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siobhan burke
[s] fight or flight
POSTED ON Jun 27, 2021 18:34:06 GMT
yes. she is angry. and she doesn't know why. having prided herself on her distance from others, proud of the way their words roll off her skin, Siobhan does not understand. she stopped caring about what people thought ages ago. she stopped caring about people period. so then - why? why did he poke and prod so easily? why did she care what he thought?
because that's what it boiled down to - she actually did care what Remiel Calcifet thought of her.
how and why did this happen?
"I" she begins, stopping again, but only briefly this time. her face was red and she thanked herself for not turning to face him. she shakes her head, blue strands going everywhere. thinking better of saying anything at all to him. what else could she say? an apology seemed so hollow. frustration leaked out of every pore of her body. most at him, but more at herself.
Siobhan didn't want to admit to herself that maybe she could stand to make a friend. that she liked talking to him. discussing things with him. he always said the wrong thing in the end, but maybe that was her being sensitive. maybe she wasn't giving him a fair shake, and this paradox was battling it out in her very soul. instead of saying something, she walks away.
her heels click on the floor, her Dreepy following after her dutifully.
/exit
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