misery

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 20, 2021 16:24:05 GMT
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Hell hath no fury like a Rocket underboss on a bad day.

He enters the foyer like an oncoming storm, exuding miasma and negative energy. Rockets mingle in the forum, going about their daily lives and chatting idly in pairs or small groups. As Gavin's presence is ordinarily one of unerring calm, the wisest of them know to get out of his way as he stalks up to the bar.

The grunt tending it has little choice, sliding a strong Galarian scotch across the surface without a word before slipping off to converse with someone else. Gavin, who drank only in moderation on the worst of days, drains the entire glass in one.
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 3:44:24 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]he spares no words for the miasma-exuding underboss. he simply slides into the seat next to him, beckons for the barkeep, then gestures to a random bottle on the shelf. it takes a little before two drinks are placed in front of them. he slides one over; golden-brown liquor swishes against cool glass.

he says nothing.

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 3:58:50 GMT
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Like a wild animal, Gavin stiffens at approaching threat. Teeth bared, eyes gleaming, he shifts a venomous stare toward the one who'd dare interrupt his wallowing.

He exhales sharply upon recognizing , miasma spilling from his nostrils like dragon's smoke. He doesn't tell him to leave.

He picks up the offered glass with little care to its contents and tips it back, drinks, gasps. His muscles shudder with suppressed energy, eyes watering.

"Got a smoke?"
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:08:49 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]merlino downs his drink in one. little time is wasted before theo gestures for a refill. until then, he reaches into his blazer, pulls out a pack of cigarettes and places it on the counter. he offers it as a gift, allowing merlino however many he should desire tonight.

the barkeep returns and places another glass in front of merlino. theo has yet to pick up his.

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:16:16 GMT
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This time, Gavin does not immediately reach for the drink.

It's the smokes he goes for, trapping one between fingers that tremble as he lights the tip. He shouldn't, and he knows it, but the flood of familiarity that comes from the deep hit of the cigarette makes him close his eyes with relief.

He scrubs a hand against his face, sighs.

"Cheers."
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:25:15 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]"cheers."

he echoes, then finally reaches for his drink. the condensation drips against fingers as he raises it to his lips. like merlino, he downs it in one. he slides the glass away, beckons for another.

smoke and miasma mingle and mix around them.

"would you like to talk?"

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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:32:30 GMT
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Gavin coughs, wisps of gray smoke and black miasma forced through a closed fist.

"We're not the best at talking."

Humor, grim; it's not a no.
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:35:46 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]"you're not the best at smoking."

and yet, here he is inhaling smoke and downing liquor like it's nothing. the barkeep returns with a refill then immediately steps away and does their best to fade into the background.

he reaches for the drink, then waits.

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:40:31 GMT
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"S'posed to have quit," he grumbles.

It's not the first time he's tried, but it's the only time 's known about. It never sticks; like conditioning, the mind lapses back into familiar boundaries.

His lungs burn as they fill with smoke.

He sips this drink slower, calmed enough by the cigarette.

"Not here," he decides.
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:42:51 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]he offers no response but an acknowledging nod. he sips, then lets his eyes drift around the room. he remembers walking past a few others but it looks as though they've long vacated.

he returns his gaze, sips his drink.

"what do you usually drink?"

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:51:03 GMT
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He'd have lied, once.

"I usually don't." Not like this. "Scotch, Galarian."

His gaze follows Theo's around the room. Had it been his presence alone to spook those who'd left? Your Rocket is soft. Yet he's glad that they fear him; they should.
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 5:02:29 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]scotch, galarian is what is ordered next. the gesture is recognized and it only takes a few moments before the barkeep returns with two glasses. he disappears again, stepping away from the miasma.

"you might want to take it slow."

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Gavin Merlino
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 5:15:40 GMT
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"Yeah," he agrees.

To his credit, he does just that. There's a curt, acknowledging nod to the grunt tending the bar; not an apology, but a subtle hint that the underboss is coming down from whatever primal rage had consumed him.

He sips at the scotch. The taste no longer reminds him of home. Galar wasn't home, hadn't been for a long time. Yet it remains a comfort, a steady burn down his throat to join the ache in his lungs.

The tremor in his hands remains.
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 5:39:47 GMT
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[attr="class","beck"]he downs what remains of his drink, then replaces it with the scotch. he waits, lets this one nurse against ice. it's not the first time he's seen merlino's hands tremble and it likely won't be the last.

he sighs, saying nothing. merlino's right — they aren't the best at talking.

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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 5:48:08 GMT
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Beckett's company is a comfort, regardless of words unspoken.

Gavin loses himself in the slow drift of ice in his glass, amber liquid reflecting his watery silhouette. When his hand curls around the glass, moisture cool against a scarred palm, his knuckles sport dark bruises from their affair with Theo's jaw.

It's only been a day, but it feels like a lifetime.

"Emma confronted me about Plank."

He speaks slow, like the words are difficult to parse.