a defeated tone, his eyes teetering to the side.

i’m giving you control over my ‘first’ to a degree. trust me when i tell you that i will stop you if i’m uncomfortable with anything.

fingers traced the ring of his cup as he looked back, eyes returning to hers as he furthered on the aspect of brining stormy into this.

stormy is the best friend i have at the moment, i don't want to involve her in this in any way. besides, like you said, she’s already taken.



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POSTED ON Apr 16, 2019 20:58:42 GMT
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her words flustered him more and more as she pushed for answers, a mild look of embarrassment contained to his face, keeping his composure as long as he could hold it before eventually succumbing to slightly flushed cheeks.

his eyes would not wander as she spoke though, their attention focused on none other than cait in this moment, refusing to let his well groomed facade of calm break any further than it had.

what i’m looking for in our time together is nothing more than an understanding of a relationship. i’ve never been with another person before, so you’d be the first i’ve ever experimented with, all i want is a sort of feel for what i’d be getting into.

a hand rubbed at his cheek, nerves getting the better of him in the moment as he continued.

if you want to go as far as sex then that’s fine i guess, but i don’t exactly find it necessary.




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his expression was calm as he blew into his cup, whisk of steam pushed in her direction, light sips spreading the warm coffee through his senses. it was hot, and the perfect amount of sweet.

cait’s reaction was expected, it’s not everyday that someone like kim would ask something so absurd of someone, let alone her; but his proposition was a real as the money she had received from him.

he would wait, letting her get her chuckles out as he sat idly, a soft smile rooted on his lips as she continued. when it was his turn to speak he did so with a light tone, sincerity in his voice.

i want you cait, it’s as simple as that.

i want to see what all the fuss is about with dating, not once have i found someone i’d want to spend my time with romantically, but i feel like that’s more my fault that anything. i’ve only been playing with people, only going as far as flirting, that’s why i’d like to give it a shot with you. if you don’t want to go through with this i understand, we can find a more comfortable way for you to repay me.

features turned a bit awkward as he hid his face into his cup, looking to the side coyly.



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