flower boy
he/him
twenty-nine
june 14th
laverre, kalos
homosexual
professor
sergeant
Pulling down backstreets deep in your head / slipping through dreamland like a tourist.
TAG WITH @florian
Florian Laurel
ties that bind [c]
POSTED ON Jan 8, 2020 11:28:33 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","viva"][break] [attr="class","vivalyric"]I SMILE BEFORE I WANT TO, I SMILE BECAUSE YOU WANT TO [break] [break][break]
[attr="class","vivaright"]TAGGED [break] @bean6 [break][break]
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She's gone before he can change his mind, and Florian lets it hit him.[break][break]
He had a sister. His father, responsible for much of the trauma he still suffered from today, had ruined more than one life. His father—[break][break]
Suddenly the walls are too close, the room is too hot, and Florian's going into a full on panic attack. No amount of breath seems enough to fill his lungs and there are tears in his eyes that won't stop falling. Distantly, he registers someone asking if he's all right.[break][break]
He's going to pass out. He can't breathe, he's going to pass out, he feels like he's dying—[break][break]
The Sylveon at his side lets out a soft chirrup as his feelers wrap around Florian's arm. Numbly, Florian gains enough presence of mind to apologise to the gathered crowd, excuse himself. He makes it to the restroom and collapses against the wall, shaking. Joli curls into his lap and purrs like a cat, licking the tears from his trainer's cheeks and allowing himself to be held until the trembling stops and Florian can finally, finally breathe.[break][break]
It's been a long time since he'd thought about his father.[break] (There was a reason for that.)[break][break]
When he joins Chandler several minutes later, his eyes are tinged red but he is smiling, determined to put on a brave face.[break][break]
"I, ah, am sorry for the wait! There were more questions than I expected!" Except he hadn't answered any questions, had simply broken down and fled the scene before they could be asked. Shame creeps up the back of his neck. "Do you have a place in mind?"
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