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Guillermo Marceliño
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POSTED ON Dec 17, 2022 22:33:22 GMT
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It said something about his life that staring Dialga in the face was not the weirdest thing to happen to him at Littleroot. Nor, amazingly, was it watching his boyfriend fight in sync with a tiny version of a weather god.

Memo peeked into the empty gym, ensuring once again that no one was home, before shutting the door behind him and cutting on the lights.

Alex’s gym thrived on non-traditional challenges which required both participants to be airborne-- meaning it was a large, open space, exactly perfect for the shenanigans he was about to get into. Whatever the hell they were.

When Shivani had Mega-Evolved at Littleroot, something even weirder than Dialga’s sudden appearance had occurred: a strange, seeping feeling, like something dark and cold backflowing into him.

She’d tried to warn him, he remembers, though it had been a vague notion at the back of his mind, at the time; something far distant to his anger. You know not what you do.

The rest of it he remembers in a haze of darkness: a blink where his vision went out, and then a slow, slinking coldness, crawling up his veins like frost on a tree.

Later, after everything had calmed, a bit, and he’d had some time to reflect, he imagined it had something to do with Mega-Banette being so powerful that it curses its own trainer.

“...so we’re gonna test it,” he said, as Shivani floated in circles around him, “and see what we come up with.”

Her zipper mouth immediately curled into a frown and she shook her head, vehemently.

“C’mon, Shiv,” Memo said, voice taking on the air of a wheedling teenager, “we gotta figure out what happened so we can use it in the future.” She still didn’t budge, so he continued with “Or else we’re gonna be forced to pull it out again in the middle of a fight. You’d want to go into it prepared, right?”

She seemed to consider this. After a moment, she pressed one of her floppy arms to her forehead and pretended to faint backwards-- her way of referencing Alex.

“...what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him?” Memo supplied, to which Shivani scowled. “It’ll be quick, and if I start to feel funky, you can just back out.”

More intense staring.

“I promise, I’ll be safe.”


Eventually, she gave in, flopping with a huff, before floating up in front of him. Memo took her Mega-stone out of his pocket, rolled it in the palm of his hand, swallowed, and closed his fingers around it.

“Okay. Here we go.”


All the warmth in the room blinked out, like a candle being snuffed. Memo shivered. Whisps of dark energy began to encircle Shivani, her form blackening, like an impenetrable shadow, as her transformation began.

Memo suppressed a shiver and forced himself to stay calm, stay coherent, watching with fascination as the veins on his wrist turned deep purple, then bruise black.
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POSTED ON Dec 25, 2022 19:24:36 GMT
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At another part of the Sanctuary grounds, well…

Now that he actually had the power of a (miniature) deity on his side, Alexei on the other hand was attempting to communicate with the other… well, he presumed it was a Pokémon, because how else otherwise would he be able to stand and talk with the Tornadus like this—the one that his brain kept defaulting to calling ‘the cranky dedushka’.

Literally, like a grandfather he thought he didn’t have, but had all along and just decided to manifest later than usual.

“I… I know you’re not the same as the other one—the one you came from, I don’t know why…” he began with a sigh. How was he even going to begin explaining this?!

“It’s just that… you know…” he trailed off, scratching the back of his head before shaking it to clear away the embarrassing cobwebs.

“You’re here—well, technically a smaller version of the deity you come from, but…”

Even he was having trouble keeping his own thoughts straight.

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POSTED ON Jan 9, 2023 0:20:55 GMT
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The more he leans into it, the more he starts to get a feeling. It’s like a song-- a cold, fluid song, singing in his veins. He can give more, increase the tempo, and Shivani’s power grows. He can hold back, slow it down, and the world regains some color, falls into a maintaining pattern.

But even though he was learning how to control it, he was getting tired, pretty quick. His blood felt like icy slush in his veins, which were purpling by the minute. Something bitter and acrid burned on the back of his tongue, and he felt wetness in his eyes when he blinked.

“K-keep going,”
he said, and his voice sounded wrong, echoing, like a hundred different voices wrapped up in each other. “Let’s t-try an attack.”

Shivani frowned, but she waved her bell sleeves in front of her, gathering dark energy into a basic shadow ball. Memo felt it burning in his gut, as if every one of his pores was giving off energy. His legs trembled, and he stumbled forward a step.

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POSTED ON Jan 13, 2023 13:52:47 GMT
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Unlike the one he’d been in infrequent communication with, this one wasn’t’ capable of human speech. Which was a shame, really, because he’d be asking endless questions (and potentially endless advice as well) about how he’d ended up so far from home, what had happened to Enamorus, why were there four of them when he knew that there were just three, you know—stuff like that.

But there was a strange… feeling in the air, and said cranky dedushka suddenly turned around and shot off in a seemingly random direction—

“W-wait!” he exclaimed as he proceeded to give chase, wondering where the djinni was headed. What was up? Was there something—was there something headed their way?!

