daph
She/Her
thirty-two
september 20
rustboro
Demisexual
Fashion Designer
rising star
born into this dying world, its time is up
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DAPHNE STONE
homecoming [m]
POSTED ON Jun 25, 2022 3:56:01 GMT
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how do you tell your sibling that you've nothing for distaste, and hatred, and anger towards yourself, for something that you could have avoided - something that you could have fixed? how does she tell him that she's a coward, and that she was far from strong, lacking in the confidence that her brothers and sisters so greatly boasted? how does she say that the years have been cruel, so much that se's found herself running from what is devon, running from what her family's legacy has lived up to; how does she speak of the burden and the weight on her shoulders - to inherit an empire that she never wanted? [break][break]
how? how does he speak so confidently, as though she's so certain that everything is alright? oh, no, daphne you know. you know your family has been somewhat estranged, for no seeming reason, since father died and since alex took up the mantle. you always knew that mother wished for nothing but for her siblings to come together again, and till knowing this, here you are, till waiting for your siblings to come to you, when you should have been coming to them. you came back to hoenn (to this wretched region you love to hate, and hate to love) time and time again; because you were born, and raised, on the soils by the waters. [break][break]
how do you hate everything you've ever known? [break][break]
how he's so assured is beyond her, but it's something shared amongst the family (she was like that, once, before she started questioning what it was she wanted to do). the distortion has adjusted her age, made her older, but never wiser. if you ask her, she still suffers all the same, like she's still in her later twenties. [break][break]
inspiration oozes from his tone, and she wants nothing than to nod - to agree - with all the same gusto in the world. she'd want nothing more than to enjoy their meal, but the image in her head haunts her (it's the everyday, the mall things, that keep her going and keep her from her head). daphne is no soldier, and no fighter, and no strong trainer; she's only a woman with pokemon to keep her company, living her life day by the day. [break][break]
she was not made for a war. [break][break]
was her breath always so shaky? he speaks no lies, to some degree, and she knows this deep down. it's when the unpleasant image intrudes its way into her head (and eventually flash before her eyes) does she hesitate. since young, she's always been cold, and distant, even to her own siblings and parents. she's only ever known to wear a pleasant smile, though mellow, for formalities sake. [break][break]
"leo." [break][break]
she appreciates it, she does. every last word he speaks, she knows comes from a good place (but that will never ease the turmoil in her own heart, nor will it cleanse her of the nightmares that make her wake in a cold sweat asking herself "why, why, why"). yet while his smile burns, with all the passion and bright determination in the world, she can only return a somber, sullen, light tug of her lips in return. ah, he sounded like alex. ".. i appreciate it." her gaze lowers to her food, knife teething through as she pierces her fork through the layers of sauce and food. [break][break]
she's never been good with words. that's never changed. [break][break]
"i'm nowhere as self-assured as you, or any of our other siblings, however~" she never has been, and thinks that she never will be, but has found something for herself to be confident in "mm.." she hums, hands still as she maintains a stone gaze at her food. then he brightens her smile, though with an apologetic tone "i apologize for being such a downer~. i just have.. no pleasant memories of the war."
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