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POSTED ON Jul 20, 2023 0:15:51 GMT
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Ash makes a face that is a horrible attempt at continuing the lie-- as though Kepler would at all be fooled that Ash is 100% innocent of anything that’s happened so far-- but he takes Kepler’s hand.
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“Yeah, Halloween.” The Halloween he’d pushed way from the computer desk, put on a lab coat, picked up his phone, and decided to stop being a Fucking Loser and go on a goddamn date. “It’s-- like nine months, yeah. Almost a year, technically.” Technically in the same way that Pluto was technically a planet, in that it was closer to being one that it wasn’t.
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Anyway, nine months was rather short in the normal span of courtship, Kepler thought, but Hoenn also had a lot more near-death sort-of-apocalypses than your normal place had. That sort of skewed people’s view on time. For example, Kepler’d only been in hoenn a little over a year, but he already felt like he’d aged 10, so by that metric he and Ash had been together about eight and a half years.
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“You? I was terrified.” For any number of reasons, from his general social ineptitude, to having recently been kidnapped, and just about every anxiety causing situation one could imagine scattered between. A venerable daisy-chain of worries. “I’d never even had friends before and you were--,” sitting there, with Kepler awkwardly in his lap, offering to-- everything. Offering everything.
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Caesar cipher. Kepler’s brain zooms in on that. He holds the little slip of paper up close to his face, focusing. Seven letters. He’s so engrossed he almost doesn’t hear Ash speak and it’s the usage of his full name that gets him looking up. “Huh?”
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A cavern of stone stretched above them, the layers of rock a rainbow telling the tale of the earth. Water cascades down the far lip, mist streaming off in rainbow waves. Bubbles float through the air, iridescent; and there are suddenly rose petals scattered across the pebbles beneath their feet.
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Kepler swallows, heartrate loud in his ears.

“Y-yes.”
He holds one hand out, shaking slightly, suddenly nervous.

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“You ever wonder if other regions have to deal with the amount of cataclysmic shitfuckery we do?” Kepler asks, thinking. “Well. Maybe besides Galar because it’s, like, gone. But other normal places. Like Sinnoh. I always thought Sinnoh would be the weird place.”

Sinnoh, his homeland. Sinnoh, the birthplace of time and space. And feeling and emotions and whatever the fuck the little Dangly Head Bits Trio did.

“Likewise.” He took the offered knuckle bump and stepped back-- just as a flash of red zoomed past the end of the hallway. A thousand drumbeat skitters later and his Centiskorch charged after whatever that was. A moment later and it zoomed the other way, with Acrius in hot pursuit. “Oh, my god. My life is a comedy of errors.”

He cupped his hands around his mouth and yelled, “Just breathe fire on it, dumbass!”

A moment-- and a belching noise-- later, a burnt-out Scizor slid across the ground, sparking where its steel chassis chipped the steel floor. Kepler threw a Pokeball.

After a beat, he turned back to Lam.

“So, where are you from?” Kepler asked, drawing out the vowels in a childlike manner, playing on the humor of the normalcy of the question in the face of the absolute jackass-level shenanigans that seemed to be following them.

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RKS: KEPLER & ISAAC #1
POSTED ON Jul 19, 2023 23:54:42 GMT
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“Because that’s what I would want to do.” Kepler steps up next to Isaac, peering up at the pulsing stone with a flat gaze. “Eat the forbidden crusty tide pod.”

The two of them regard the floating sphere for a moment.

“Yeah. I fucking hate it.” Like being a starving caged dog and having some small shit-lick of a child dangle a whole t-bone steak in front of you.

He pulls one of his hands from his hoodie pocket and reaches up to put fingers against the orb’s surface. Kepler’s vision warps and the ground disappears; the air around them opens and darkens, changing into a first person view of Eternatus, so close Kep feels like he’s trapped in the thing’s ribcage.

His hand snags out to grab Isaac’s wrist, not wanting them to get separated (was there even anywhere to go?)

“There was a Deoxy’s on METENO, too,” he says as the DNA creature rises from a chunk of rock to fire on Eternatus; a fragment of the god dragon’s bone plummets to earth. Tendrils of purple leech out from the chunk, and the space around them shifts again.

“That’s one hell of a gusher.”



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THE BORDER: IKA
POSTED ON Jul 19, 2023 23:50:13 GMT
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Ash skids in the dirt next to him and Kepler doesn’t want to look up from where he’s messily trying to shove this little light back into Isaac’s chest, afraid that if he takes his eyes off of it for one second he’ll lose it, it’ll disappear, it’ll all be over. Really over.

