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Unspoken Words [S]
POSTED ON Oct 3, 2024 20:52:58 GMT
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The door opened and Gwen was met by the smiling, cheerful face of Robin that she had seen many times before. It was almost as if nothing life changing had happened for the past month and a half for her. Just seeing it made Gwen's already barely restrained fury boil even harder. Yet that voice she had loved to be called fell on deaf ears. A moment of silence passed as the two of them looked at one another. Gwen said nothing, keeping her head down with her teeth clenched together. She rose her eyes to glare at the girl in front of her and lost control. [break][break]

Her left arm rose and slapped Robin's cheek as hard as she could. While the girl was still in shock, she pushed the girl back inside her home. and followed after her.[break][break]

Liquid nitrogen burned inside of Gwen's veins, causing her to breathe hard. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" she yelled at Robin, balling her lone fist while demanding an answer from the psychic as she was on the ground. Gwen didn't hesitated, standing over her with furious eyes. "Get up." she didn't ask, no, she ordered her. [break][break]

Even if it was obeyed or not, the ginger threw her bag near the exit door and stomped up to Robin, grabbing her by the collar and forcing her to look at only her. "Talk, now." [break][break]



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- A lover's quarrel ft. Gwen and Robin [break]






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Unspoken Words [S]
POSTED ON Oct 3, 2024 18:32:20 GMT
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It had taken some time to work her touch on Robin's signal, but Gwendolyn had finally done it. Long nights of decrypting her phone to break that little program that showed her the location of that device, and presumably Robin somewhere nearby. Once she had done it, Gwen packed up her tools (something still rather difficult missing one arm) and grabbed her ride's pokeball before setting out. She hadn't thought that Robin would be in all the way in Lilycove, though maybe it was just temporary? [break][break]

The truth was that Gwen had enough. The long days and nights of sitting alone in that bed, with her thoughts swirling around. There were things she wanted to speak with her friend about, and none of them were going to be good. Her mood had been soured for days about the emotions swelled up inside of her, and this was going to be the only outlet she would need. The gentle and friendly expression was exempt from her face, replaced by one of frustration and soured feelings. [break][break]

It was mid-afternoon when they arrived. Gwen carefully dismounted from the Wyrdeer in front of the place where her phone had received Robin's ping. Her boots marched up to the door where they were sure to be at and she knocked on the door three times. There wasn't an answer at first, so she did so again. Harder. [break][break]

"Robin!" Gwen called for her, though maybe not in the tone that she had been expecting. "Open the door." [break][break]



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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 28, 2024 16:03:08 GMT
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Seeing him with teeth again was so surreal. Gwendolyn's hands moved all around Gishath's head with a loving stroke across his scales. He had been unruly to start with, but something felt different about the both of them now. A sort of mutual respect, perhaps? Or was it something more deep? Whatever the case may be, Gwen knew this wasn't the end of their journey, not by a long shot. Besides, the office could get stuffy at times. And if she wanted to learn more about dragon types to help, she would need as much information as she could acquire.

Of course, Freya couldn't spend all day here with her. The councilwoman was always so busy, and Gwen wouldn't blame her for leaving. "O-Okay. Thanks for stopping by. It means a lot to me. I'll be back on my feet soon, I promise. Just have to figure out a few things." She looked up at her Garchomp and smiled, slowly lowering her head back down onto the pillow as exhaustion claimed her again.

Even with her eyes closed, Gwen smiled at her boss's comment while drowsy. "I should be thanking you for everything. Ever since that day I stepped in your office to get better, my life's changed so much. Thank you for everything…Freya." Her body shifted around, pulling the covers over herself again while soon after the councilwoman left, she was asleep once more.



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LESSER MEGALOPOLIS: AG #3
POSTED ON Sept 28, 2024 15:54:30 GMT
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What Gwen found were studies and reports done by an author with an illegible name, the ink smeared and faded away long ago. Whoever had written the report likely had never once considered what state their hard work would end up in, at the very least. The ranger's hands fell across the surface as Ameena slipped through the crack in the wall.

"Reports of some kind." Gwen put simply. She turned around and walked near Ameena to show her. Waiting for the other woman were drafts and sketches of the Ultra Beasts here, but smaller in scale. Even faded photographs of one Nhilego that was about the size of a Bulbasaur. "They're about Ultra Beasts. Apparently, they weren't so huge in size originally. Something forced them to grow larger, under some kind of influence. Could this be because of the Megaopolans experimenting on them? I can't imagine it would be anything else."

