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Talk to me, I love that sound,
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Hadley grew up in the bustling city, the biggest one in all of Unova and in her travels across the world it still stands out as the largest one with so many people and it was easy to lose yourself in all the moments, the sights, the sounds, the noises. Hadley loved that city, she thrived in the environment where no one could recognize her, where you simply fade into the crowd and become one with so many strangers. It felt like belonging but also it felt as though you were insignificant, she always felt that way though but no one was that way to her, Hadley loved and cared too much about the whole world that she could not stay still, couldn't move as one anymore and broke apart from the only life she knew because she felt what is now a familiar itching inside of her soul. She wanted to escape, to meet others and help them, to feel a connection even if it is only ever one sided. It never mattered to her if someone else didn't care because her heart was large enough, her mind was open enough and she could never ask so much of another person to ask them to want her around.

The man in front of her seems to get red, she is unsure if it is from cold or embarrassment but Hadley finds herself smiling affectionately at him anyway, pleased that he seems perfectly healthy despite the fact that he had yelled out, of course maybe it was a good thing he did since he admitted that he was lost. She glances around the area as if trying to fully examine where they were all while her Nickit was happily trying to play with the other pokemon. His tail was flicking back and forth as if trying to seem fully innocent before the mischievous fox flicked a little harder than before, playfully aiming to spray some snow at the Fennekin's direction, egging her on a little bit.

"I can see why, it's pretty easy to get lost in an unfamiliar land. I used to do the same all the time. I can help if you'd like?"

She offers with a kind if not slightly hesitant tone, she knew that sometimes offered help wasn't always taken very well depending on how proud the other person was but she figured she would offer it anyway. Hadley blinked when his hand was offered to her along with his name, she reaches out and grasps his hand, her slim, cold fingers wrapping around his. Human contact was not something she got often anymore, not since-her mind pushes the thought out of her head because she should not be getting distracted right here. Arno had just been kind enough to offer his name after all, and she realizes she might have been holding his hand a second to long before she pulls away, a little nervous.

"It's nice to meet you Arno, and Salem of course, my name is Hadley, I'm from Unova. This is my little companion for the day, I just got him and haven't really been able to figure out a nickname yet. And I don't think I'd consider myself much of a trainer, I don't battle much, if at all."

Hadley wasn't much for violence of any kind, some of her pokemon were a bit more...spunky than others and were comfortable with fighting but most were content with simply being her constant companions and protectors when needed. It was hard to explain exactly her position in the world, but she traveled to see everything and to help others with her practice. The world she lived in had enough people willing to fight, Hadley was content to patch up those in trouble over being the one that causes pain. Suddenly the peace was broken when a Mandibuzz dived down towards the two smaller pokemon, the Nickit barked and dashed out of the way, causing him to finally notice the Tyrogue, the masked fox's eyes narrowed in suspicion as his fur stood on end, claws sharpening and focus on the new enemy rising.

Hadley eyed the Mandibuzz that was still circling above them, trying to make sure it wouldn't go for any of the pokemon again before allowing Arno to catch the little Chewtle that had also appeared around the same time, she pulled up her scarf again and smiled slightly at his words and not wanting to distract him she turns towards her Nickit who was still in his fighting stance.

"What's wrong-?"

Her words got cut off before the fox darted forward towards the Tyrogue, paws glowing purple and aiming an Assurance at the fighting type sneaking around much to Hadley's horror. Oh no, this is a mess!

Nickit used Hone Claws! (+attack, +accuracy)
Nickit used Assurance!






