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"no, no, this isn't on me. this is your fault. yours."

[break][break] somewhere, deep in inside, caden knows his brother to be right. he knows he is right and yet he hates it — resents him for the truth that he denies, denies, denies.

[break][break] "i told you to wait! i told you to fucking wait - not everyone can just give their lives up at the drop of hat. not everyone is so fucking careless with their life that it doesn't matter if they just quit."

[break][break] they are both runners; they'd been born that way. chasing, running, leaping into the very next thing. stumbling if they had to. but cian had always rushed things, it was why cian had been the way to make them all trip. all because of cian being selfish, all because cian needed to be first. cian needed to win.

[break][break] "you're so fucking selfish. you've always been selfish — i thought you grew out of it, but you're still a stupid kid."

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selfish? selfish?[break][break]

true.[break][break]

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"what life, caden? what fucking life did you have in rocket?"[break][break]

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"i should've known better. you've always been too slow. i'm tired of waiting for you to catch up."

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"a fucking great one!" he shouts back. "i had a job, you had a job, and we were fucking perfect."

[break][break] perfect to ignore everything around them, perfect to ignore the atrocities that they were committing and no doubt, a part of.

[break][break] caden is so fed up with his brother that he has half a mind to kick him out of his apartment — how had he gotten in in the first place? - and opens his mouth to tell him so.

[break][break] "forget it. just go. damien's going to be home and - "

[break][break] 'i don't want him to see your ugly face.'

[break][break] those words, however, never leave his mouth because the next things that launch out of cian's mouth are perhaps the most offensive things he have ever said. his eyes widen briefly before they flash with white-hot anger and before he knows what he's doing, he's stalking across the room and sailling a punch into his brother's jaw.

[break][break] caden didn't consider himself a physical person. at least not in that way, but sometimes -

[break][break] drastic situations caused for drastic measures.

[break][break] "fucker!"

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typical. so, so typical. cian should've known better than to wait on his brother to catch up because he never has and he never will. so none of this is cian's fault. none of the heavy grief he feels, nor the guilt, is his fault.[break][break]

they all lie elsewhere, anywhere but with him.[break][break]

"—?!"[break][break]

not expecting things to get physical even if he should have prepared for it, cian takes a punch to the face and whatever may follow, not fighting back as shock claims him.

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in no time at all, caden careens across the small space of their apartment. his fist hits his brother's jaw in a sailing punch, but it doesn't stop there. no. all barriers are shattered now, since CIAN MAHER has pushed him to that edge.

[break][break] "you little shit. you fucking asshole."

[break][break] a hand crumples angrily against cian's collar as he straddles his brother on the ground, arm reeled backwards as he threatens another punch.

[break][break] "tired of waiting for me to catch up? you asshole. you know what i gave up — you know what you stole from me!"

[break][break] his eyes are furious black. cold.

[break][break] "and yet, you're such a shitty little coward, you gave it up anyways!"

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caught in a state of shock and perhaps fear, all cian is able to do is raise his arms up in a helpless attempt to defend himself from all the punches that come his way, each carrying enough vigor that only years could build.[break][break]

when his collar is grabbed, his eyes open wide to stare up at his brother. his twin. someone he would have once died for.[break][break]

someone he condemned to die.[break][break]

"i didn't fucking steal anything from you! you didn't get injured because of me!"[break][break]

but caden had. the foot they tripped over might not have been cian's but he had been the cause of it. the person who set it in motion.[break][break]

"get off of me, caden! fucking get off!"

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"you want me to get off? too fucking bad! people don't always get what they want."

[break][break] he'd only thrown one swing, but grappling with CIAN MAHER was more than he'd ever done before. twins usually fought, but never like this. especially ever since boruta maher had run out from their life, abandoned them, and lost their mother — each other was all they had.

[break][break] he squeezed his thighs tight together, not willing to let the other relinquish from his grip. it felt too good to let all these frustrations out. it felt too good to have his brother wriggling beneath him, finally feeling the pain that he had felt all this time.

[break][break] his hands slid down towards cian's chest, fingers closing around his neck.

[break][break] "i don't believe you," he seethed. "you've always had what i wanted, you've always taken everything i have."

[break][break] "you're a fucking liar, cian."

