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petalburg

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ranger

bird keeper

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POSTED ON Oct 13, 2024 0:22:22 GMT

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102 is a strange place, these days. no longer the bustling path it once was, but a warzone, scorched earth underfoot. there's a silence in the air, anticipation simmering in the bones of the earth, sun casting a blood-red glow over the upturned soil. or perhaps that's just the remains of a once grand tree, collapsed in on itself, scattered across the dirt. sometimes, it's hard to tell.[break][break]

it's even harder when he can hear the distant rumble of explosions, echoing in his bones. rocket, likely, tearing down the heart of petalburg once again. he can't help but feel a sick sort of anger curl in his gut at the idea that they're the reason he has no home, the reason he can't find respite. not that he deserves it.[break][break]

nick breathes in shakily, and steps forward regardless, boots hitting the dry earth with a surprising lack of sound. he can still feel the way his heart throbs in his chest, feel the thin sheen of sweat beginning to prickle at the back of his neck despite the chilling air. he can feel his body's innate desire to flee, to take off, to run and never look back.[break][break]

he ignores it. after all, that's what he's here for. that's what he always does. pushing forward, helping where he can, even if nobody really wants him around. the rangers certainly don't, in this war. he's only here because he was once one of team rocket, because he knows their movement patterns, knows how to spot a disturbance in the dirt. he isn't trusted, just useful, and that's the most he can ask for. at least, that's his view of it.[break][break]

so, he does as he's told, setting up for observation on the edge of route 102, and settles into his work, gaze flickering across every curve and divot and disturbance. though his thoughts and feelings may be tumultuous and terrible, roiling like a stormy sea, his surface remains placid, still, unyielding. in the end, he is still a ranger. he will do his duty, and he will do it well.[break][break]

and, eventually, someone else arrives. a rookie, he assumes, from the way they carry themselves. nick doesn't blame them, doesn't even turn to look at them. instead, he simply nods, acknowledging their presence with a quick duck of his chin. he doesn't know what to say, isn't even sure if he's capable of words right now.[break][break]

"nicholas steele," he says finally, voice quiet and even despite the choking humidity, aching breeze, the terrible breeze of smoke rising from petalburg. he speaks as though they are not sitting on the edge of the abyss. "...are you the one they assigned here too?"

Blossom Delier[break][break]

NOTES

- +10mp ic post, +50 MP have your character reflect on why they're fighting/reflect on their loyalties.

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bloss, bloom

she/her

twenty-one

may 18

dendemille town, kalos

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ranger

flower-picking girl

dear old world

you are very lovely, and i am glad to be alive in you.

5'4'' / 164 cm height

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POSTED ON Oct 18, 2024 4:19:49 GMT

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Although Blossom is flanked by her Comfey on one side and her Meganium on the other, both of their soothing fragrances wafting down the woodland trail, she still feels uneasy. She is not one to worry usually, but it is hard not to be concerned — and even afraid — while she passes the familiar scenery of Route 102; familiar yet strange, marred by fire and violence as it has been. The roads near her home could never become unrecognizable, but her heart aches to see how they have been (and still are) hurt. The sight is so grievous that she could weep for it.

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Yet, she is determined not to. There is work to be done, and she has been entrusted with doing it in spite of her inexperience. She will not fail her assignment, will not squander the faith placed in her by rangers and civilians — her dear neighbors, gods be good — alike. Nonetheless, her own faith is shaken, though nothing out of the ordinary has happened yet. All of this is already out of the ordinary, she thinks, but that is no reason to be paralyzed like a Deerling in headlights.

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The thought of Deerling causes her heart to ache once more, now with longing and sorrow, but her Darjeeling has such a gentle soul. They have been at each other's sides for most of their lives, true, and her partner would bravely face anything that Blossom asked her to. Yet that is precisely why she will not ask. It is bad enough that one of them must grieve.

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Besides, she is not alone. Her sweet Consoude calls in worry and offers her a posey from its garland, while Géranium lowers his great head to nuzzle her. Blossom takes the flower, tucks it behind her ear with a watery laugh, and leans against the Meganium. She will have a mentor too, one she should be eager to learn from.

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The young woman gathers herself and walks onward, the Comfey close by her side while the Meganium moves away to breathe new life into the scorched earth before her eyes. That is right. She is not alone; and she can, they can, make a difference. She moved across the seas and settled down thousands of miles away from the windmills of her heart to do that, did she not? She cannot falter before the first real trial.

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More importantly... Géranium may be working a miracle, but the forest would have grown back on its own with time. The trees are strong and deep roots are not reached by the frost, she must not forget. She never will again, the Ranger swears to herself as they arrive and she halts to witness this small wonder. Géranium knows his limits as well as she, if not better, yet he is determined to restore as much as he can for her sake. The sight is so lovely that she could weep for it.

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Instead Blossom answers, her voice quiet but resolute, "Yes, sir, I am." She does not flaunt her Meganium's efforts but murmurs simply, "Tu en as fait assez, mon cœur. Repose-toi maintenant." Whilst he comes to lay at her feet she adds, "Blossom Delier."

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— Hover artwork by オッフトゥン[break]
— 1/5+ posts required[break]

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— 10 MP per completed post[break]
— 50 MP showcase your own character's weaknesses (sensitive, inexperienced)[break]
— 50 MP have your character self-doubt[break]
— 50 MP have your character reflect on why they're fighting[break]
— 50 MP showcase your own character's strengths (resolute, kind)[break]
— 50 MP have your character's Pokémon symbolize their condition[break]
— 50 MP showcase a meaningful moment between your character and their Pokémon (both of them console her)[break]
— 310 MP earned in total

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POSTED ON Oct 19, 2024 5:33:54 GMT

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there is a moment where nick doesn't know how to respond.[break][break]

he is still watching her pokemon, watching life return to the earth in real time, slow and agonizing and painfully beautiful. it's hypnotic, in a way, an island of vibrant green amidst a sea of destruction, and he can't help but feel drawn to it regardless. there is life, still. there is goodness in the world, still, even when things seem darkest.[break][break]

god, how he wishes he knew where to find it.[break][break]

he is silent for a long moment, breaths coming slow and even, almost meditative. he can feel his heartbeat in his chest, feel the way it thrums against his ribcage like the beating of a hummingbird's wings, desperate and fragile and alive, alive, alive. he feels pinned in place, unable to look away from the new growth, unable to speak, unable to even breathe.[break][break]

it's her voice that breaks him out of his reverie, soft and quiet and yet somehow still filled with conviction. he turns to face her, watches as she speaks to her pokemon, watches the way they respond to her. the way they love her.[break][break]

it hurts to see, almost. it's been years since he's had that kind of bond with anyone, human or pokemon. no one has looked at him like that since... since...[break][break]

he pushes the thought away before it can take root, focusing instead on the woman before him. "blossom delier," he repeats, voice still quiet, still even. he offers her a small smile, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes, doesn't quite chase away the shadows that linger there. "it's nice to meet you. though i wish it were under... better circumstances."[break][break]

he gestures to the burnt forest around them, to the smoke rising in the distance, and something flickers in his eyes, dark and distant and full of regret. "are you ready? this isn't an easy assignment. this isn't an easy war. you're young, and... it's okay to be scared."

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Due to inactivity, Blossom Delier's writer, Ranya, may not be able to complete this thread.

If this Skirmish does not complete in time and another Skirmish was not taken for MP, nicholas steele will be able to redeem the MP points gained within this thread. Ranya is granted an exception and can redeem MP points gained within this thread as they are figuring out how to navigate balancing their engagement with this site for the first time.

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