She put the papers away once Ameena had finished, into the depths of her ranger backpack where it would either be safe from the elements or be at risk from being covered in Goomi slime. "Guess there's only one place to go now." She said, looking down the hall at the proceeding staircase. The area around them was cloaked in shadows. Absolute darkness with the only lighting coming from the faint glimmering lights on the horizon. An uneasy feeling fell over Gwendolyn, her feet taking her closer to the exit door.




31. in lesser megalo tower or anywhere else in the city, encounter documentation, notes, or stories describing or illustrating how ultra beasts were smaller beings many centuries ago.


     
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VISITING HOURS [M]
POSTED ON Sept 23, 2024 0:22:44 GMT
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Gwen waited patiently for Tsubaki's judgement, watching her pace around the room while taking interest in the flowers in the room. They had been placed by her from , with wishes for a speedy recovery. The woman had been around to visit every now and again to check on her, which was well appreciated. No signs of Robin though. Gwen had tried texting her this morning, but no reply, just like always. Maybe she was just busy with something?

The agreement to mentor her took Gwen by surprise, catching the other woman by surprise. "Really?! You'll train me? I'd hug you if it didn't hurt to move anything below the waist right now. And I wasn't popping painkillers like crazy. I owe you one, Baki." At the other woman's insistence for her question, she really tried to think about how Tsubaki could have gotten her information so easily. It was an enigma to her, though it could have been the current mental state she was in. Gwen did try to humor her and think of a good enough answer as to why.

"Because I have my phone open to share my location or something? Look, my brain feels like slushie right now after figuring out who you were. I genuinely don't know how you were able to contact me And yeah, you could be affiliated with Rocket, but are you? WHy would you be here if you were? I can't imagine Rocket would have enough free time to have you come here and taunt you?"


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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 22, 2024 23:27:28 GMT
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"Somebody has to take care of you. That's why you hired me as an assistant. If you're going to throw yourself into the abyss, somebody has to be there to pull you out."

Freya's words manage to get through the girl's dumb little head somehow. Gwendolyn smiled a little at her last remark, as she had been fearful of everyone she had known casting her aside the moment she wasn't of use to them anymore. It was what any good crafts person would do to a broken down tool, and why would humans be any different. Her eyes went to the heavy weight by her side as Gishath perched his chin on his trainer's side. Even while sedated, she let out a gasp at the CHANGE before her.

"Gishath?! Y-You evolved!" Her hand let go of Freya's to cautiously stroke the scales on top of his head. He grinned, showing off his new teeth to Gwen as she moved to offer the dragon-type a sluggish hug. His coarse skin did feel abrasive, though she could care less.

"I'm sorry about...what I said in the cave. Thank you for everything. Saving me, being with me...everything. We've been through a lot, but if you want to leave after what happened, I won't blame you." She lifted her head up from the head to look at him with half awake eyes again. While not entirely present, Gwen still offered it to her friend. "We've been through a lot and you probably want to go back and see your friends again, show them how strong you've gotten. I won't force you to stay if you want to go. It's all up to you."

Gishath looked at Freya then Gwen for a moment and then moved to Gwen and nuzzled against her cheek again. Even in her state, she could read him like a book. "Really? You'll stay? That's great...but it might be a bit of a long recovery." she hugged him again, a bit tighter this time but still gleeful. She took a moment to return the affection to him, letting out a soft laugh. "Let's shoot for the top together, big guy~"

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LESSER MEGALOPOLIS: AG #3
POSTED ON Sept 19, 2024 8:46:02 GMT
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Their dash across the lane for the impending Gusslord was quite terrifying. In all her years, Gwen had safely assumed that she wouldn't staring at such a horrifying Ultra Beast such as this, let alone wandering around some hellish alien world full of crystal people, and yet, here she was doing exactly that. Once safely across, she looked back at Ameena and hoped that she could handle herself, although it appeared to have hit a bit of a wall once the beast's tongue reached out to swallow the Intelleon.

"Shit, not good!" Gishath tugged at her side, pointing for her to get inside of the building. Gwen shook her head, throwing at her Magneton as a series of beeps and boots filled the air. She pointed at the large target while praying there was time. "Stick to the Guzzlord and shock it until it spits out the Intelleon!" Following orders, the electric type soared over to the Guzzlord’s tongue and clfamped down on it before shocking the Ultra Beast enough to hopefully release his grip on the Pokémon.