It wouldn’t take too long for him to actually stumble upon the open-air grounds of the arena, and right there was a g—

He steeled himself as he realized what was happening.

“Frog!” he shouted, making a mad dash across the empty space, skidding to a halt as his boyfriend stumbled forward. “What—what are you doing?!”

His gaze caught sight of the veins—they were bruising black, what the fuck was going on?!

“What—what’s happening?!”


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POSTED ON Jan 14, 2023 21:27:56 GMT
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Alex’s voice was a here-again gone-again echo, like the moon in a cloudy night, overlapping and reverberating with the noise in his head. He thought he’d imagined it, for a second, as he forced his shaky legs back to standing and forced the ground underneath him again. Keep going, he tried to tell Shivani, I’m okay. Keep going.

But (un)fortunately for him, Shivani realized Alex was real, and she dropped everything the moment he ran in, like a toddler caught playing in her mother’s makeup. Her mega form disapparated in rivulets of smoke and she was just regular ol’ her again, frowning fit to beat the band and looking terrified.

With a disembodied wail that should have been impossible from her zippered mouth, she spun round and poofed in a cloud of smoke, ashamed and terrified at what Memo had forced her to be privy to.

The weird singing in his head stopped, and his body began to warm; he rubbed at the blackened veins on his forearm, not realizing that the wetness dripping from his eyes were black-colored tears.

“Don’t be mad at her,” he said, voice half a slur, tonguing at the bitterness at the back of his mouth, “it was my idea.” His voice still sounded far away, to him, the edges of his sight heavily shadowed as tunnel vision set in.

He shivered. His body seemed to heave, though, in reality, he just froze, and fell, collapsing like crumpled paper.

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POSTED ON Jan 28, 2023 16:00:49 GMT
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Thank the djinni he’d literally come to a stop in front of him—

And how their situations had reversed now, with him suddenly throwing his arms out to catch him before the sudden change in gravity forced even him to his knees, before quickly shifting in order to hold him close, bridal-style.

(Heh, bridal-style.)

Fact of the matter was that the blackened veins were still there, like some pernicious disease that didn’t go away no matter how much he willed it to just—disappear. Much more alarming was the black liquid that had dripped down and out of the sides of his eyes.

“You—don’t you d-dare fucking die on me.”

That was all he could say while the Wandering Stormbringer himself hovered around somewhere, circling quietly so as not to disturb them too much.


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POSTED ON Feb 18, 2023 16:24:18 GMT
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Memo’s head was fuzzy and… lukewarm, like he was on the edges of wakening and couldn’t quite break free of the dream.

“Won’t,”
he slurred, tongue numb in his cold mouth. “‘Mnot dying.”

He wasn’t. He knew that, now. What they’d done-- him and his Banette-- wasn’t the same as when they’d faced off against the Rocket at Littleroot. It wasn’t near as taxing. And the softness to his edges was beginning to clear off much faster than before.

“Was… figuring it out.”

But he nudged his face into the warmth of Alex’s chest anyhow.

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POSTED ON Feb 23, 2023 9:02:13 GMT
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“You don’t look fine,” he continued quietly, a bite of concern edging into his voice as he held the other man closer. “You’re… there’s black… something black, sticky, I don’t know… dripping out of your eyes…”

That set him on high alert.

Somewhere nearby, the Wandering Stormbringer continued to circle around quietly, making sure that nothing else would turn up and catch them both at a vulnerable time.

“I saw her. Caught her red-handed. Literally gave this disembodied scream before disappearing… what were you really doing?! It looked like… you were dying.”


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POSTED ON Mar 8, 2023 17:01:59 GMT
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“I am fine.”

He enunciated all of the words, struggling a little to put his feet back on the ground. If Alex would just let him stand on his own, then he would see. At the mention of it, he reached up and rubbed his cheek and the corner of his mouth, smearing black ichor on his palm and down over his jawline.

“It’ll pass. It’s… just a side effect.” His voice was getting stronger with each passing moment; his body warmed. His breathing evened.

Alex’s accusations of Shivani made him warm in a different way, as an unfamiliar rise of anger burned through him. He struggled away, pushing off of Alex’s chest to stagger to the ground. On shaky legs, he bent double, then slowly straightened.

“Look,” he said, breathing in to try and collect himself, “look. Shivani is my partner and my friend and that is something that you’re going to have to--,” he swallowed thickly, trying to pick his words carefully, “--understand.” He continued to straighten, half turning towards his boyfriend. “I asked her to help me practice her mega-evolution. I don’t know why it-- does this. But we have to figure it out and learn to control it or else what happened at Littleroot is going to happen again. But she would never hurt me on purpose”

He wiped away a black tear, trying to get his temper under control, the color returning to his face.

