NONNIE, NYX
HE/HIM
27
December 12
Ballonlea, Galar
andressexual
Enforcer
GRUNT
in the low lamplight i was free, heaven and hell were words to me
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onyx straub
let the devil in [m]
POSTED ON Nov 9, 2022 0:50:53 GMT
Onyx’s heart does a stupid thing and he once more has to grab that feeling, wrestle it to the ground, and take it around back to put a bullet in it. But it’s getting harder and harder to do, each time.
He wrestles his phone from his pants pocket and tosses it down the couch to Andres, pushing up to stand and depositing the collection of comfy things on the couch in the process. As he stood, Andres… expanded, legs stretching down the length of the couch and Onyx had to turn and look away to avoid being reminded of just how big the guy was, now.
He was about to drop his pants in the middle of the living room and he really could not afford a boner now.
“Tch, yeah, like I can go in there. She hates me.”
Divesting the sweatpants from the Comfy Clothes Pile, he stepped around the back of the couch, figuring it was a lot of effort to actually go and hide when, for the moment, he had nothing to do so. It wasn’t like he was taking all of his clothes off, and, again, his brain could not go there at this precise moment.
The snaps on his jeans came free and they slid off his hips and to the floor, revealing a modest pair of black boxer-briefs, because boxers were too loose and briefs were too tight. He kept his eyes focused on the TV-- not on Andres, on the TV-- as he slipped into the sweatpants, letting them rest on his hipbones and having to catch them when they slid down a bit. He took his jacket off, too, and untucked his t-shirt.
Though the process couldn’t have taken more than 30 seconds-- and he’d manage to get through it with only baring his legs and the tiniest bit of happy trail, for a brief moment-- it still all felt entirely alien to him. It took every fibre in his body to continue with the motions and not stop to ruminate on how everything felt, as it had been so long since he’d felt… comfort.
Something dangerously close to an emotion spiked within him and he had to powerbomb it back through the floor.
As he sits down again, the men on the TV are breaking camp and heading out, as ominous storm clouds roll in, and thunder can be heard.
It’s so incredibly… domestic. Simplistic. And yet utterly foreign. And he can’t stop himself from touching his legs, touching the fabric, though he tries to do it sneakily. And then he realizes that he’s literally wearing Andres’ pants and quickly snatches part of the blanket to throw nonchalantly over his legs and lap, because he is a man of great resolve, but it can only last so long.
One of the men suffers an injury and goes down. The rest gather around him in concern.
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