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POSTED ON May 8, 2022 2:09:38 GMT
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Onyx slid the end of his cigarette between his lips as he ruffled his fingers through his long, ebony hair, bundling it up and tying it back. It was a lovely, gray day for playing at civility, and he frequented the very pitch where @wicke now stood, stopping in every few days or so for a quick grudge match to keep the wits sharp and the soul merciless.

He followed the numbers painted on the ground to his position opposite the challenger, dropping the cigarette butt to the ground and crushing it beneath his boot.

He wasn’t nervous. He didn’t really do nerves, anymore. Just a slow, biding anger, slowly eating at his soul.

Ziadem landed in front of him a ways, lifting up to her full height, crimson eye staring down the pitch at Wicke.

“Wanna get this party started?” Onyx called, mouth twisting into a lopsided grin.

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POSTED ON May 8, 2022 2:00:28 GMT
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The air was fraught with tension, tight enough to snap. The interloper’s little brown rat was taking slow, stuttering steps towards him, snarling up a foam. Likewise, Onyx is drawing closer to his prey, almost without realizing it-- but that’s the aim of the game when you’re a carnivore. You get as close as you can without the target noticing, saving your energy for the final burst, for the kill.

Not that Onyx was planning on killing anyone today. He’d done it before, of course; there was no moral high ground left for him to stand on. But prone to violence he may be-- and he was quite skilled at it-- the actual taking of a life was a tool in his kit he preferred to leave unless he absolutely had to.

Jett had always turned the other cheek when it came to his rumbling; she’d died before she could watch him become a murderer.

He’s close enough now to see the perspiration on Andres’ skin, and the whites of his eyes; there’s a glassy sheen to his gaze that isn’t because of the situation. It isn’t the look of a man on the verge of panic, but instead, the vacant gaze of the already deceased. Onyx can tell he’s reliving something-- a distant memory brought forward to be so real, so recent, it’s like reliving it.

He has his own nightmares.

There’s a strange… something, like a tendril of warmth, snaking up through his gut that makes him want to reach out and… comfort the poor bastard; Onyx grinds his teeth and pins that feeling to the inside of his stomach for the acid to dissolve. That feeling is not welcome here.

He holds still when the rabid beast takes a chomp at his ankle just for her trainer to reach down and grab her up; Onyx thinks, for the briefest of moments, it’s amazing what can be said about the loyalty of Pokemon wherein she doesn’t just turn her savage fangs on her trainer-- but then she does, the glass shatters.

The first thing Onyx thinks when he realizes who it is he’s just stumbled upon is god fucking dammit, he’s taller than me now?! Scathing, incandescent rage boils through him, burns him clean, and turns his eyes blood-red with wrath. He wants to reach out and strike him, this pathetic excuse for a human being; wants to see his head snap backward and his milky, pale skin color under the force of his blows.

But he also… he also doesn’t want to acknowledge that he’s here. He doesn’t want to let Andres in again, in any capacity. That was a different him. A different Onyx. A different life.

Lips pressed bloodlessly thin, Onyx spits on the quivering man’s shoes.

“Get the fuck out of here,” he snarls, making long eye-contact with Chuchi, because Andres isn’t looking at him.

He rolls his shoulders and turns away, returning to the poor sods he left stuck to the tree.

Zia opens and closes her beak in nigh-on disbelief.

We’re just letting them go?!

She doesn’t move from their path.

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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2022 22:24:13 GMT
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Littleroot was as boring as any other useless small town Onyx had ever been to; even the new buds of its growth were lackluster, half-finished buildings and tiny houses half-swallowed by the forest.

He lit up a cigarette and looked out over the sleepy town, content to revel in its mediocrity-- at least, for the time being.


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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2022 22:19:36 GMT
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Zia nonchalantly lifted herself up to her full height, head cocked to the side; her pupil dilated as she focused in on Andres, like a blood-red camera lens; she gave her tail feathers an innocent flick, as though daring him to try her. She cants her head at an angle to look down at the growling Eevee, more curious than threatened.

Onyx thinks nothing of the snarling creature; Zia’s picked her teeth with Pokemon three times Chuchi’s size. What Onyx has in pure, chaotic malice, Zia is organized terror. She’s worse than he is on a good day, let alone a bad one.

Which is what this skinny knucklehead is about to be having.

“Lunch, huh?” he asks, using one finger to pull thin tendrils of black hair out of his face. “I might have to take you up on that invite. What’s on the menu?”

Here’s a hint, it’s you.