NOTES: passing on the Mandibuzz @arno @jonbeck
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POSTED ON Mar 3, 2021 4:58:24 GMT
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Talk to me, I love that sound,
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It was...cold and there was something about it that did not sit right with her, that seemed to reach inside of her very soul and shake her to her core. A soft laugh rings through her memory, the way the chillingly gentle hand brushes through her hair, wiping away a warm liquid from her forehead as though it had not just been the one to-'wake up, wake up, it's just a nightmare' but the cold was very real, and it surrounded her on all sides, suffocating. Hadley shivers, tugging her scarf around her neck tighter and tighter until each breath let out of her mouth warms her to some degree. Whatever it was that caused that issue she pushes it to the far reaches of her mind, it wasn't right for her to ruin a perfectly fine day with whatever else might be on her mind. The sun was still up and she would enjoy the moments she had it while it lasted. She shoved her hands in her pockets, her scarf falling down slightly as she took in chilled air with a small smile on her face now. Hadley wouldn't let those nightmares reach her today, even if the cold made her ache in a peculiar way.

Hadley hunched over slightly, trying to shield a bit from the wind blowing in on all sides. But her brown eyes mostly kept a close eye on one of her newest additions to her party, a mischievous little Nickit who seemed to very much enjoy tunneling his way through the snow and trying to seem as sneaky as possible. Most of her current pokemon shied away from the cold, perhaps a weakness she needs to fix one day but it wasn't something she was ever in a rush to do, battling wasn't enjoyable to her, seeing her precious companions in potential danger was very much something she wanted to avoid but being able to keep them all warm during cold times? Hadley smiled despite herself at the idea of them all being comfortable together in even the cold, but it seemed the little fox pokemon was doing just fine in it. Hadley walked past the little mound of snow he was "hiding" in as unsuspectingly as possible and let out a little scream of her absolute, undoubtable surprise when he jumped out to scare her. He cackled in success before he ran off further into the forest with his owner trailing behind him with a fond smile on her face.

Hadley wasn't paying too much attention to the direction she was going, merely that she was dutifully following after the little troublemaker she was now in charge of, letting him enjoy time outside so she didn't really realize that she had gotten so deeply into this route until she noticed the sun slowly setting. She took a shaky breath inward, glancing around at the unfamiliar area but she supposed all areas of Hoenn are like that for her currently, she hasn't been around long enough to memorize this land yet. She clicked her tongue, visibly shivering as she tried to understand the area she had traveled in. She was good at directions, as someone who has done nothing but move around different lands for much of her life it was a skill she had been forced to learn.

The shout made her jump, eyes widening before she leaned down to scoop up her Nickit from another beautifully hidden mound of snow, the fox yelped in protest before grumbling and allowing himself to be held. Hadley moved through the trees, she was pretty close to whoever had yelled. She stopped close by him, carefully setting down her Nickit who was immediately taken with the Fennekin, staring the fire type down before jumping forward excitedly.

"I heard you yell, are you okay?"

There is genuine worry in her voice, and in her steady gaze as her hands wring together. She forgot all about the cold or the setting sun, much more focused on making sure this complete stranger was okay.



NOTES: Its a winter wonderland! @arno @jonbeck
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In The Dead of Night [dw/o]
POSTED ON Feb 27, 2021 17:44:24 GMT
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Distractions were usually welcome for Hadley in the dead of night, though it wasn't ever often you could catch the young woman out here at a time like this but it had been a rare sense of confidence in her own abilities that had pushed her much too far tonight and she was paying the price. She would not be making that mistake again, that much was certain though she was not surprised that something like this had backfired for her and Hadley counted herself incredibly lucky that she has Keav, her Mareep, there to light the path for her. She had been stuck in the dark for far too long in her life, and Keav had been a gift she could never repay. Not anymore anyway and that was okay, life was supposed to be endlessly moving forward and she was simply along for the ride.

The man in front of her seemed friendly, though Hadley was never the best judge of character because she saw good in everyone despite how often it was proven wrong in this world she could not help but give everyone she met the benefit of the doubt. To Hadley though, he was the perfect way to keep her mind off the darkness surrounding her, her vision was horrible in it and her thoughts were always against her when she was alone. It was why she could never sleep, why she wishes for morning with such desperation or why she reaches out to meet with someone she doesn't even know.