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desperation seeps into fingers that twitch by his side, moving closer and closer the same way caden maher's fingers do with his neck. he hesitates, knowing that a tap of a button is all it will take to lower him to a place he had fought so hard to climb out of.[break][break]

selfish.[break][break]

liar.[break][break]

guilt is quick to turn into anger. a gliscor breaks free from its pokeball, purple scales tainted with sin and death. it knocks caden maher off and away before landing in front of its trainer, protective.[break][break]

crawling, cian moves away until his back hits the wall, unable to catch his breath.[break][break]

"fuck you, caden! i didn't take anything from you!"

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they weren't made from rocket. they weren't rocket in the same way that all the twisted, fucked up fools in their rank were — that was a thing that caden and cian had told each other, again and again, until the latter had purged the impossible from his veins.

[break][break] they weren't his father.

[break][break] cian wasn't his father.

[break][break] he was.

[break][break] it was just so easy to reach around his brother's neck, squeeze the life out of him just like he'd done to their father weeks ago. he could do it. all his problems would be solved if he did — THEO BECKETT would be off his back, he would no longer be a pariah. and yet... and yet.

[break][break] his fingers trembled, released from his loose grip around his brother's throat.

[break][break] as soon as he made the decision, however, something slashed against his side. he felt pain - bright and hot - blast him back onto the floor, against the glass shards littered across the floor.

[break][break] fuck.

[break][break] his brother sits at the wall opposite of him, catching his breath.

[break][break] "i hated you for it," caden said, breathing hard. his gaze blurred. were those tears? "i hated you for it, when mom died. the fact that you just let your life - our life - slip away like that."

[break][break] "you had the life i wanted."

[break][break] "the life i deserved."

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his hands tremble as he pulls his legs to his chest, seeking some form of barrier to put up between him and his brother.[break][break]

"that was never the life i wanted! i only ran because of mom, because i loved seeing her at our races, cheering and supporting us! after she died—"[break][break]

it became too painful for him to continue to do so. it made him feel empty and hollow, as though no amount of races he could win would ever make up for the space she used to occupy.[break][break]

"i made a life for myself. a different life. and i tried to help you do the same but you're too caught up in the past, caden. you let it slip away, not me."

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he hated him. he hated him. he hated him.

[break][break] "liar," caden breathed, gaze blurring. those were definitely tears. "fine. maybe you ran for mom, but that wasn't the only reason. it couldn't be."

[break][break] he swallowed thickly. his throat burned.

[break][break] "you forget why we decided to run. why we ran together."

[break][break] "you had fun running, cian. you loved it too. you just became so good at running that you ran away —"

[break][break] from mom. from dad. from rocket. from him.

[break][break] "i might be too caught up in the past, but you're not any better. you're just running from it, not dealing with it."

[break][break] "you just force other people to deal with it for you."

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even with all they've been through, cian doesn't hate his brother. he could never. which is why their words sting as much as they do—why caden maher's gaze chips away at the walls he spent months building to keep himself safe.[break][break]

"maybe."[break][break]

slowly, he pushes himself off the floor.[break][break]

"but the life i live now is mine, built with my own hands. i'm done trying to help you."

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"wait."

[break][break] caden hadn't wanted him here. when he first saw CIAN MAHER in his apartment, standing exactly where he shouldn't be, he'd wanted nothing more than for him to be gone before DAMIEN RUSSO came home. he'd wished that he could damn him, the same way cian had damned him and their family.

[break][break] but now...

[break][break] his chest squeezed.

[break][break] "don't go."

[break][break] a hand ran through his face, agitated.

[break][break] "i'm..." he let out an aggravated sigh, pushing himself to his feet. "i'm sorry for being an ass."

[break][break] he sucked in a breath, staring his brother in the eyes.

[break][break] "i'm fucked up cian. they fucked me up."

[break][break] because of you, but that went unsaid.

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he turns to leave, ready to turn his back on his brother and never see him again—or at least for the next few months—only to be pulled back by their voice.[break][break]

for moments, he considers just leaving.[break][break]

"yeah, you are fucked up, but so am i and that's okay."[break][break]

he sighs, turning back to look at his twin.[break][break]

"what's not okay is using it as an excuse to not do anything. you gotta at least try, man."

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