“It looks a lot scarier than it is.”

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POSTED ON Apr 10, 2023 21:52:55 GMT
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“That’s because it is, look at this!” he exclaimed, reaching up to his partner’s eyes and wiping off some of the black, ichor-like substance on his fingertips and showing it to him.

“What do you call this, then? If it’s not killing you, it’s turning your veins and blood black, or something along those lines!” he continued, his voice going toward the hysterical.

The Wandering Stormbringer stopped circling them, and turned to stare at the blonde, who was just about batshit ready to lose it.

“You… you’re the one who told me I’m not allowed to die! What about you, then? Are you going to risk everything just for more power? At the expense of me losing you? Possibly forever?!”

He could feel something throbbing in the back of his head.

“I’m scared, Memo! That’s what I’m feeling right now! I’m scared, that whatever this—this thing you and Shivani have—what if it kills you should you overuse it? What if you just suddenly, I don’t know, drop dead one day, out of the blue? Who knows what that… that strange black stuff is! What if… what if this is your life, dripping away?!”

The throbbing in the back of his head was slowly building up.

“Are you really… are you really going to throw everything into that? Just… just to…” he trailed off, taking a deep breath as he turned away, biting his lower lip.


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POSTED ON Apr 12, 2023 22:20:06 GMT
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[attr="class","samjermain"]He pulled his head away when Alex wiped his black-stained tears, frowning.

“I just told you I don’t know why it’s like this. That’s what I’m trying to find out.”

Alex continued to berate him. Memo crossed his arms over his chest, trying to stay calm even as his boyfriend yelled at him, ready to fire back with just as much emotion until it got to the point when he said at the expense of me losing you and then he sucked in a breath like he’d been struck.

“Alex--,” he said, wiping his black-stained hands on his jeans and reaching out to take his boyfriend’s hand before he could run away. “--I--I’m sorry I scared you. But this isn’t… just about power. It’s about being prepared to use every tool at my disposal to protect the people around me. To protect Fortree. To protect you.”

It would be so easy to cave and go back to the tried and true routine of giving in and hugging him and promising him everything was going to be okay.

“And… yeah, that’s a trade-off I’m ready to make. If it keeps you safe.”

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POSTED ON Jun 18, 2023 19:35:01 GMT
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“A trade-off? You—you call that a trade-off?!”

He didn’t realize that his voice was going toward the hysterical.

“Haven’t you realized something—something else? I can protect myself j-just fine! I know y-you can fend for yourself, but oh my god, are you going to th-throw everything out the window? E-even if you know that I can fight on my own footing?”

He didn’t realize that his mouth was moving on its own accord.

“I know I’m weak, and afraid of death; but holy shit, d-don’t kill yourself while trying to protect me! You. You told me I’m not allowed to die! Well guess what?”

He then turned around to face the other man.

“You’re also forbidden from dying.”


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POSTED ON Jun 21, 2023 1:33:24 GMT
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[attr="class","samjermain"]“It is a trade off,” Memo said, temper rising again, heat weaving into his words, “sometimes sacrifices have to be made--,”

But Alex was already going off, his voice peaking up into a hysterical pitch.

“I know you can take care of yourself,” he said, swallowing, trying to stop himself from also becoming so emotional, to keep his voice level, “but I’m still going to want to protect you. I’m not doing it because I think you can’t. I’m doing it because I love you.”

And that, he was realizing, was the shape that his love took.

Memo frowned, reaching out a hand to touch Alex’s chest and hovering it, instead.

“You’re not weak. And I’m not going to die, honey. Promise.”

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Alex / Lexy
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“I’m telling you, what if you drop dead due to relying on that too much?” he continued as this strange, unfamiliar manic gleam crossed his field of vision.

“It’s in the realm of possibility!” he went on. He’d almost very nearly slipped up and revealed that his own problem with Mega evolution was…

Yeah, not right now. Not when there was a bigger pending issue at hand, right there in front of him.

Taking a deep breath to steady himself, he decided to try a different tack.

“Look,” he began in a much quieter tone of voice, “I will also protect and defend you from whatever shit comes screaming your way. No… n-nothing will take you away from me. Nothing will also take m-me, away from you.”

Because they only had each other to lean on.

“Just… please. Don’t. Don’t overdo it.”


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[attr="class","samjermain"]He let Alex speak, and gently, ever so gently and slowly, placed his palm against Alex’s chest. Slowly, it slid up his sternum and over his right shoulder, where he cupped around the back of Alex’s head and pulled the two of them together, Memo nuzzling into Alex’s neck.

“I won’t. I promise I won’t.”

He hated seeing Alex upset and he hated fighting with him.

“Together forever. Like we promised.” He kissed the small dip between Alex’s collarbones.

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