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POSTED ON Nov 21, 2018 2:15:11 GMT
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he traverses through the barren streets of slateport; what was once a beautiful city blooming with life and tourism is now on track to becoming a desolate wasteland, left to do nothing but rot until the end of time. with no intentions on fixing the generators in the power plant, slateport is left stranded in darkness, isolated from the rest of the region.

it's daytime. the minute rays of the sun shine down him him, casting shadows that trail closely behind him as he walks. each step echoes and rolls through the emptiness. there's no one around him and yet he remains on guard because he knows what rocket are capable of. he will not make the same mistake twice.

he hears footsteps and stops dead in his tracks, swiveling on his heels to hide behind a corner. he feels the roughness of the brick against his back as he slows his breathing, limits his movements enough to remain undetected. he's killed enough to draw attention; rocket aren't expecting him but they should be.

they should fear one of their own.

when the footsteps dwindle down into nothing, he takes a moment to appreciate the silence because there is something poetic about how peaceful things seem to be in a city recently ravaged by violence and death. tragic, but poetic.

the doors to the hospital don't slide open for him but they don't have to. nothing stops the glass from shattering and breaking, scattering into small pieces that litter the ground as he steps over them. she'll be expecting him because that's what's needed from her. there's a care in his step that's unlike him as he walks through what remains of slateport general hospital.

if he can't find her, then she'll find him.

 
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POSTED ON Nov 21, 2018 2:42:54 GMT
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Punctuality is the least that can be asked of her. He's asked her to do worse, of course, far worse, but there are few things in life that come as easy as showing up. Lorelei makes an effort to ensure that she's settled into their designated meeting place no fewer than ten minutes before she's meant to be there; even if he arrives early, she won't stand to make him wait on her behalf. She's already grown accustomed to the sight of broken windows and toppled chairs by the time he takes his first steps over the carcass of the entry door, remnants of a place already somber, but not so chillingly haunted as this. The sight should make her sick, she figures. Tragically, it's a far cry from what she'd watched just days ago that caused all of this – a far cry from travesties borne witness to further into the past still.

Nikolai,” she says, standing at attention in the shadows by what once may have been the reception desk. It's a straight walk from the entry way, but the front of the building is lined with imploded glass that illuminates the front half of the room with uncanny sunlight; as far as hiding places go without being completely oblivious to his arrival, hers is crude, but functional. “You had no difficulty getting here, I assume.

To be expected of a former Beast. Either he slipped in unnoticed – a feat in itself – or brushed off opposition without sound or scratch. It reminds her of her youth, when she'd thought him untouchable by anything the universe could possibly try to throw at him. With age, she's learned both how wrong and right she had been.

I've picked an office lock further in. If you'd like to go unheard, I'll lead you there.


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POSTED ON Nov 21, 2018 3:53:14 GMT
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"lorelei."

the space is suddenly somber as memories rise to the surface, bubbling as it looks to overtake him. he won't allow it to. he takes a step forward, closer to her, closer to the past he's tried so hard to run away from; but run no longer: he chooses to stand and fight because that's all he can do to repay for his sins.

he will survive.

he will be victorious.

"always so eager. it's good to see you, too." it's been a little over a year since; so much has changed that it's hard to fully comprehend the true extent, but he tries. "the vicinity is clear. but privacy is nice."

gesturing forward, he allows her to lead them deeper into the hospital, towards the back, through the halls where they'll find the aforementioned office. but until then, he makes small talk.

"when did you arrive?" his question serves two purposes as he wants to know if she took part in the invasion. he doubts she did. "they've been treating you well, i hope."

 

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POSTED ON Nov 21, 2018 5:39:57 GMT
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How long has it been? It feels like an eternity since she has last heard his voice or seen his face properly (a year, logic tells her, and barely more than that), and behind a facade of steel, there's a hint of relief. Obviously he had not forgotten her, as part of her had feared he would, seeing as he'd been the one to call this rendezvous together, spurred on by the destruction running rampant around them, no doubt. “It's good to see you, too,” he says, like she'd said it first, or said anything at all; maybe telepathy isn't limited to Pokemon kind after all.

Clear now, yes, but that may not remain true for long. I've sent my Murkrow to keep surveillance. Any step to keep your location here a secret is one worth taking.” Lorelei won't stand to see him wait. Lorelei won't stand to see him caught. They really ought to have met in a place not crawling with other Rockets – but then, she's never been the one to call the shots, and she would never think to argue.

Still, his comment on privacy is agreement enough. She makes for the office in question, hidden behind a makeshift maze of displaced furniture and zig-zagging walls meant to confuse wayward children in the days when the light bulbs still burned overhead. It's the least obvious of them all – not the first, not the last, and just spacious enough to fit them both and many money, had they need for it.

Twenty minutes ago,” the woman says first before she's come to a full stop. But maybe he didn't mean here, as in the hospital; maybe he meant: “... The day after. I do not believe they trusted me enough to station me here when it mattered. Credit to my connection to you, no doubt.” Treating her 'well' was a laughable idea by its lonesome; they paid only enough to keep her fed and roomed, and in turn, she did as asked, and only just. All she offers him in response is a curt nod of the head, twisting the knob and and pulling open the door – then she pauses in its threshold, catches his eye, and dares to ask what she's been thinking ever since they sent her to this filth-ridden city.[break][break]

You were here, weren't you? When the battle took place.


