She/Them
15 (Estimated)
April 5th
Route 119/Fortree
???
Wandering Wildchild
Cadet
GOODBYE GALAR: RUSTED SWORD
POSTED ON Jul 3, 2023 12:35:38 GMT
It was difficult. It was harrowing. But the fighting was over, it seemed.
Miya crooned as she preened at Ettie's hair, and the wildwoman chuckled warmly - reaching up to scritch the bird on the head. Anne settled in at Ettie's opposite side - panting softly, weary, but eyes still alight with spirit. One by one, those of the pack still standing gathered together - and found comfort in eachothers' presences.
But, a shudder under one's feet shows that the memory is unraveling. Ettie glances about - recognition flashing in her eyes, and then back to the one of the pack that was borne here.
Miya chirps - uncertainty crossing the bird's expression, and then surprise, as Ettie embraces her close. Relaxing, she rests her head against her adoptive mother's shoulder, but...
"... We can't stay." Ettie whispers to Miya, burying her face against the avian's feathers. "I'm sorry... But we have to go. And- I... I don't know if you'll be able to come with us." Even for all that uncertainty implied in this statement though, there was a part of her that knew. That knew that Miya would not exist outside of this memory - at least, not in the way she did here.
But what did that mean? Miya blinked, lifting her head to better look at her mother - a soft and confused chirp leaving her beak. The pack was leaving? But without her? ... And what was that wetness, against her feathers? Was mother hurt?
Suddenly, Ettie stepped back - a hand wiping at her eyes. It felt like a betrayal, for things to have to happen this way. For the pokemon she raised over these past twenty years to have to be torn away - not by the choice of wanting to see the world or form a flock of her own, but by the simple cruelty of this world.
When Miya attempted to step closer though, Ettie raised a hand to stop her. "Go." She urged Miya, her voice oh-so-soft and fragile. "To your kin. To those like yourself." To one's kind - towards the Zapdoses of kepler brueshaber , Aidan Hereford , and Cain Toman . Surely, Miya would not be alone for long that way. She'd have her own kind - a flock - to keep her company.
As if things were finally clicking, Miya let out a warbling cry in protest - stepping closer to Ettie, even as the woman stepped back in turn. The stride of long powerful legs overtook that of the human's own though - and she insistently tried to snuggle closer to Ettie - and...
... And Ettie, in turn, couldn't help but accept this - the emotions overflowed, and with it came her tears as she began to sob. She embraced Miya close - buried her face against her child's feathers once more. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.." She hiccuped. "My child, my-- My lovely, wonderful, strong Miya, I..! I'm sorry we can't stay by your side... I'm so proud of you, for growing so big, so strong..."
Even as the pack gathered together though, in one last embrace, this unreality continued to crumble away. It cared naught of the grief of a mother and child being torn apart from one another. And all that Ettie could do was continue to cling to Miya, whispering words of grief and reassurance for the both of them...
Until all goes dark. . .
. . . The first thing Ettie could register, was drops of rains falling upon her face. Wakefulness came slow, in a body that - for a brief period of time - felt too small. But, the sudden sounds of barks and crowing would jolt the child-again to full awareness, and she sat up - glancing around herself.
The pack - and flock - that had been left behind amidst the chaos was now gathering around - worry and relief alike in their body language. Those separated were now together, checking on one another, licking wounds and sniffing and grooming...
And Ettie, of course, was not spared from this. The wildchild couldn't help a sudden squeal of laughter as Duchess is sniffing and nuzzling along her side. "Tickles!" She yelps amidst the laughing, hands coming up to lightly push the Manectric back. But, even amidst the warmth of the reunion... Something feels off, Ettie soon realizes, as she is finally able to push herself up to her feet.
Something is missing.
Someone is missing.
A packmate - no, flockmate - is missing.
It's this realization that causes something in her heart to twist in a familiar-unfamiliar way. Distant, vague, memories - ones that she can only cling to wisps of - whirl about in her mind. And when she realizes that there's something in one of her pockets that wasn't there before - a little accessory, adorned with orange-and-black feathers - something clicks.
"... Miya...?" Ettie whispers softly to herself, the name leaving her lips unbidden. It felt foreign on her tongue, yet as if it belonged all the same - a feeling akin to deja vu. Glancing about at the pack, confusion rises as she questions "Where Miya...?"
However, most of her pokemon give confused glances back - as if unsure of what she's talking about, or who this 'Miya' is. Only a few seem to find recognition in the name - but when their own gazes are distant and sorrowful... The confusion in Ettie's heart gives way to grief. A sort of grief she'd never felt before - that she'd never had to feel before. That of a mother who lost her child.
And for this Ettie, who is a child herself, it is the most painful thing she's ever felt - especially when it's hitting her all at once. Tears rise unbidden, and before she knows it, she's letting out an almost inhuman wail of grief.
Miya is missing. Where is Miya? Who is Miya? Though the sight of the feathers produces some image in her mind, it is fleeting and distant. Incomplete - or perhaps more accurately, fragmented. Ettie's limited vocabulary makes it difficult to put things into words - but the frustration that comes with such only serves to heighten the pain in her heart.
And all the pack can do is embrace her, as she collapses into Anne's side - sobbing against her fur. "Miya... Miyaaaa..." She whimpers pitifully inbetween hiccups and grieving cries, a weak voice calling out for someone who only exists in the figments of her mind. A name that she can't even put a face to, despite it having engraved itself upon her heart.
She doesn't even have the mind to register it, when Zacian and Zamazenta both depart, for Hoenn beyond...
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