Great spikes of ice began to stab up from within the golum’s chest, fracturing off chips of terracotta. Ever so slowly, fragments of the beast’s body began to peel away, sloughing off and dropping to the ground, kicked away, and scattered in the frenzy of attacks that descended on it.

Tendrils of light stretched out from the glowing sphere in Kepler’s hands, slithering into Isaac’s open mouth, making his teeth glow bright white like an Illumise’s butt.

“Fucking arceus shit christ pony pals,” Kepler muttered, and as Isaac’s body tumbled and caught itself, Kepler felt his own knees giving way.

Once Watson’d done his thing and blasted the golum away, Venus, now completely reassembled, came in and jumped, landing in the middle of the fractured pile of ceramic with a people’s elbow.

“Seconded. Thirded. Everything’ded.” Kepler came shakily to his feet, holding hands out for Isaac and hovering, like he couldn’t quite believe he was here, he was real. “Fucking fuckity fuck fuck.”

Pluto gave a harsh series of beeps and the various teammates-- Venus included-- zwipped back into light beams and secured themselves safely in their Pokeballs.

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RKS: KEPLER & ISAAC #1
POSTED ON Jul 19, 2023 23:39:05 GMT
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In the process, a fragment from the ETERNATUS' BODY falls toward the earth...[break][break]

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RKS: KEPLER & ISAAC #1
POSTED ON Jul 19, 2023 23:37:58 GMT
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Kepler still wasn’t 100% back online, whatever that meant. But research was research and ’d invited him out probably in his best Good Guy attempt to cheer him up.

The RKS Machine’s uncanny ability to warp the world around them into something so realistic was not making him any happier.

“Where have I seen this before,”
he said, voice completely flat, as he stared around them at the old-timey people doing their old-timey things.

He let Isaac do most of the talking because even on a good day Kepler didn’t do social interaction well and he stayed to the back of the group as he pulled his now-longer hair over one shoulder and set about braiding the faded teal ends into a semblance of a rope.

He watched Isaac reach forward to touch the chunk.

“Grab it and take a bite, like a gusher.”


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POSTED ON Jul 19, 2023 23:13:40 GMT
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When asked, a worker says, "We are creating a great protector. Eons ago, a great star fell from the heavens and landed here. We are finally able to harness its power. Go. Take a look!"[break][break]

You enter the incomplete tomb to see a large chunk of some unknown purple material. Red veins pulse throughout it like blood—or poison. It emanates a great power. Before it, several boulders are set against each other.

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THE BORDER: IKA
POSTED ON Jul 15, 2023 16:10:36 GMT
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Venus’ spectral aspect continued to roll along the ground, picking up pieces of her fragmented body as she went. In contrast to the chaos all around her, it was an easy-going, measured pace, as though she was walking through a field of flowers and picking them for a daisy chain.

This juxtaposition is what drew Kepler’s attention-- Kepler, trained to look for anomalies. Kepler, who maybe wasn’t as shut down permanently as he originally expected.

Venus put a third of her hand back on a third of her wrist and held it out to him, waving the three fingers back and forth in that mechanical, robot-like nature she had.

Hi!

He was on his feet and scrabbling forward in seconds, grabbing pieces of sundered green rock and holding them out to her, eyes wide and watery, barely able to believe what he was seeing.

“Venus,” he said, astounded, unbelieving, “Venus, Venus!

At his shout, Pluto turned; she made her own sub-bass reverb note of triumph, lights flickering brightly in alarm and excitement; Kepler looked up from where he was helping Venus reassemble herself, past the blazing red and green lights of his Beheeyem, to the downed Golurk, and the alarmingly bright beacon as it flickered on his shield.

For a moment, Kepler squinted, thinking he might be imagining things. But his heart rate was stable. He wasn’t having hypoxemia hallucinations. That was an S.O.S.

He didn’t really know what he was doing or what was going on. He’d been ready to die about fifteen seconds ago. But being ready to die and actually dying were two very different things and before he could think he’d called out Cryosthesia and jumped on, Arbalest going with him as they went. The Starmie was a purple shuriken slashing through the air, helicopter taka-taka-taka chopping as they went.

With utmost prejudice, one sharp point of the purple star lodged itself into the downed Golurk’s form, through a fracture already present. The force of it wedged pieces of earthenware from its body. Cryosthesia’s jewel began to glow bright red, and the temperature in the air dropped even more--

--as they pumped a blizzard directly into the Golurk’s hollow center, Arbalest clambered up to its head and kiss-of-death’d an ice beam right into its face.

