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That wasn't what she wanted hear. 
"I see..."

Even to him, she wasn't. She wasn't even Soleil. She was just prisoner 003, the bitch of the facility that was brought down after a few months of 'proper' lessons.

"I'm fine then. You can go back to your desk."

Defeat leaked from her voice as she buried her head back into her arms. She didn't know what was worse -- the disappointment she felt, or the shame of ever hoping in the first place.
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she was prideful. prideful to a fault. a noble pyroar brought down to something... less. perhaps she needed to be reminded of what she once was.[break][break]

"you look like shit, you know that right?" there's heat to his words. "a real sorry state you're in."

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"I know."

Even the brightest stars eventually burn out. Her flame just went out earlier than expected, brought down by a barrage of never ending water.

"Sorry to disappoint."
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so she wished to continue this? very well.
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"don't apologize to me. apologize to your dead friends. i'm sure the fact that their deaths mean nothing have them rolling haplily in their mass graves."

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He cocked the gun, aimed it at her head, and pulled the trigger without a lick of mercy.

"..."

Slowly, she lifted her head up from her arms. But, unlike before, she didn't dare speak, or react, or act like the enraged Pyroar he had meant months prior. Rather, she just stared out at him. Silent.

For the first time since he came, he should've been able to see the full extent of her abuse. From the dirty and bloody bandage that wrapped around her head, to the scars that now carved its mark across her cheeks, he should've been able to see it all.

After several minutes of silence, she'd open her mouth once more.

"I'll tell em sorry when I see them."
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his throat catches, and anger rises. was this what life was now? this brutality? this worthless existence?
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fumbling into pocket he retrieves a key. iron, rusted. avery inserts it into the lock and twists, the click of unlocking preceding his entry.
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he looms over her, angry, frustrated, helpless.
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"stand up."

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She looked up at him, tired and hopeless.

The ends of her lips were kept down into a flat frown, and her eye bottled up the endless flood of hurt that was kept locked behind a thick metal sheet of shame.

And, again, she stared. Silent. Broken.


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"STAND UP."
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His voice is a roar now, the heat of anger and heartbreak pouring in; of something lost and never to be found again.
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perhaps the last traces of their humanity.

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She doesn't move. No matter how loud his voice grew to, or how much he begged, she would never move.

Because what was the point? The world was already turning black-- all she needed to do was wait for the final blow.
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he does what he doesn't want to - hands gripping her around the color as he hauls her to her feet. here the scars are so real he almost loses his nerve.
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almost.
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"wake the the fuck up. this doesn't fit you. begging for pity? giving up? all it took was one man. one man was enough to bring you to your knees."
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he rummages around in his pocket until he finds the damp, stained cloth. he tosses the contents onto the cell floor, watching the milky white orb roll.
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"you need others to do things for you? you were no different before you got here, weren't you? your friends probably died doing things you couldn't. how was it, telling their families that they were dead? that you killed them? i can't imagine them looking any more pathetic than you now."

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why do you care so much?

That was the only thought that ran through her mind, as he held her up by the collar and pinned her up against the wall.

Why does it matter?

She already heard what she needed to from the other guards-- kanto was rocket's. No mattered how much she barked, or kick up a storm, there was no changing that. Was dying easier? There was no doubt about it. But, after everything, didn't she at least deserved to rest?

Soleil's head rolled backward, resting against the cool cement wall, as her only eye peered down at him, dully.

"Stop acting like you know me," she sighed, "You don't. "

The woman paused, gave it a second of thought, then continued, her voice colder than before, but just as slow. 

"Get the fuck over yourself. I don't want your pity, or your opinion, okay? I fought, I did what i fucking could, so just let me rest"

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his own lip curls back into a snarl, fingers tightening around her collar.
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"you owe them."
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i owe her.
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"you owe them to keep fighting the rest of your pathetic life."
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or what had her death been for?
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"the second you give up you make their deaths a waste."
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why couldn't it have been him?
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"i don't care if they take both of your eyes, your legs or even your arms - fight until you can't no more."
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The snarl, the look of desperation -- it wasn't for her.

That much was clear.

She gripped her hands around his wrists, pulling them off, one by one, till she was free from his grasp. Only then did she respond.

"You're talking to the wrong person.  My comrades... they would understand."


She couldn't say the same about his.
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he could overpower her easily, but he doesn't. instead, he allows it, fingers tensing against his sides.
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"yeah, you're probably right." his voice is nearly a whisper now, letting the anger fade into Venom. "i'll try and find which mass grave is theirs to ask."


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As weak as it might've been, she wound up her fist and sent it slamming against his cheek. 

"Go fuck yourself, Avery," she spat. "what's your fucking problem?"




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