Hadley chuckles softly when he laughs, shrugging slightly at the question moved back to her, was everyone really looking for something? It sounded much more personal than what she was expecting, a way of making her think perhaps? Or simply trying to take the question off of himself? Hadley is curious, always wanting more than what others were willing to give but this time she does not push the boundaries too much, not just yet.

"I suppose it's not a bad night for a walk then? I find it hard to sleep myself sometimes, moving around helps."

It does not help sleep come faster but merely helps time to pass and for her mind to calm a little at a time. He speaks next about the danger of being out at night, she knows this more than most but not exactly for the right reasons you would think. Her eyes glance over to blinking lights in the dark, heartbeat intensifying for a moment before she realizes it was an Inkay bouncing through the route, seemingly minding it's own business at the moment and so she relaxes, her brown eyes meet his once again and still manages a small smile.

"I'm just looking for a distraction right now."

An honest answer, emotion spiking them without hesitation because Hadley rarely hides these types of things. There was too much going on right now, her mind was her greatest enemy and it was a blessing to be around someone else, even if they would not understand or even care. That did not matter to her, it never has, Hadley can care enough for the both of them.

"I hope you don't mind if I use you as that for right now, it's been a long night."




NOTES: passing on the Inkay
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It was funny, for such a social girl Hadley never really needed conversation to be flowing for her to feel comfortable around another. It was just as nice for her to talk about something as it was to just enjoy being near another human in a warm silence. She has done so often in the past with those who were not much for talking and it has never dampened any sort of experience with another person, the thought forces a name to appear on the back of her mind for a fleeting second but she pushes it away because that is not what tonight is about. Tonight is about celebration of a new journey to be started, to get just a glimpse into all that Hoenn has to offer her because she is so ready to explore and learn all that there is about this region. Hadley is curious and eager to learn it all because she knows one day she will leave and never return and nothing would hold her back not even the individuals that may one day touch her heart in so many different ways as they would always be apart of her but she would always be forgotten. For Hadley leaving anywhere would always be as easy as breathing, there were so many things to explore and discover out in this wide, wide world and it is always calling her name without stop.

Though at this moment in time she is stationary, held firmly in place by red eyes and a desire to know all she could in what would no doubt be a brief meeting between two strangers. It was a beautiful thing to her, here she was talking to someone who had no idea about her or cared about who she might have been and vice versa it was easier that way. And though eventually in the night they would go their own way she would always remember him and this time they spent together. Hadley is taken so easily by others, her large heart wanting to open itself to everyone around her and finds that she cherishes everything that feels real in the moment, be it this festival or a simple conversation.

Hadley listens to him and she knows she is good at doing that, to watch the subtle changes of emotion and hear a shifting of tone because she does it very often. Hadley can talk forever but she could also listen when needed, to reach out and be a pillar of support but she dares not to do so right now, to get too close. Her warm chocolate colored eyes glance away when his does, it seems he needs a moment but she cannot stop herself from expressing her appreciation-

"You have a good friend, it's nice to have someone that cares about you."

Perhaps in another life Hadley would be willing to allow something like that for her, but she is content to care and love from afar. She nibbles on her food, enjoying the brief silence and the taste of something good but he blinks when he asks her about herself, surprised because she was not very interesting in general but she smiles despite herself, pleased by the mutual curiosity. It really was the little things.

"Well, it felt a bit like fate to me, like something telling me I did the right thing by coming here. A celebration of a new year for the world and also for a new journey for me. Though that sounds a bit cheesy I know."

Hadley had gotten too comfortable in her last travel, it had started feeling too much like home and the itch to move on had started to become less and less. Hadley had panicked then, and she ran as fast and far as possible. She chuckles, leaning back in the seat and glancing over at the man with a playful, almost mischievous look to her eyes now.

"But what gave you the idea I'm looking for something? Maybe I'm on the run, a dangerous criminal."

The very idea is laughable.




