as my posting partners have most likely noticed: i haven't been able to catch up or write posts for the past few weeks. the holidays have been busy but it's moreso my mental state. i just feel really.. off.

im so sorry to those im threading with. posting has become.. incredibly hard. none of my words sound right and i can never focus (or stay awake) long enough.

however, if i do owe you a posting PLEASE let me know. i have long since lost track. i promise you won't be bothering me -- i need to get my thoughts and my threads organized.

again, im really sorry for the delays and for the fact that this message is all over the place.

happy holidays, everyone. i hope to be able to post on a regularly basis in/by the new year. i will do my best to get myself situated by then ;; sorry.