After the act was done, she recalled the Magneton back before they could be a secondary meal. "Let’s get inside before anythibg else tries to eat us." Gwen said, then led the way inside of the small hole into the ground floor. Her feet hit cracked and chipped ground, with monitors and destruction apparent in their wake. This was a lobby area of some kind, or it once was. Now it looked more comparable to the aftermath of an explosion. Rubble, chunks of foundation and papers everywhere. "It looks abandoned alright. I don't see any signs of any of the megapolans getting in here. At least, not on this floor."

She slowly walked to face a series of torn and aged documents across a table, doing her best to decipher it.


     
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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 18, 2024 14:19:42 GMT
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Gwen couldn't listen to anything, the world mited as her focus was latched onto her missing arm. Every breath felt heavy, with her mind clouded by worries. Freya spoke to her though she couldn't hear. Worry poured out of her like a waterfall. What about her job? Her living? She could only begin to hyperventilate out of worry, clutching her head with a single hand and squeezing. Just absorbing absolute despair into every pore until she gave out. Her body felt sluggish as she lowered herself back into bed and just…stopped reacting.

The nurse rushed in, and after being assured the Garchomp would not attack her, had quickly went to check up on the unconscious Gwen. It was a stressful minute for Gishath and Freya, as the nurse called a doctor and both were quick to assure both that she was fine. The stress of the reaction to losing a limb had put too much stress onto her recovering mind. They offered her more sedatives and once she began to stir again, had left.

The ginger awoke to even greater head pain, dialed back to square one as she winced at every pulse. She was quiet for a minute, not saying anything. Just staring away from Freya, until her arm went out to the councilwoman and grabbed it firmly. "Please don't fire me. Ah-I'll worker harder, I'll bust my ass and do everything and make you proud. I'll get up early and shovel dragon shit all morning and do everything else until midnight. I'll show you I'm not a mistake you want to erase."

Tears hit the blanket and gown that Gwen wore, fingers burrowing into Freya's arm as she was crying once more. "Just don't leave me like this. I promise I'll *hic* think of something. Just…please don't take away my job. It's the only thing I have that I feel I can make a difference at."



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a crossroads;
POSTED ON Sept 18, 2024 13:36:26 GMT
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Gwen stood back up slowly, making sure that the Mew on her head wasn't getting thrown around or anything during her ascent. A gleeful glimmer was in both eyes while she faced Greyson again, bringing both hands together! "That was amazing! It's like I was asleep, but still functional and could feel super rested! I could think clear for a while without any worries. You're amazing, Greyson!" The recruit smiled at the man, gently reaching up to stroke the Mew again while thinking over some things in her mind.

"What else cab you show me about Ranger stuff? I want to learn everything! Especially after that refresh session."



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Troubled Waters [S]
POSTED ON Sept 18, 2024 13:22:09 GMT
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These damned wires, keeping her in place while Freya was likely somewhere either starving, dehydrated or a combination of both! She struggled for a bit but managed to calm herself down and give the other woman a tired yet reluctant look. "She needs me, Captain! If I'm in here, she's probably in her office or just passed out somewhere. J-Just please let me help…"

She fussed around but would eventually settle down enough to lay back down. Her body ached with a dull throb and Gwen let out a soft exhale in revolt. Being stuck in a bed was a fate worse than death for her. A busybody who had to keep moving was no good being bedridden. She looked down at Gishath around her body as the Garchomp was busy chewing on some of her leftovers.

"Head hurts." A brief statement as Gwen rubbed the back of her neck, looking over at Annalise again. "How long has it been since Sootopolis? A-And what about Petalburg? Did we lose that too?"


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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 13, 2024 17:51:16 GMT
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The feeling of being cared for was nice, a change from what she was used to back home. Her parents were always busy with one thing or another, leaving poor Gwen to fend for herself in most cases. She couldn't help the grin across her lips, followed by the faint color across her cheeks. Gishath shared the sentiment, with the dragon's tongue gently brushing against Freya's hand.

Her answers make Gwen begin to falter.

