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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON May 8, 2024 17:30:53 GMT
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Grigori did not rise immediately. Not at first, when the chaos began. His eyes were fixed ignorantly to the floor. Rebellion? Against those who promised him such a bright future? Absurd. Unthinkable. Rocket had molded him into the perfect, obedient grunt, and the similarities betwixt this hell and the other one were too numerous to count.

It made him uncomfortable. Perhaps he deserved to die on the cold floor, on his knees, hands gripped on two polished tera shards. Grunts did not fight back. Especially those that apparently fantasized about their organization crumbling to dust, and all his bosses systematically eliminated. At least here, he could pretend to die with dignity.

But fate always had second plans. It got him through his younger years, it brought him to Hoenn. It led to the death of June’s father. And now, it manifested in the chain that promised salvation. Literally.

The chain manifested a hand. Then, the hand pushed off the ground. Grigori was on his feet. A nearby Megalopolan attempted to expose his brains to the world, but the chain swatted the opposing toxic chain away. It did not stop the assault, however. On the second go, it blocked the hands once more.

Again, and again, and again. It didn’t give him a second chance; it bought him more time until his inevitable demise. If he wanted to truly live, then he'd have to make it happen himself. “Fine, then. I will do this for June, and June alone.

On the next parry, Grigori surged forth and plunged the tera crystals into the fleshy bits of the guard’s stomach. As they writhed on the ground, he ran for the lift. His chain prevented attacks for fellow ward members, and he tried to avoid as many of his superiors as possible. They could not know his folly.


Tl;dr
 - Ugly Ward
 - Grigori is a good noodle and doesn't RISE UP at first
 - Toxic chain has other plans, and grows a hand
 - Lifts him up, and prevents him from dying immediately
 - Ultimately decides to not be an idiot, stab the guard, and runs for the lift
 - Still avoids his bosses though, they are scawy
TOXIC CHAIN ABILITY: GO-GO GADGET DEFENSE HAND
 - Acts like, well, a hand
 - Protects, but does not attack. Parries, deflects, prevents, the whole nine defensive yards
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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON May 4, 2024 2:40:12 GMT
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The soul was a resilient thing.

It took abuse, pain, agony, toils, and very single relevent adjective without so much as a flinch. It had to; they’d been molded by evolution. To have a weak soul was to have someone unwilling to reproduce. They’d be eliminated from the population within a single generation. It wasn’t an infectious condition either.

But they all had a limit. They did not break, but they tore. Scratches, scrapes, tears into the otherwise tough material was all too common. Suffering was the secret third guarantee of life, and it usually proved to strengthen the soul after the incident occured.

Grigori wondered if this was such a moment, after several grueling days of monotony. Of abuse, of terror, of pain and agony and exhaustion. Maybe that’s why, when subjected to the trial of the feeding pit, he threw down his meager handfuls of mochi mush and growled.

Oi, what’s–

Grigori extended his arm, only able to pinpoint their location based on their voice, and slammed them into the ground. They cursed and struggled, but it soon didn’t matter. A green mass came forward and barreled straight into the broken grunt.

They fell together into a mass of yelps and grunts, with Grigori on the bottom. Weak, desperate hands clawed at the face, the back, the toxic chain. “Let me tear it off! Give me a chance, I’ll end your suffering!

Pon, pon!” Even in its weakened state, it was more than capable of tossing Grigori to the side. He rolled across the slop like a sack of potatoes, hitting fellow prisoner limbs on the way. And when he came to a stop, his bones protesting and his muscles on fire, he let himself lay with closed eyes for a few seconds.

Only a few. Then, he went on the hunt. After the creature that assaulted them in a blind rage. He would help the creature by trying to remove its toxic chain. If that didn’t work, then he’d be the punching bag while the rest of them hurried to clean the grounds of purple waste.

Either way, they would be done with their cleaning, he would die, or the green demon would stop its assault. No matter the cost, no matter the pain. Such was the burden of a grunt, of a soul. How much more could his take?


Tl;dr
 - To be, or not to be. That is the question
 - After some inner turmoil, Grigori slams a fellow prisoner NPC into the mochi mush to save them from an Ogerpon attack
 - He gets into a small tussle with the weakened Ogerpon (this happens further into the week), and he gets thrown away
 - He comes to a stop in lots of pain, gives himself a moment, and then starts to chase after the Ogerpon
 - No matter what, this will come to an end for someone. Hopefully, him or the Ogerpon

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ULTRA DEEP SEA: GL
POSTED ON May 3, 2024 18:03:50 GMT
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The grunt barely got to the ground, as the Dragon Pulse slammed into the wall. Chunks of debris scattered in the wake of impact, and pelted Grigori. He could feel his skin split, and blood trickled out from a few of the cuts.

