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nikki

gia, gigi
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26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
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???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada i”]her expression falters and falls.

"i just... figured you're sick of me by now, you know?"

his reaction, however, doesn't align with the intrusive thoughts plaguing her brain. on the contrary, it seems to be the complete opposite.

he stands and after a moment, a hand is extended toward her. she hesitates before taking it and rising to her feet.

"i do like rustboro."

but she suspects that has more to do with him than the city itself. she almost voices the thought, but in the end, she holds back.



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"well, i'm not, and that's the kind of thing you shouldn't assume without asking, you know."[break][break]

but that's hypocritcal of him to chastise her for as he's guilty of doing the same thing: not communicating.[break][break]

feeling petty, he questions in return:[break][break]

"then why move at all?"





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada i”]beneath the weight of pettiness, she shrinks.

"it was only supposed to be temporary... how would you not get tired of me overstaying my welcome?"

neither of them communicated. they simply danced around each other and the cufant in the room. the consequences rear their ugly heads now.

"it's your place, cian, not mine. why wouldn't i eventually move?"



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she has a point because she's right; he just refuses to accept as much yet, favoring the hurt of being blindsided by something he should have seen coming in the first place. it's only logical, after all, that a guest in his home would only be staying temporarily.[break][break]

"it's fine, gia."[break][break]

he shrugs, wondering if he should step away.[break][break]

"just let me know when you'll be moving out."





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada i”]her expression creases with mild petulance.

"doesn't seem fine."

she resists the urge to cross her arms over her chest, to go on the defensive and further solidify the fight, but her reasoning is waning.

"why can't you be honest about this?"

she started it, really, but irritation flares up regardless in the face of her own misstep.

"do you want me to move out or not?"



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triple h
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twenty-seven
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he clicks his tongue.[break][break]

"it's not that simple."[break][break]

it can be simple, however, if he communicated. but that's a two way street neither one of them had been down before. she's the first to take a step; he just can't see it yet.[break][break]

"what i want doesn't matter, gia. or at least it shouldn't. besides, it sounds like you've already made the decision. no point asking me for my thoughts after."





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gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada i”]"it's exactly that simple!"

at some point, her arms fold over her chest. the resistance has all but failed.

"i didn't make any sort of decision. i was just considering it and browsing around. that's sooo different than signing a damn lease, cian."

she frowns, then, and a look of mild hurt crosses her features for a second.

"why should what you want not matter? have you even stopped to consider we might want the same thing or?"



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"it's the same thing!"[break][break]

his logic is that because she even made the decision to start looking in the first place must mean that her mind's been made up, and that his annoyance is justified. it's about the intent, he reasons.[break][break]

but when hurt crosses her features, he's suddenly conflicted.[break][break]

"well i wouldn't know what you want, gia, because you never tell me what you want."





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada i”]like a timebomb, she feels herself ticking down toward explosion.

"it's not the same at all!"

she wants to yell, to stomp her heels into the ground, and throw the biggest tantrum rustboro gym has ever seen. she barely keeps herself in check as he claps back at her, as he throws another layer into the fight. her cheeks heat with hot anger and she stalks forward, raising a hand to lightly jab a finger into the center of his chest in time with her words.

"you. don't. either!"

her eye narrows, eyepatch suddenly irritating against her skin.

"you keep throwing all this blame on me for the same exact shit you do. that's so beyond unfair."

she retracts her finger from his chest, seemingly deciding she has jabbed him enough.

"what do you want, cian? for once, just tell me."



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triple h
he/him
twenty-seven
september 14th
rustboro
bisexual
rustboro gym leader
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the few rotoms that usually linger in the space in case they're needed suddenly flutter away, not wanting to be around such tension that's usually never present in the weather gym, not even in the most heated of challenges.[break][break]

"i guess we're so alike, huh."[break][break]

the way she jabs at his chest easily draws out his frustrations. finally, they explode in the form of words, though he's never been much of a yeller.[break][break]

"i don't care if you move out. i care if you suddenly stop seeing me because of it."





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada"]
[attr="class","giada b"]
[attr="class","giada i”]the rotom have the right idea, perhaps, to escape while they can for the argument grows with his yelling acting as a splash of kerosene on an open flame.

"why the hell would i stop seeing you?"

does he even hear himself?

"do you honestly think i'd just move out and never speak to you again? you really think that lowly of me?"

even now, in the heat of it all, they still seem to dance around the true subject.



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triple h
he/him
twenty-seven
september 14th
rustboro
bisexual
rustboro gym leader
champion (hoenn & vct)
now come together, come apart
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alongside his frustrations come his insecurities.[break][break]

"before you defected, i didn't hear from you for months at a time, gia. what's to stop the same from happening now?"[break][break]

he pauses, voice softening.[break][break]

"people have a tendency to leave me eventually."[break][break]

his mom. . . . . his dad. . after a while, it became less of what was wrong with others and more so what is wrong with him.





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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[attr="class","giada"]
[attr="class","giada b"]
[attr="class","giada i”]he hits on a wound he, perhaps, doesn't expect. she feels the knife sink in, twist, and the immediate springing of blood where it pierced through skin.

"because you left me first!"

her expression twists with the knife until all she displays is open hurt.

"you left me behind in rocket, got yourself a brand new life with a new girl and new digs, and you wanna talk to me about leaving?"

stubbornly, she swipes an angry hand at her eyes to stop whatever frustrated tears spring up. in the process, a sad sigh escapes.

"i wouldn't leave you, but you've always pushed me away."

finding someone better, someone new... leaving her behind in the dust every time. it's nothing new, but it still stings each time.



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triple h
he/him
twenty-seven
september 14th
rustboro
bisexual
rustboro gym leader
champion (hoenn & vct)
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he would have folded if she hadn't weaponized his past against him; the same past that still haunts him to this day.[break][break]

hurt fades in favor of bitterness that rises in his throat, escaping as laughter that quickly dies.[break][break]

"no. you don't get to use that against me because that's so unfair, and cruel, and petty. i didn't leave you; i left to make something out of my life."[break][break]

he takes a breath.[break][break]

"if i had actually left you behind, you wouldn't even be in the amnesty program. you wouldn't even be here with me."





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nikki

gia, gigi
she/her
26
november 12th
celadon city, kanto
bisexual
ex-thief
???
immoral
in a stranger's lap.
5'6" height
5'6" height
when the lights go out and i'm all alone again.
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giada morgan DOLLARS
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POSTED ON Jun 11, 2024 16:19:15 GMT
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[attr="class","giada b"]
[attr="class","giada i”]her expression pinches, searing understanding hitting like a knife to the stomach...

because his new life did not include her. if it had, he would've taken her with him.

they would have gotten out together.

instead, she was left behind and forgotten about...

"then why didn't you take me with you?"

her voice is small, fragile, desolate.

"i had to track you down in order to even ask for your help. if i hadn't, i would still be there because you didn't come back for me."

it's painful, she realizes, to see the truth for what it is.



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The Shula Region
Hogwarts AU
RPG Unlimited
MR
The Enroi Region
N:FB
Vyrehaven
Celestial Guardians, AU Sailor Moon RP
EO GENESIS
Code and Crown: An advanced literate warriors cats RP, set in medieval times
Swords Clashing