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Hadley was a wanderer through and through so sometimes she forgets what it feels like to simply stay still and watch thing go by, she was much more like the current of the ocean, though that is much too strong to compare her to. Maybe it is more appropriate to see her more like a jellyfish, something that simply allows the flow of the world to wash over her and take her wherever it wanted to. That was why she moved so much, why each step she took made her travel somewhere she has never seen and towards people she has never met, it was exciting, an adventure all of her own that she could control, it offers her a freedom that many cannot say they possess, who else could simply get up and move one day? To leave everything behind, she had nothing to lose and so much more to gain and it was that very sense of adventure and desire to be apart of everything that brought her in front of this crimson eyed man without fear and the very joy that this night of new beginnings was supposed to bring, that was what this new year is all about correct? And at least just for tonight she planned to forget everything wrong and enjoy herself.

She couldn't help the small giggle that escapes her mouth when he seemed slightly startled to notice her now, though it wasn't in a mean way that much was obvious, her large brown eyes glittering in playful amusement towards the situation. Perhaps he was not used to being stuck up on? Though really she didn't mean to sneak but in this environment she could not blame someone for getting distracted. It was a beautiful night with so many sights to see and delicious food to try. She listens to his words, waiting for a rejection or saying that he was busy with someone else-it wouldn't be surprising really but she visibly seems to light up when he gives her permission to sit, though maybe it would seem odd but it was simply something she could not control. Hadley was an open book, the type to wear her heart on her sleeve without hesitation. She sits down comfortably in the open chair, her own food not exactly forgotten but her attention was focused on him currently.

"Thank you! I don't blame you for spacing out, there is so much to see it's almost hard to focus properly on anything."

Her tone is breathless, in awe, she moves her gaze from his for a moment to watch the steady stream of people move through each other with ease, the pokemon floating and moving as one with them as well, there are many good memories that will be made today and for that her heart soars-how lucky it was to be apart of it. Brown eyes meet red once more, she is taken fully with him now, gaze steady and without wavering, when he mentions the food she laughs and playfully bops the top of her stick with his in a "cheers" types of agreement.

"Delicious, I can't tell you how long it's been since I've had something so good! I feel like I've been lied too, travel was supposed to be a good way of eating a lot of good food, but I guess that's what happens when you don't know the place."

Hadley lets out a very unconvincingly dramatic sigh, drama doesn't seem to go so well with her when she's giving such a obviously happy smile. Content with even just the small talk they are exchanging together, it doesn't feel awkward to her and she is quite the social creature so finds it comforting and easy to simply be doing something so simple as this. It feels familiar, friendly, and it helps the craving of interaction she as been feeling.

"Then...was there anything in particular that made you want to go out tonight?"

She is curious about him, and in the same way his eyes do not leave hers, her gaze matches his without hesitation.




NOTES: No worries, worth the wait I promise!
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POSTED ON Feb 22, 2021 6:05:12 GMT
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Maybe she had been too foolish to keep travelling at night though she was so close to her destination, Hadley took in a struggling breath as she felt like the whole world was caving in, swallowing her whole in the darkness that closed in around her vision. She had been doing so much better at one point, the dark used to scare her worse but once upon a time she could stare into the darkness and find that she was not as afraid as she once was. 'But that was when you were here-' The words stutter in her mind, the image of gentle coal black eyes and white gold causes something in her heart to ache and Hadley's grip on her own shirt to tighten. It feels like so long ago, almost a lifetime ago that he had taken her hand, called her name like it mattered, and gave her courage that she could never find in herself. Hadley found out soon after that she was hoping for someone to look at her in that way always, and the idea of it scared her so badly that she ran, ran so far and so fast that there was no way he would ever think of her again, she was as fleeting as summer rain after all. It was all in her mind anyway, it was impossible and maybe it was that very idea that it wasn't exactly one sided this time that scared her more than anything. Hadley did not deserve anyone, let alone him, and was certainly not worthy of the gentle way he treated her. Was it the darkness that made it hard to breath or these thoughts of him? She could not tell anymore, but she supposed it didn't matter.