Pluto hovered forward as Kepler climbed its massive chestpiece, reaching out for the hot-white electric beacon that was Isaac. His Beheeyem wrapped a protect around the soul, lifting it off the spiked shield. Kepler took the rainbow iridescent bubble in his palm and leaped clear, running over to where Isaac’s body was being puppeteted by his Runerigus.

He didn’t have the first idea of how to bring Isaac back to life, of course; he was a scientist and this was strictly something that was not possible. But they were in a weird ghostland full of demon Golurk and prowled by the spirit of Moltres.

“Let there be light!”


Pluto dropped the protect bubble and Kepler pushed the spirit into Isaac’s chest with both hands, hard.



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carry on, carry on, as if nothing even matters [s][c]
POSTED ON Jul 8, 2023 18:23:00 GMT
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[attr="class","sam-banner-up-blurb"]Tiime is a nonsense descriptor of arbitrary scale human beings are forced to shove their lives into. It has no meaning. Maybe it had, once. But it never will again.

Ashley had found him on that battlefield, coming apart at the seams. With love and patience and strength, he had pieced Kepler back together.

It wasn’t a perfect build. This chassis was incomplete. Small. Foreign.

He’s not been eating. Or speaking. Or watching, really. Just staring. Adrift. Listless. Breathing only by virtue of the terminal agitation of biological existence.

“No,” he says, with more venom than anticipated. It’s not Ashley he’s mad at. He doesn’t know who he’s mad at. Himself, mostly, probably. Hope is a logical fallacy. Kepler is a scientist. He doesn’t believe in logical fallacies and yet he’d thrown himself headfirst into this one and look where it’d gotten him.

Ruined. Broken.

He doesn’t want to talk about it because it was still a raw edge sawing at the seams of his mouth. Hollowed out and home to some parasitic semblance of forward motion.
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THE BORDER: IKA
POSTED ON Jul 8, 2023 18:11:15 GMT
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Funny how grief warps the world around you. Like a horrible shield, a defensive bubble in itself a hell of its own making. The sanctity of it gives Kepler brief moments to reflect-- at the worst of times, but hey, when has he ever been good at timing.

The screams and haze of battle, far away and yet so close as to rasp his skin, make him swallow a horrible, painful little laugh. There’s a disconnect within him, somewhere; a circuit incomplete, so the spark just jumps off and dies, or, worse, never fires to begin with. How do we kickstart the process again? How do we feel emotions?

Robotic. Cold. Empty and soft. What’s the point of standing up and blazing out, burning yourself away? Everyone else is already doing it, to no avail. Lightless eyes flick up to where Ash is screaming, now, hurling himself down the same gutter Isaac had. This was so much effort. Why didn’t they just walk to their deaths? It was quieter. Quicker. Less messy.

Hagakure launched forward and drove both points of its dual blades into the Golurk’s body, raking shadow claws through the spectral goo that made up its soul.

Pluto turned back to Kepler, beeping concernedly, as she fumbled with her short fingers for a Pokeball on his belt. She, herself, released the Poliwrath into the world, who, quick to jump into any fight without question, fired off an ice beam at the massive Golurk. Pluto cast a protect around Delirum, always more defensive than offensive.

Knocked askance in the combat, a small, green blip of a soul crawled across the ground, picking up pieces of herself as she went.



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today's the day [m][c]
POSTED ON Jul 8, 2023 17:59:02 GMT
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Kepler is not falling for Ash’s ‘all-too-innocent’ charade whatsoever. There just so happens to be a message in a bottle washed up on the beach on the same day that Ashley suggests they go to the beach, and also this beach umbrella has a note taped to it?
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“I’m a scientist, Ashley Shepard. I don’t believe in coincidences.”
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The numbers are so meager as to be irrefutable. But still, Kepler is smiling; he’s game to play along. It seems fun.
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He squints down at the gibberish on the paper, tongue slightly peeking out between his lips as he tries really hard to focus and figure out what the fuck it means. But he has no goddamn idea, and Ash’s offer of a walk breaks his train of thought.
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“Huh? Oh, yeah, sure.” He folds the first message up and tucks it safely in their beach bag, holding the smaller, nonsense-strewn paper close to his chest. “Mister ‘how-could-I.”
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Kepler’s grin has grown even larger as he takes Ash’s hand, brushing his thumb across his boyfriend’s palm as he stands and comes around the edge of their beach chairs. He presses a kiss to Ash’s forehead.
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“I don’t know what you have planned, but I’m down. Let’s go.”