Freddy, use Earth Power!

The bear growled, and the ground below the Naganadel shook. Combined with the Thunder wave, it couldn’t move out of the way in time. Like a mortar shell, the ground once more erupted. It all went straight into the underbelly of the beast, which roared in pain.

But did not relent. Instead, its stinger flashed a viscous purple. Then, it charged straight for Grigori. The grunt barely managed to roll out of the way before it slammed into the far wall, where the toxic sludge had been. That, combined with the paralysis and sticky, venomous gunk, kept it in place as it angrily tried to escape.

Mr. Laurence, quickly!” The grunt vice-gripped the doctor's arm and dragged him toward the entrance of the cavern. “We’ll block it in. Collapse the entrance.

Freddy had that in mind from the start, as the already dark space got even dimmer. A twinge of red emerged from the darkness, and painted the bear in a terrifying light. He hobbled faster, knowing what would come next. If they did not exit in time, they would be trapped in there regardless of his command. Such was the destructive, uncontrollable force of a Bloodmoon-Ursaluna.

If your Shinx can try to stop it in its tracks, now would be the perfect time,” he said. Every little bit helped.







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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON May 3, 2024 15:53:31 GMT
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It felt incredibly uncomfortable, to have his face smooshed and pressed around by the toxic chain. Grigori was still not entirely awake, and his stomach grumbled from hunger. His mind was clouded from the experiences of yesterday too. His back ached from his terrible sleeping spot, his neck sore from an awkward.

All of this, to say, that he wasn't sure what the point of this was. THe people laughed at him, laughed their pretty little faces off. It stung, surely, yet he couldn't trust their reactions as genuine. Especially when the figure he recognized as laughed alongside the rest of the crowd. Why would they laugh at him for such a silly face? Isn't that the point of them anyway?

But it did hurt. It rocked his already precarious position of self-doubt and loathing, and he barely managed to cling to the ledge. "Alright, alright... you can all stop it now..."

Except they didn't. Couldn't? Didn't want to? All his bosses laughed, and laughed, and the chant started in earnest. Their eyes all focused on him and the other two enchanted to perform. Did they all need to focus on him? Their eyes, the ones that could see right through him, all intently squared on his body. His face.

Fear built up in the mind and replaced and shame or self-degredations. "Stop it... please, look away..."

THey must not know. Could not know. If any of them found out what he'd seen in the mask...

He closed his eyes, and hoped they all laughed for his looks rather than what lie beneath the surface.


Tl;dr
 - Not much here, Greg will NOT join the suffering builds character arc of and .
 - Doesn't like the act, but doesn't think much of it
 - Until he realizes all his bosses are staring at him, and he remembers his vision from the chamber of desires
 - Is then afraid and scared and needs mom to come pick him up
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How long can this go on? [PP]
POSTED ON May 3, 2024 5:24:02 GMT
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Grigori sat on the bench, leaned his head back, and closed his eyes. How long had it been, since he'd been brought to the prison? Anyone's guess, really. Longer than he desired, and longer than he could nearly stand. With the contests, the punishment, the promises, the exhaustion. Not even his dreams could hope to stifle the pangs in his heart. He came here, every night. A blessing and a curse.

The curse was how he never felt like he slept. Dark rings clung to the bottom of his eyes, a parasite that dared not leave him. His mind clouded by the knowledge that the real world held strange, taboo desires. The dream world held a different cloud, one of realization and tiredness that made him feel twice as old as he was.

Even if he closed his eyes in here, he'd never get a proper sleep. But he could at least try. Try and wait for the blessing to appear, in the form of two work colleagues who'd help him in these trying times. After all, he did plant himself right in front of what one could consider a 'store'. They used to frequent a Poke Mart, right? Basically the same thing.

And if they didn't show... then he'd at least try to get some sleep.

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Long Time No See [S]
POSTED ON May 1, 2024 4:29:07 GMT
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Grigori sighed. This wasn’t a surprise. The young spirit wanted to be free. That included every factor of his life, even revenge. He’d been much the same, when he was younger.

And look how that turned out.

Then I will,” he rose from the chair and pushed Cream, with her sleepy, tired eyes, further into his vest. “And we will.

But just know,” Grigori stared at Shred Zeppelin, in his sad, sad state as he walked back the way he came, “that I do understand your struggles. Not of the physical variety, but the mental.