Unable to hold out any longer she pressed the button on her pokeball, it took the form of her Mareep, who let out a quiet noise of what sounded like concern before the terrified woman, the electric types thick wool shook building up the static and causing the light on her tail to glow. The light immediately caused her to relax, it took away the thoughts, the monsters in the back of her mind and made her able to smile softly at her little savior. She'd hug the static filled electric type if she could but Hadley knew that wasn't exactly the best idea in the world right now.

"You certainly are my lifesaver."

Her words are softly spoken, whispered in the dead of night, honest and soaked in so much emotion it was a wonder that tears weren't springing to those large brown eyes. But Hadley cannot remember the last time she cried, and instead of tears she smiled because that is the only thing she really knows how to do. She hears a noise and stands up quickly, for a moment there is a resurfaced feeling of fear inside of her because what would be out there in the dark if not for something dangerous? But when she sees a man and his pokemon she relaxes, perhaps it was foolish but to her people were not scary, though she knew the darkness in some of them it was easier for her to face that head on than to deal with something less real. The imagination was much more terrifying to her. Something in the way he looks and walks, with a purpose, reminds her of herself in a way, of needing some type of distraction perhaps? Her hands clench and relax in a constant motion, the only sign of her hesitation before she is moving over to him, her dear Mareep letting out a protesting baa but following along anyway, staying a source of light and comfort. Large brown eyes are curious, probing for answers she wanted to find out from him. It was also a nice way of throwing aside all the negatives the night seems to bring.

"It's kinda late, are you looking for something?"

Hadley glances around the dark route, as if she herself was also on a search for whatever he was looking for though she has no clue what it might be or if he was even looking for something in general. In all honesty she was probably just using him, wanting something to clear her mind of the past and give her a reason to smile but that didn't need to be known right now. She shouldn't have to put her selfishness on blast like that.

"Maybe I can help?"

Hopeful eyes, a kind smile with no sign of the fear that nags in the back of her mind, forever pulling and trying to claim a hold on her. But it would not take her again tonight, well...not at this moment at least.



NOTES: she's a little angsty guess it must be that kinda night!
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POSTED ON Feb 17, 2021 23:38:46 GMT
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Talk to me, I love that sound,
out of words when you're around


The singing of grilled food echoed through her ears, the enticing smell was something she found very difficult to properly ignore, and who was she to deny herself some delicious food? It wasn't everyday she would get the chance to be spoiled by the delicacies of this world, perhaps a kabob? Or maybe something fried and coated in sugar? There were so many options, none of them the most healthy but all of them sounding amazing to her. There was a spring in her step and a soft humming under her breath as she picked a line at random and stood in it, she would pick whatever catches her eye no matter what it was, it was nice to live on the edge sometimes after all! Once at the counter she pays and grasps her prize in hand, a certain beef, potato, and what looks and smells like pepper and a few other vegetables also making a home on it. Amazing! She laughs, nibbling on a piece of the meat as she wanders again, keeping a close eye on her Mareep this time.

Hadley moved away from the crowd slightly, if only to observe and be able to eat without worrying about accidentally bumping the food against someone's beautiful outfit or hair, how horrible would that be! It so happened that her eyes landed on someone also eating something on a stick, tho it was different from hers. Still she couldn't help but feel some weird type of joy in the comraderie of it, that they were almost doing the same type of thing. Hadley takes a shallow breath, the desire to feel close to another creeping up on her once more but she waited, watched to make sure that he was not waiting for someone else, she would hate to impose where she was not really wanted. Her heart races in her ears, chocolate eyes intent and curious, with a desire to simply be there. Did she wait for a minute? Or was it five? Maybe it was honestly only seconds but she is moving again towards him, a smile on her face and a nervous bounce in her step.

It feels like ages since she last talked with someone new, how does one do it again? She steps off to the side, kabob almost forgotten in her hand as she leans down slightly, brown hair framing her face with a friendly and eager look to her eyes. It is as if she is pure and innocent, a young woman but almost childish in her excitement to meet him, though she does not know who he is but that does not matter to her, who someone is has never mattered, it has never crossed her mind to care about things like that. She simply wants to know who he is, to feel connected with him, she craves that feeling of being around others.