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POSTED ON Nov 21, 2018 15:16:17 GMT
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he can't ever forget her, not after all she's done for him and especially not after what he's done to her as a result of his actions. there are thoughts and memories to often resurface; he does his best to drown them out with alcohol and distractions but sometimes it's not enough. sometimes they slip through the cracks and he's left having to rebuild. she never has to slip through because she's never locked out in the first place.

and he knows that behind her steely facade, she's genuinely glad to see him, too. 

"i've taken precautions, too. but thank you." it's all he's willing to divulge to her; because while he trusts her and is certain where her loyalty lies, he can't fully rely on someone, especially not when it's a matter of life and death.

he waits for her second answer. "good. the more they isolate you the safer you are." he hasn't been around to keep her safe and that's a decision he regrets. there are so many things he'd change about the past, and yet, he can't.

he catches her eyes before stepping past the threshold into the office. he stops.

"yes. i fought for the league." 

he steps into the office and takes in his surroundings. it's quiet, quaint, and he intends to keep it that way. "it's jarring to wake up in the middle of the night to sirens blaring across the whole city. i thought i'd be used to it, but the stakes were vastly different, i guess." 

is the difference.

he turns to face her. "i only wish i could have done more." take more lives, save more lives. the one rocket he killed doesn't haunt him the way it haunts . he hears his scream and it brings him cruel satisfaction. he'd do it again. he wants to do it again. that's one of the reasons why he has no qualms about slateport.

"how have you actually been, lorelei? no bullshit." he steps closer towards her and brushes her hair past her cheek, observing for any bruises. "they don't hurt you, do they?"

 

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POSTED ON Nov 22, 2018 2:03:36 GMT
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The more they isolate you, the safer you are.

It's always strange to hear him speak that way, honed onto the idea of “what is best” and “where it's safe”; not uncharacteristic by any means, no, but something exclusive only to him. Sometimes, it feels like he thinks she's constructed from glass: ready to bend, break, burn. After so long without him, left alone to her thoughts and her delusions of being hard as iron, sharp as steel, stopped by no man or monster, the notion that she need take any precision to remain “safe” is... jarring. If she had participated in the battle for Slateport, she would have either lived or she would have died. Black, white, crystal clear and cut. Safety hadn't crossed her mind then, and it hardly seems important now when he's stood before her in the eye of his personal storm.

Lorelei steps aside to let him in first, falling into her more appropriate role as his shadow than his guide. Without looking her way, he describes the cut of midnight sirens through the silence of night – stakes that differed from those in times perhaps more simple – and, as he finally turns to look her way, a desire to have done more. He had fought for the League, against his former captors. She tells him simply: “You're alive.” By all means, between the amount of destruction wrought and the vendetta the organization has against him in particular, he shouldn't be. “Next time. You'll do more next time. It will be enough.

Nikolai reaches out to brush away her hair, and Lorelei jerks in instinct, body wrenching itself no more than a fraction of an inch away at his hand's sudden vicinity, caught between the need for flight and the knowledge that this man, at least, will not harm her. It's more telling than anything she can say. An apology hangs on her tongue, but she hasn't the strength to put it into words.

... Not so much, these days. I do as I am told. They've stopped finding reasons for fault.” Some had taken longer than others, but everyone comes around eventually, particularly when their target was the scapegoat rather than the target of their ire. The worst had not been their wrath, though – the worst was the space he had left in his departure, the isolation meant to keep her “safe”. She swallows the thought like bile, focusing herself instead on righting a toppled chair and holding it out for him to sit. The room is near pitch with its lack of windows. Eyes can adjust more quickly, however, than a traitor caught in the spotlight. “It's not a cause for concern.


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POSTED ON Nov 22, 2018 15:20:36 GMT
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it will be enough—but it won't be and he knows it. no amount of killings, of mindless, senseless vengeance will ever soothe his conscience. he's done far worse and far too much to ever be forgiven by a deity that acts as both judge and executioner. he won't even be considered. it's just something that he needs to accept.

for now, he nods in agreement because that's as much as he's willing to say on the matter. his mind's already racing, thinking ahead, planning his steps as meticulous as he can be. but one thing is clear: he needs help.

he looks to her.

she flinches at his touch and it's then that he realizes the true extent of what rocket has done to her. "i won't hurt you. that much i can promise." because he's not them. he's not rocket. not anymore. not anymore. he repeats it to himself over and over again in his head to make sure he knows. to make sure he remembers.

"it's cause for me."

he takes the toppled chair from her but doesn't sit. he places it on the ground and gestures towards it, ushering for her to sit as he takes a step back in the near-pitch office. his back hits something; a wall, a counter, he can't tell, but he leans against it and crosses his arms over his chest.

"i need to know their plans. why hoenn?" he asks a question he already knows an answer to because he knows the rocket boss: hoenn is a challenge, and silas wants to assert his dominance. in what fashion, too. too bad he won't succeed, not while nikolai is alive.

he sighs because he knows she knows nothing. they tell her nothing; why would they? he thinks for moments, pondering his options.

finally, he speaks. "i'll get you out of rocket."