And before he could get another word in, he shut his mouth and opened the door. It was best to be supportive, not antagonistic. Anything further, and he’d likely give the man an aneurysm from the rage inside his chest. This might have to be a lesson the beast learned the hard way.

Or die trying.



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Fresh Start [S]
POSTED ON May 1, 2024 4:17:19 GMT
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He considered this answer for another few long, agonizing seconds. And then, he sat back into the chair. The pen slid across the paper, and the sound of its journey filled the room. He pursed his lips, and then nodded once to himself.

Likely lying. About what? Who knew. But what he did know is that it wouldn’t be anything too great, too grand, or too humiliating. And that, for him, was good enough. Looked like this situation would likely work out afterall.

Sounds perfectly reasonable,” he finally said. “And I think I would like to see that room, alongside one final question.

He snapped the small notebook shut suddenly and unclicked the pen. Then, he pushed himself off the chair. “Two, rather: what is the situation with the kitchen appliances, and does anyone here have an allergy regarding baked goods?

His facial expression did not budge an inch as he spoke. “I enjoy baking a great degree, whenever I have the time. I also enjoy not sending people to the hospital.


 
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Do ruinous cats dream of frozen sheep?
POSTED ON May 1, 2024 4:06:49 GMT
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As the grunt was shaken around, Grigori put his hands on Jayden’s arms. He didn’t attempt to remove the man. More like steadied himself against the storm. The tides that suddenly threatened to drown him whole.

I did, Cross,” he countered. “I said what I saw– was told! Some stranger told me the news, I know little more than that.

Air was sucked into his lungs, and shoved out of his mouth in a rhythmic, panicked manner. “I don’t. Know.

You think I wanted to see that, what to know that? I’m confused, dazed, lost about it– and I need someone. Anyone.

For what? He couldn’t know. Maybe to tell him it was a lie, that it meant nothing. Or it was everything, and it was some deep-seated secret hidden within his heart. Anything at all, just that it was going to be alright. As he did to others, someone would do to him. Not his fault he stumbled upon one of the arguably worse people to share this vision with.


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Do ruinous cats dream of frozen sheep?
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2024 2:20:16 GMT
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Only when he was closer, did Grigori see the icy scars on Jayden’s skin. So… he was back underneath the control of the beast? His question felt all the worse, especially as he explained his vision. With so few words, he cemented himself as a Rocket.

The grunt’s fists balled tighter, his knuckles turned as white as the frost on his boss's skin. “I… I see.

I saw the complete opposite. We’d lost.

Why did he feel alienated, all of a sudden? Like he didn’t belong? He did, though. His bones were restless, and he shifted in place. “Not much, but… it sounded like you’d been e-executed. Hanged. Alongside the rest of the leadership. Except for me.

I’m… scared, Mr. Cross. Why would I see that-- why would I be shown that?

His home was Rocket, even if he had disagreements at the moment. Did not like how quick they were to resort to violence. Some of them at least let the Oinkolonge eat the carrot after they'd been ran around for months.


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Do ruinous cats dream of frozen sheep?
POSTED ON Apr 27, 2024 21:31:48 GMT
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"Mr. Cross."

Grigori joined him by his side, his arms dangled against the fabric of his robe. Even this land of dreams could not hide him from the prison. Of the irony of it all. At least the toxic chain was absent-- but even that offered no reprieve. Its siren call of a promised, great future where he was free and still friends with June, hung in his mind like dream mist. Even here.

"How..." Are you? Holding up? Is the connection to your monstrous, devilish feline?

"What did you see, in the mask?" He sputtered out instead.

They were both in the same ward. Maybe, just maybe, they all saw the same thing. It was not correct, not at all-- but it was a rope he clung to nonetheless.

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POSTED ON Apr 27, 2024 20:09:45 GMT
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Grigori finally spoke, after the entire long, arduous trip back. “No, thank you. I will settle for the stool.

A little bit of selflessness, a little bit of restlessness. There was much to think about, even if his bones ached and his back complained as he set his back against the concrete. About the Chamber of Desires, of the vote, about everything. His mind churned, chewed on the doubts and knowledge inside his brain. He also physically chewed on some deep purple mochi. Once again, only the singular one. So be it, if he starved to death.

Unfortunately, though, even he was unable to fight off the exhaustion for long. And soon enough, his body slumped further and further into the stone, until his eyes finally closed and he lost consciousness.



But only for a moment.

When his eyes fluttered open, he was no longer in the prison. And for a change, his mind felt less obstructed too. He did not know this strange landscape, nor the people that inhabited it. Megalopolans, some of them recognizable. But that’s not what gets his attention, from an alleyway.

It’s his fellow prisoners that he takes notice of.