"Hello, I certainly hope I'm not interrupting anything...or maybe you were waiting on someone? I could leave if-"

She cuts herself off with a small laugh, she was about to go on a tangent for a second there. Hadley takes a calming moment, smiles again and motions to the other seat with a shy, almost unsure look to her.

"I'm sorry, let me try again, is this seat taken?"

That was so much better, much more smooth and natural. Good job Hadley!




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It only makes sense that one of the first things Hadley would find herself doing after arriving in Hoenn would be a festival, it practically called to her, drawing her in like a moth to a flame. For the first time in more days than she could ever begin to count she was comfortable at night, surrounded by a soothing amount of light and sound, the constant buzz of conversation reaching her ears and causing her to simply feel so relaxed. If there was anyone who belonged in a crowd it was Hadley, the young woman with a bright smile who seemed to glow with joy and excitement, she seemed to slip through spaces between the crowds as though she was apart of it, another extension of them. Light touches to someones back as she squeezes between them, a soft whisper of an apology though it was hard for her to feel sorry, she is thriving, blossoming in the atmosphere of celebration.

A soft baa stops her in her tracks, freezing her fluid movements between others as she turns on the spot and lowers down close to the ground, arms outstretched to wrap around the fluffy head of her Mareep as it gently headbutts into her chest, she coos into the cotton headpiece of her loving companion, before giggling as the small bit of static that is ever present in the pokemons wool causes part of her long brown hair to stick up.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to leave you behind, but I'm proud you kept up so well. I'll go slower."

Hadley promises with that small, ever present smile on her face, scratching under her little Mareeps chin affectionately before standing again, a hand going through her slightly staticed hair, barely noticing the jolt she feels from her own touch because her eyes are roaming the world around her, taking everything in, trying to burn it to her memory like she was afraid that it would crumble around her. As though it would all fall apart, it takes barely a second before she is moving again, slower this time so her smaller legged companion can bounce along next to her. Her legs stop her in front of a food cart, brown eyes wide with wonder at the delicious smells, wondering if she should get anything.




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"My name is Hadley."





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"Smile, because you are beautiful when you do"[break][break]

The last words she can remember from a being she believed she must have once called mother what feels like a lifetime ago, those words have echoed in her head daily, they shaped her thoughts and feelings, morphed her into the girl woman she is today. Broke her down and tore her back up because that must be the only time anyone must have thought her to be truly beautiful. They say your parents create all your problems, they build you up from their own and break you into some new form of messed up but it is hard to tell when you look at the soft hearted Hadley, the damage is hidden behind someone who seems to so openly love those around her without a second thought, who smiles so brightly and happily at everyone who crosses her path, Hadley is someone who cares so passionately about everyone except herself. [break][break]

Hadley is, without a doubt, a wanderer at heart, she travels across the world and desires to meet so many different people and see many different places, each one touching her heart in unique ways and different people worm their way into her life without them even realizing how much of an impact they possibly have on her. She remembers them all, though not all names may stay she can recall their faces, voices, the way they smile and how much she loved them even if they only met once and most likely they would never remember her because she is nothing compared to them and especially compared to others but that will not stop her from thinking about them all from time to time and wishing that leaving didn't come so easy for her.[break][break]

She has so many flaws that it is hard for her to keep track of, a little bit touch-starved and pushes the boundaries of others a little bit at a time, not meaning anything bad by it but desperate to feel close to others in any sort of way. She is social but without any real sense of belonging, she has no real home and no family, no actual friends and perhaps doesn't deserve anything of the sort. She is afraid of childish things, of the dark and maybe the fact that monsters are real. A sufferer of insomnia because the dark plagues her with nightmares too real to not be true. Hadley suffers by herself, but she will never forget to not smile, because that is when she is beautiful.



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