Billi
He/Him
Twenty-One
August 29th
Spikemouth, Galar
Gay
Journalist
Ex-Gym Leader
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Billi Marsh
Undead Carrots [1/3 carrot social]
POSTED ON Mar 27, 2021 4:53:44 GMT
[nospaces] [googlefont=Open Sans Condensed:300,700] [newclass=".punkiwof"]width: 500px; padding-bottom: 38px; margin: auto;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofmainbg"]background: #212121;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwoflarge"]height: 300px; background: url('https://pile.randimg.net/2/219/179876/posttemplate.png'); background-size: 500px 300px;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofavvie"]float: left; height: 120px; width: 120px; border: 20px solid #343434; border-radius: 50%; margin-left: -50px; margin-top: -100px; background: url('https://pile.randimg.net/2/219/179878/billi%20av.png'); background-size: cover;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwoflargeinner"]height: 248px; border: 1px solid rgba(255,255,255,0.5); background-position: -51px -51px; position: relative; z-index: 1; box-shadow: 0px 0px 3px 0px rgba(0,0,0,0.4);[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofslant"]width: 0; height: 0; border-top: 50px solid transparent; border-right: 500px solid #212121; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: -50px; position: relative; z-index: 2;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofmain"]margin: 0 76px; margin-top: -120px; position: relative; z-index: 3; min-height: 300px; padding: 20px; background: #343434; border: 1px solid #e2e2e2; font-family: verdana; color: #9A8A8A; font-size: 10px; line-height: 15px; text-align: justify;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofavvie div"]width: 114px; height: 114px; border: 6px solid #A68D8D; border-left-color: transparent; border-right-color: transparent; border-radius: 50%; position: relative; top: -3px; left: -3px; transform: rotate(45deg); transition: 0.75s;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwof:hover .punkiwofavvie div"]transform: rotate(-45deg);[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwoflyrics"]float: right; margin-top: 13px; width: 270px; padding: 25px 0; line-height: 25px; font-size: 25px; color: #f2f2f2; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-family: 'Open Sans Condensed'; text-align: center; word-spacing: -1px; font-weight: bold; text-shadow: 0px 0px 4px rgba(0,0,0,0.6);[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwoflyrics div"]width: 167px; height: 1px; background: rgba(255,255,255,0.5); margin: auto; margin-top: 3px;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofwordcount"]display: inline-block; margin-top: -10px; margin-right: -10px; font-family: calibri; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #9A8A8A; text-transform: uppercase; padding: 5px; border-right: 1px solid #e2e2e2; margin-bottom: 10px;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofextra"]line-height: 12px; padding: 5px; font-family: calibri; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 1px; color: #9A8A8A; margin: 0 101px; margin-top: 16px; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; [/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofleft"]width: 50px; height: 50px; border-left: 1px solid #e2e2e2; border-bottom: 1px solid #e2e2e2; float: left; margin-left: 50px; margin-top: -24px;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofright"]width: 50px; height: 50px; border-right: 1px solid #e2e2e2; border-bottom: 1px solid #e2e2e2; float: right; margin-right: 50px; margin-top: -24px;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofcredit"]width: 500px; margin: auto; line-height: 20px; text-align: right; font-family: calibri; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 1px; text-transform: uppercase; color: #a4a4a4;[/newclass] [newclass=".punkiwofcredit a"]font-size: inherit; font-family: inherit; color: #A68585; font-weight: bold;[/newclass] [attr=class,punkiwof punkiwofmainbg] [attr=class,punkiwoflarge] [attr=class,punkiwoflarge punkiwoflargeinner] [attr=class,punkiwoflyrics] Looking for a cure for a callous heart[attr=class,punkiwofslant] [attr=class,punkiwofmain] [attr=class,punkiwofavvie] [attr=class,punkiwofwordcount]Pick Ur Pokemon It wasn’t an easy conversation to have, no, and he commended Alexei for sharing it with him. In a way...trauma made people stronger, but the damage is still done and the scars still linger. Just like the ones he hid from Alexei. Somehow Alexei never managed to click into the fact his left arm was damaged from the toxins of the hentai beast that Alexei saved him from. The toxins took a deep hold on his nerves, resulting in unrepairable damage only eased by therapy and determination.[break][break] “Ghost pokemon are strange like that……” Billi gave an awkward smile. “People forget...they are wild too just trying to survive. That’s why I avoid using Revali and the brood in gym battles together. There’s just so much in there as apex predators as spiders. Always gotta be on edge ya know,” he commented pulling attention to the fact pokemon are indeed dangerous when wild.[break][break] The large hands rolled up the sleeve, showing the familiar scars that Alexei had seen many times along his arm. The tentacle, tree shaped, scars that ran up the length of his arms like bulging veins. “It’s….a sense of hopelessness that’s scary. When you loose something.” he paused, “Do you know why I need Tailor and Sewer to help me make clothes?” he asked curiously.[break][break] Allowing the tension to clear up between them, “I can barely hold more than a pokeball in it without it hurting and giving out. Can’t play guitar anymore, I have to use Razzberry to help me sign, or write documents now and I’ve broken most of my plates and bowls.” a frowned cracked on his face, the damage clear in his eyes, “the ultra beast you saved me from….crushed my arm which they saved but the toxins that they had got into my nerves. Then….the people we didn’t save…...just..POP and I coated in blood.” [break][break] he looked at his hands, “and snow...and tears...and sweat, just so much.”Billi then looked at the sky, “ and I feel…….like I have to be the light at the end of the tunnel, because If I crack….everyone falls down with me…..” he kicked the dirt below him. “And then you feel lost and confused….and the people you need the most...are just not there…..no mom is there to give you a hug to tell you it’s okay…..no aunt, no grandparents. No. nothing.” he frowned looking down gulping as he felt the tightness in his throat. [attr=class,punkiwofleft] [attr=class,punkiwofright] [attr=class,punkiwofcredit]by punki
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