So… if Howard and Shred were actually here…

His feet carried him forward. Down, in a straight path. He did not know where to look, nor did he have a destination in mind. If he attempted to try and ‘navigate’, he’d just get more lost than before. If he saw a fellow Rocket, he simply ignored them. Some called, and their calls were wasted.

For there were plenty of League affiliated people here too. Thankfully, none of them June. He might’ve seen Annalise in the distance, but it was best to avoid her. Now wasn’t the time. Maybe during the next day, when they returned to clean more crystals.

Unfortunately, he did run into someone vaguely worth the effort of talking too. .

But, maybe, anyone was better than no one. And he was alone. And they were alone, and would be alone. Any port in a storm, he supposed. From behind, he closed the distance. “Mr. Cross.


Tl;dr
- Does not sleep on the cot, but does fall asleep on a stool
- Eats ONE Mochi
- Wakes up in dreamland and wanders, hoping to see Shred and Howard
- Instead finds a lonely Jayden Cross (don't worry about it)
- Says his name as a greeting
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Move Your Body, Then Your Heart [S]
POSTED ON Apr 26, 2024 16:26:35 GMT
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How could one forget Meteno? World-wide obliteration was hardly an event that Grigori could push from his mind. Yet he did it all the same. Maybe because the reality of it all was too much. Too nonsensical. Like a fairy tale, except without the happy ending.

More like an adult’s rendition of a fairy tale: bittersweet, and left a foul taste in the back of his throat.

And when Howard both claimed that the lives of the people of Dewford held value and then damned them to a terrible fate, the bittersweet taste bubbled. He pushed the archeologist’s hand off his shoulder and returned to the counter. “Of course, Mr. Fox. These people are not livestock. I would agree: you are not a butcher.

You’re a Rocket Admin, and these people are obstacles.

The phrase came out much more violently than he anticipated. “They are a means to an end. Granted, Eternatus sounds like a massive threat– but is there truly, impossibly, no other way? One that doesn’t potentially wipe out half a coastal city?

Conflict would be violent. Messy. The seawater would be stained red, and the beaches would become the graves of countless souls. They’d dig up their bones for decades to come, and slowly, their families would find the truth to the deaths of their loved ones.

What do you even hope to find, in Dewford? In the Ultra Deep Sea? Did Eternatus consume a weapon that only the Regice can wield? And can your golem, alone, stop the colossus that is this god?



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Old, Bold, Tired Soldier [M]
POSTED ON Apr 26, 2024 16:05:10 GMT
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Mr. Bee,” Grigori greeted. His tone flat, and his gaze still focused on the pond. The innocent Pokémon went about their business without care in the world. How nice it must’ve been. Or maybe not– perhaps they’d be victims of war as well. Or worse– forced to join in the conflict by some trainer.

I appreciate the compliment, but I would be lying if I spoke the same about my thoughts on you,” he said. “I have been busy with personal matters, work– always something.

Moving. Helping , helping , helping Rocket. Not only the truth, but a very believable one. But, it was a surprise to hear that his boss thought about him more than he the other.

May I ask why that is? Have I lagged behind my peers in the sudden, grueling training regime?

Unlikely. If anything, he was one of the lucky few who hadn’t had some injury, or doubt, about the whole thing. It was obvious why: War was here, and it would spare no one. He could feel it in his bones.

As if on cue, one of the Swanna finally claimed what it’d been hunting for. A Tympole slid down its gullet in one clean gulp. The rest were not as lucky or uninterested, with one that managed to puck it up between its beak only to fling it across the pond. The grunt grimaced. Even if it was the cycle of life, he did not have to be content with it.



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Fresh Start [S]
POSTED ON Apr 26, 2024 15:48:44 GMT
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Grigori wrote down the information as it was fed to him, his pen licking the page at a modest pace.

‘Solo-room, next to downstairs bathroom. No furnishings.’
‘Relaxed bed-time schedule. Open to conversations via text about noise.’

Not his preferred method of communication, but he supposed he could always just walk over and talk with the others anyway. Not like the distance was grand, a journey into an entirely different city. It also meant they probably communicated via text for most things. “Noted. Apologies, Ms. Annalise. I must’ve gotten something mixed up in the messaging.

Next question: chores. Are there set guidelines for each member, or is it changed weekly, or something in between? And the food situation-- essentially the same parameters as the chores.

He leaned forward, his eyes locked with Annalise. His eyes cut through hers, deep into her brain. All his focus went into her soul as he waited for a response. This was the most important aspect of this living situation: would they try to brute force it all onto him, lie and let him find out the hard way, or be honest and upfront about it?