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today's the day [m][c]
POSTED ON Jul 5, 2023 18:58:32 GMT
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Kepler takes the bottle, seawater wet, from his Wartortle, who hops up on the lounge chair next to him, now invested in this particular problem. “Huh. A message in a bottle. I didn’t think these actually existed…”
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His fingers wrap around the cork, grunting a little as he finally jerks it free with a pop. Shaking the bottle produces the small, folded tube of paper within, and then he sets the glass gently in the sand next to him and unrolls the paper.
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He squints behind his sunglasses.
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“Did you write this?” he asks, pinging the familiar handwriting immediately, holding the paper out as though Ash needs to see it. “Is this… a scavenger hunt?” He’s not mad. That seems kinda fun-- one of those things that, on your own or with anyone else, would be annoying, but with Ash everything was great.
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He turns back to the paper. “A parasol, obviously.” And he reaches out to brush fingers against the umbrella pole next to him, looking up at the span of it above them. He trails up and up and up the thing, until his fingers brush something loose and he looks up.
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“Did you set all this up?” he asks, snatching the note and pulling it into his lap to read.



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canonical [gg]
POSTED ON Jul 5, 2023 18:31:47 GMT
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Hey, friends! This thread goes pretty in depth with identities, body dysmorphia, and the intersection of biology and gender. If these aren’t your thing, look away!

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Early afternoon sunlight, a Galarian rarity, comes in dust-filled beams through window panes, casting light blue shadows on their large, canopied bed.
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Kepler keeps pulling Ash, moving Ash, turning them in a small circle, like they’re dancing; he can’t seem to make his limbs stop moving, he’s too nervous, too electrified.
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Ash, who knows him, and is now, perhaps, finally wise for his years, guesses at the crux, the cornerstones of Kepler’s issue. His grief and his terror, an amalgam of denial and elation, sweetly cleaving at his breastbone.
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“Well.” He says, still turning them, smile shaky on his face. “We might not have to. Adopt.”
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He lays it down, leaves it there, waits for Ash to follow.



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+ The first 2/3rds of this is Kepler coming to terms with the situation. A Big Think (TM) [break]
+ Asks if Ash can walk with him a bit :3c


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GOODBYE GALAR: RUSTED SWORD
POSTED ON Jul 5, 2023 1:29:29 GMT
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[attr="class","body"]The sky has been completely blocked out with huge swathes of black clouds, pierced by needles of fuschia light bright enough to give an Heiress headaches. Kepler scrambles in the dirt to Chocobo’s head and pulls the bird’s skull into his lap, holding him there, fingers clinging through terracotta feathers, as though trying to hold onto this moment, this memory.
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Because that’s all it is, in the end.
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A bonechilling howl cuts through the air and Kepler lets out a sob and curls further over Chocobo’s body, forehead to feathers. Not wanting to let go. Not ready to let go.
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It’s very self-centered of him, in the end. Gods are raging a battle for the very future of time and space itself, and all he can do is cry over his dead chicken. And he’s really crying, now, horrible, gut-wrenching sobs; strange particulate matter seems to dislodge from him with every jerky motion, and he feels-- and this just makes it worse-- he feels like the kids in the very last episode of Digimon season 3 when the tamers had to watch their partners dissolve into digital pieces and get sucked back into the digital world.
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That’s exactly what this feels like. And the same sort of broken-hearted emptiness at the bittersweet ending rockets through him and he’s fucking twelve years old crying in his computer chair again.
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All of a sudden, it’s entirely too public a place to fall apart, and he staggers to his feet, clutching a singular orange and black plume to his chest as he crawls away from it all, feeling torn apart and empty and small.



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- Very sad[break]
- Spot the homestuck reference [break]
- Keeps one Galarian Zapdos feather [break]






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POSTED ON Jul 5, 2023 1:01:26 GMT
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The Jurassic Park reference earns Lam a “Ha!” and a bright grin and Kepler decides he’s not too bad after all.

“True. Hoenn’s a fucking basket case.”


Acrius is busy picking a fight with something-- much clicking of pincers and irritated squeaking is heard-- but Kepler is focused on the weird thing that assaults Lam.

“Is that… is that string cheese?” he asks, looking down at the smoldering, ash-tinged gold lump. “What in the actual fuck?”

There’s a loud screeing noise and Acrius flings an Eelektross down the hall. It soars over Kepler and Lam’s heads and hits a wall at the other end with a splat.

“Okay. Well then.” Kepler aims a Pokeball at it-- it squeeeaaaaaaks as it slides down-- and zaps it in the red beam. “Anyway, barring all this freakshow-level stupidity. My name’s Kepler.”

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