It’s not really like Onyx needs to do anything to the unfortunate interloper-- he’s under strict instructions to keep things clean and neat, because that’s what they’re trying to do in Hoenn. Dragging unwanted parties into the thick of things is the antithesis of both clean and neat, but Onyx is an old-school kid in a new-age environment.

He takes a step closer as Chuchi whirls on her paws and focuses on him, now. Like his raven, Onyx lifts one eyebrow, examining the threatening Eevee with a less than impressed air.

Still, he can’t shake the feeling that something about this seems… familiar.


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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2022 22:04:34 GMT
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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2022 21:43:56 GMT
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Onyx sighed, the heavy noise echoing around the expansive cavern, disappearing into the rushing noise of the waterfall.

Above, Zia turned in slow circles, like a vulture over a corpse; her red eye glared down, peeled for anything that might move.

He almost tripped over the Espeon, rounding the corner of a large rock as the feline came into view.

“Careful, kitten,” he advised, swiping long hair behind one ear.

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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2022 20:21:55 GMT
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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2022 16:38:34 GMT
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PURCHASING/REDEEMING


welcome to the poké mart!


1X gacha roll (50 PD)


HARVESTING


be sure to visit the pretty petal flower shop near rustboro!


3X TAMATO berry for 6x Pokeballs (3 to , 3 to ). indefinite regrow.


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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2022 1:58:46 GMT
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romance plots: mostly closed!
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Onyx’s entire live revolves around his issues with mediocrity. He spent his youth essentially being boosted by his twin sister, Jett, and they went everywhere and did everything together and basically were a package deal. Everyone knew that if you invited one the other would come along. And Jett was always better at everything than Onyx, except for battling.

And then they met , a new dweeb who moved to their town and went to their school, and Andres kinda interjected himself into their group bc UNBEKNOWNST TO ONYX he was lonely and shit and just wnted to fit in. but andres decided to do battling as his thing too and eventually beat Onyx and Onyx hated that shit. Also, Jett died, and basically sent Onyx on this downward spiral of depression and self-loathing. He dropped out of school and wandered for a while but then joined up with Rocket and went to Kanto to beat the shit out of people for the Rocket name, and then got redeployed here.

Anyway he does meet Andres again and they have an enemies to lovers maybe thing going on, which is neat. But I’m also looking for fellow grubby bloody-knuckle Rockets for Onyx to bond with, little League Plebians to beat up, and anyone who may get along with my garbage son.


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POSTED ON Apr 16, 2022 15:42:44 GMT
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Onyx stepped into the cool evening air, hands stuffed into the pockets of his jacket. Above, Ziadem cast a long shadow as she patrolled, ever-watchful; she always took everything to the one-hundred and tenth degree, even if his mission was just to rough up some old-bloods who had issues with the way the new Rocket was going.

To be honest, Onyx couldn’t care less, given that he was, himself, the pinnacle of the ‘old Rocket’ mentality: beat people bloody and they can do little besides die, or submit. But he wasn’t even really wrapped up in the Rocket preachings, new or old; he was just really good at punching the daylights out of people.

Following slightly behind Zia’s leading shadow, Onyx ducked into the alley where he was supposed to meet his second on this mission-- another superfluous detail, he though, but one he had been assigned nonetheless.

“Sup?” He asked the other guy, made clear by his alleyway lurkings that he was the one Onyx was meant to meet. “You see ‘em yet?”
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POSTED ON Apr 12, 2022 23:58:53 GMT
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It had been an accident-- well, more of a miracle, really.

They’d tried to run-- Onyx hated it when they ran-- and one had tripped over the other and fallen against the tree, all rubbed up with sticky honey. Eyes whale-wide with terror at their inability to free themselves, they’d grabbed in a panic for the second mark, who’d beat at them with sheer fright to make them let go-- honestly, by the time he’d caught up, they’d done most of the work for him.

He’d knocked the free guy to the ground and slipped one foot under his kneecap, like a stirrup; lifting with that foot and stomping with the other levered the man’s leg nicely to hyper-extend it backwards, the joint popping free with a crackle like radio static. Onyx muffled the downed man’s pained howl by stomping his foot into the soft, loamy soil-- perfect for growing berries and clogging throats.

He stepped up to the poor sack still stuck to the tree-- he’d almost unstuck himself by shedding his shirt. Unfortunately for him, almost only counted in horse-shoes and hand grenades. Onyx pressed his head back to the tree by his cheek.

“You shouldn’t have run,” he said, face spiraling into a grin, as the pummeling began.

He was equal-opportunity muscle, one-half part technique and one-half part pure brutality. For this one, it was the latter.