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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON Apr 22, 2024 15:55:23 GMT
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By the time they finally arrived to the Chamber of Desires, Grigori’s knees buckled ever so slightly. He was not a man destined for flight. Even worse was when his sandals slapped and rubbed against the floor. So close to the ground, yet so far away.

But, finally, they arrived to their destination. The stifling mask fell around his neck, alongside everyone else’s. His doubts were confirmed: his ward was filled to the brim with familiar faces. , , , , and his own roommate . So many important people in just one room. And yet, he knew there were many more elsewhere.

If one wanted to, they could wipe out most of the top dogs of Rocket with a single coordinated attack. But yet again, the Megalopolans had other plans. That’s why they lined up to look inside the mask. Even worse, he watched as a few tried not to. How they struggled against the chain, against their warden, and against Velmos.

How futile it was. Thus, when it was his turn, he put his face into the mask. Just a brief peak, nothing more. Except…



It was beautiful. Dastardly so. There he was, in his favorite folding chair. Next to a campfire, with a dozen so other people. He could feel the ethereal warmth provided, even if he was not truly there. Grigori himself sat surrounded by friends, family. True friends, not the ones aligned with the insidious red ‘R’ on their sleeve. No, it was people he knew all too well.

. His heart leapt to his throat. She was there. She looked… happy. At peace. Sure, there was a violet toxic chain around her throat– alongside everyone else. But the woman was entirely relaxed. She was talking to friends, old friends of her father. None of them looked stressed, as they warmed themselves by the fire and roasted hot dogs and dined on S’mores. He had a plate right in front of him with three alone.

But the first words he heard from her mouth sent a chill through his nerves. “It’s great to not have to worry about Rocket anymore.

His tongue felt heavy in his throat, and air struggled to get into his lungs.

Oi, you can say that again! Bastards deserved all they got coming to them.

Oh, that Elisabeth bitch? I bet she had that stupid smirk up even as the platform dropped. But she ain’t around, so who cares?

Poor shame, what happened to that Jayden fellow. But he had his chance.

But, then, why was he here? He had done far, far worse than them. If not in reality, then in the metaphorical sense. He’d been around longer than most of them, yet here he was as happy as can be. The paper plate felt impossibly heavy in his lap.

But I’m sure glad they didn’t just throw people on the ropes willy-nilly,” a hand slapped against his left arm. “Ain’t that right, Grigori?

Yea,” June crossed her arms and leaned back into her own chair, a chuckle on her lips, “it was a surprise, but… I know it must’ve sucked. Feeling trapped there. But, hey, not like you ran away, or tried to get out of it. And hey, before you know it, you’ll be done with your remedial shit and you’ll be a free man!

Hell, maybe even Dad will come out of his grave and forgive you himself,” she said wistfully. “He’d like that. But I’ll just have to do it for him, right now. Besides, I know you didn't want to kill him, that night. It is what it is.




Something snapped. His face peeled away from the kalediascopic mask. Sweat poured down his sickly white face, and he gulped in air like he'd never breathed before. He was out, he was safe, he was free from that-that...

Dream.

The word gave him pause, concern, fear, pleasure, joy, gut-wrenching depression, and every other conceivably related emtion in the human vernacular. Why did he... want that? Maybe such a future was in the cards. He could be happy. Have the live he deserved. Maybe not the one from his dream, those months ago, but... the next best thing? One that belonged to this reality. This universe.

But thirty-one years of trust, loyalty, absolute obedience to Rocket, clashed violently with this hope. It did not need reason, nor elaborate phrases. His mind flashed to his conversation with , in Dewford.

It was treason. That dream had Rocket dead, but him alive. He must go down with the ship, for that was his purpose. Grunts were not afforded mercy, or these temptatious desires. If Declan Walsh, or Cillian, or Elisabeth, or any of his superiors knew of this, what he saw, what his apparent 'true potential' was...

His life was forefeit. So why did his heart yearn regardless?

These doubtful, horrendous thoughts followed him into the showers, where he disrobed and placed himself squarely underneath the stream of water furthest from everyone else. His hands did not stop shaking, no matter how hard he pressed them against the wall or his skin, and his once authoritative eyes fell to the ground in fear.

Fear that his bosses could see into his soul.


Tl;dr
- Grigori doesn't like flying
- Damn that's a lot of his bosses here. Ain't that fucked up
- Sees that you MUST see into the mask, so he only gives it a small peak
- After the fact, he falls for the ruse
- In the showers, he keeps himself very far from everyone else (for now) and hopes that no one asks him what he saw while he wrestles with this new piece of information about himself

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