"I-It's going to...be okay?" Gwen repeated, a soft pause going along as she began to open her eyes to see the blurred imagine of Freya. Even without a clear focus, she picked up on the clues. "F-Freya, what happened?" Gishath's head craned over at their boss as if to ask what the correct move here was. "Freya..." Ginger locks moved as Gwen shuffled her head around to look at the other arm.

And stop at the sight of her stump. Gwen froze in place, eyes inspecting every detail around the missing limb as it came into focus. The heart rate monitor's steady rhythm started to speed up. "M-My arm..." Gwen trembled, the lone arm clutching the bedding in stress, her remaining hand shaking as the fingers drummed around the end of the stunted limb. "No. Nononono..."

The fear residing in her heart swelled. All the thoughts and worries that she had during the battles had resurfaced with a renewed strength. What would become of her? Could she still be a Ranger without her dominant arm? Gwen's breaths grew panicked again, her eyes latched heavily onto her right side. "Agh-I can't...I'm not supposed to..." She couldn't be of use to Freya anymore. The visions were right, she was going to throw her out for being so useless. Gwen had no chance against somebody more physically capable.

Her heart rate skyrocketed, sending the machine to emit several messages across the screen showing caution message about Gwen's increase in heart beating.



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VISITING HOURS [M]
POSTED ON Sept 12, 2024 20:07:44 GMT
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Well, in her mind, it sounded pretty cool in her mind at least. Gwen was just happy to learn that her estimate on her name was correct! she smirked at the other woman and tried to adjust her glasses again with the missing arm out of habit. "I'll say she has. But you were the real deal! If there was anything to do with Freya, you always knew it! Can you teach me everything there is to this woman? I'm quickly finding out about stuff I never thought somebody like her would need to be supervised for."

At her question about how Tsubaki found out about her location, that was one thing she didn't know. It could have been just magic that she used for all that Gwen knew. "My name's in the ranger database, and it makes sense that a gym leader could just go and ask for my number. Unless Freya told you to come and see me."

She laid back in her bed while feeling her stomach settle now that it had some food inside of it. Thinking back on it, Gwen did wonder about one thing. "How's gym life been treating too? Is that any busier than what Freya used to have you do?"


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May 29
Twinleaf Town
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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 12, 2024 20:06:09 GMT
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The feeling of the kiss on her forehead brought Gwen some sense of comfort. Clouds parted in her mind to provide the girl with some amount of peace again. A smile broke through as the assistant laid still, too broken to do anything but just talk.

"My Xurkitree was getting people to higher ground when the waters were rising, when the boulders came down and knocked it over. It was heading into the water and I knew I had to do something before my mistake would electrocute everyone in the water."

Beside her, Gishath would slowly awaken. While not entirely awake, he could still sense who it was prodding him. The Garchomp's head rose to meet Freya with a cheerful cry. His head pushed against her hand again, the nicks and marks on his scales visible to her critical eye. However, it was apparent Gishath had sustained damage that hadn't been treated yet due in part to rushing to protect his trainer.

"I tried to get him to leave me trapped, to take everyone out to safety...but he refused." Gwen reported back, while Gishath moved over to nudge his trainer as her hand moved over to scratch by the side of his head again. ”Thank you for saving me. I owe you my life, Gishath."

She continued to pet her beloved companion before pausing, trying to moving a limb that wasn't there. ”I can't feel my arm." Gwen commented, still sounding half awake as she tried to move a limb that was no longer present. "D-Did something happen, Freya?"



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Gwen, "Gwennie"
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May 29
Twinleaf Town
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5'6" height
5'6" height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Lick Your Wounds [S]
POSTED ON Sept 9, 2024 4:04:37 GMT
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Gishath's eyes widened at the sight of the woman he had wanted to see most of all. The now fully grown fledgling rushed to meet her with opened arms. At Freya's touch, the proud once Gabite would relax enough to allow people inside of the room, but his worry was ever present. His twitchy and impatient demeanor made his worry for his trainer all the more clear. Doctors tended to the orange haired assistant every now and again. His defensive noises were muted only by the fingers trailing against his newly formed scar.

Gwen was still as the only accompanying noise in the room came from the heart-rate monitor attached to her chest. Once Freya had awakened from her doze and asked if she was awake, the younger girl said nothing for a moment. It appeared she was still asleep, though her hand slowly began to ball as her face twitched. The world was black, but she could feel like something had happened.