When he was done, his mark was unconscious; the guy with the now-bum knee had crawled a short ways away, unable to rise because of his aforementioned bum knee. Onyx stretched as he walked unhurriedly after him, grasped him by the ankle, and dragged him back, kicking and screaming, and stuck him to the tree.

“Hey, this stuff is pretty handy,”
he said with glee, standing back to admire his work. “I gotta get me some."

Then he wound up and soccer kicked the dude in the groin.

Amazingly, the guy didn’t faint. He did vomit, however, shoulders rolling as he spat bile and remnants of what looked like… corn? All down the front of him.

“Gross,” Onyx said with a laugh, waving his hand in front of his nose as if to ward off some terrible smell. “Ugh, how embarrassing.” He wound up to kick again when--

Oh.

He froze, mid kick, foot falling as he turned in the same motion. His first thought, as he locks eyes with the unwitting stranger, is his face looks familiar.

There’s a half a heartbeat before the guy starts moving, and Onyx knows he can’t have that. He gives an almost imperceptible nod of his head; immediately following, a shadow swoops above them.

Ziadem lands in front of Andres with all the menace a seven-foot-tall armored raven could produce. Not immediately in front of him, so as to pose a direct threat, but enough so that his path was blocked. She lines up an eye with him, beady red beam mirroring Onyx’s own-- though some would say far more intelligent.

“Going somewhere?” Onyx drawls as he pushes his way through the underbrush, nonchalantly examining his cuticles. He flicks a speck of blood from beneath one of his fingernails, bored.
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Onyx and Jett. Jett and Onyx. together so much the name becomes singular: Jettinonyx. Onyxsinjett. Fraternal twins a hair's breadth away from identical; but in personality, you couldn’t be more different. Jett is kind. Jett is smart. Jett tries and succeeds. You work your ass off to get what you have and still, consistently, fall short. Your sister writes your essays. Your sister takes your quizzes. Your sister passes your driving test, posing as you.
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She’s happy to do it. She wants to see you thrive. She doesn’t want you to stress.
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Battling, though. Battling, you’re good at; whereas Jett can’t stand the violence. Doesn’t tolerate the blood. You’re rough-and-ready, bloody-knuckles, broken noses; Jett is a strategic plan, eight-hours of sleep and a well-balanced breakfast. You’re sixteen energy drinks and cocaine in your late teens; Jett’s a green smoothie and hot yoga classes.
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You have a sponsorship and a loose group of friends that mainly like you because you’re sarcastic and funny. There’s this one kid that tries to cling on every now and again and Jett accepts him with open arms; you’re kind of there, too, and for all his faults, he listens when you talk about the Gym Challenge because, let’s be honest, that’s the only thing you have. It’s the only thing you have, besides your sister, and you’re damn well proud of it.
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Then, the unspeakable.
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When she goes down, she goes down hard. It’s days from health to sickness, from life to death. It’s a genetic abnormality, the doctors say; a spiral of DNA that causes a byproduct of cellular respiration to build up in her blood, her body, and ultimately shut it down. It comes in two forms: the hereditary form, which you best hope and pray you don’t have, and the ‘wild type’ allele, which happens for no explainable reason.
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Before you can plan Jett’s funeral, you have to get tested-- you, your parents, their parents. It comes back negative.
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Jett died for no reason. Jett died on a biological whim. A fluke of nature.
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So you double down in what you know, grief and sarcasm and anger and fighting. And then there’s that kid, Andres. He’s there, too. He’s suddenly doing what you’re doing and you hate that but whatever, as long as you’re better at it, it’s fine. It’s a non-event. It’s fine.
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Until it isn’t.
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You lose. He wins. He tries to apologize to you-- this rat, this stupid, skinny bastard who came into your life and stole the only thing you had remaining, this fucking upstart gatekeeping piece of trash.
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So you take out your anger on his head and the locker and somehow have to go about your life.
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He tries to speak to you the next time you meet which is a laugh. You punch him again and leave him in the dirt. It’s what he deserves.
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But he’s not the only one. You grow distant from everyone. You drop out of school-- you’re shit at it so why bother? You’re shit at everything.
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You’re shit.
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Leave home. Parents liked your sister better, anyhow. Wander, aimless. End up in Kanto. Fall in with Rocket. Find, once again, that brutality is the only thing you ever had a talent for. Excel. Succeed. Acquire a body count. Stop fucking caring. You haven’t cared about anything since Jett died.
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Get noticed. Redeploy-- the Hoenn region, where things are getting heated. That’s okay. You like the heat. The thrill of death is the only thing that makes you feel alive, after all.
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