"Frey...yuh." The noise was weak, but she was at least somewhat lucid. Gishath was quickly to slowly nudge closer to her. His tail settled around her protectively while she stirred. "Are we...dead?"

Thoughts slowly returned to her of the vision she had of speaking to Freya again at the cave that she had almost perished at. The insecurities come full force which stung deep, even in her half awake state. Her expression changed into one of pain. Too exhausted to even summon tears, her brows furrowed together while she took a moment to gather up enough energy to talk.

"I'm sorry. Y-You put so much trust into me...and I failed you. You gave me everything, a-and I took it for granted every time. You gave me meaning and-"

She stopped for a moment, too weak to will herself to speak again, but quietly sulking to herself. It was a few seconds of just letting herself rest before her messy state could focus on itself again.

"If you hate me, that's fine. What you said in the cave was right. I'm useless to you..."


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VISITING HOURS [M]
POSTED ON Sept 9, 2024 3:34:00 GMT
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Gwen sat up as the door opened, with a woman walking through the door as she smiled at her. "Hey Cammy! Long time no see." She had to keep up appearances for anybody outside of the loop, as she was more interested to see what the woman who had contacted her knew more than she had let on to begin with. It didn't take long before she set up her things and closed the door with something to give them some privacy, which Gwen quietly let her do and make her way over to the bed.

"You try almost dying and see how good you look afterwards. I've had a migraine for the past half a week and haven't eaten in a day aside from plain crackers. The food in here is awful, the shittiest food to ever be put on a plate. If you have something edible on you, I'd owe you twelve to take a bite of it."

The Rotomphone flew around as Gwen watched with envy. She had still been trying to teach her own to fly into the phone, although it didn't seem to be too big a of a fan of the idea. Maybe one day though! The mystery woman pulled out a sandwich and ate half, with the other half being thrown at her. The ranger bit into it immediately, scarfing down the half a meal in only three bites. While it was only half, actual food was amazing. Gwen let out pleased, affirming groans of sustenance while watching the woman and her pokemon get to work.

It was a lot to think about, Gwen's lips pursing together in thought. So Freya had turned entirely, in front of a crowd of people, even! What kind of pain would that have put the councilwoman in? She frowned at the thought of thinking of the damage she sustained in that alone, much less being swallowed whole by another legendary Pokemon.

"It sounds like some fucked up dream or something. A human just transforming like that. I'm glad she's alright though. For a narcoleptic picky eater, Freya can really throw down when she needs to."

Her thoughts continued to swell inside of her wounded brain. A dull pain began to throb the longer Gwen focused on it, though it was thankfully pushed aside when the other woman called her out of leaking stuff to a nobody. It wasn't a lie. Gwendolyn had just start blabbing to an anonymous person out of nowhere, but it was time to reveal her secret hand as well. Something that she had been keeping herself and gambled on.

"You're right, technically we're not even introduced to each other yet, Cammy. By the way, that's a fucking awful alias. You couldn't even try and get something remotely Sinnoh-ish? Maddie, Patricia, Olivia." She reached for a pill on the side of her table and the room temperature cup of water that had been quenching her thirst for the past hour or so. One downed pill later, she continued. "I did start worrying that I had leaked information to some nobody I met online without a name or anything. I've broken NDAs on a bunch of stuff accidentally back home. I've just been super excited to talk about stuff I specialize in. But then I started to think about what you said and really try and figure out how you would know half of that kind of thing."

Gwen gave a small but strained smirk, rubbing at her temples as the dull headache would still be present, but going down.

"I lost an arm, but not the front half of my brain. So if we take this logical path, you'll see what I mean. One, you definitely know about Freya, like an incredible amount. Yeah, it could all be fake and you could be using me, but you know specific little details. Stuff that I do that I don't even know about her like that coffee order. My first day, I made her basic ass coffee and she told me she wants it dark as hell."

"Your order made me go back into my notes I took, and it lines up. Even the wording is just like the one that was left for me back at the office for the replacement admin, word for word. What you texted me is near an exact match. You've done it so many times you can condense it down into a series of instructions that you've repeated enough times to stick."

Her index finger was raised on her remaining hand, with the middle finger being next.

"Two, you obviously care about her well being, even in the text messages. Again, you can be leading me on, claiming to be somebody who claims to know what happened and trying to squeeze me for information, but then why the uplifting messages?"

"If you didn't have our intentions at heart, you would have glanced over it with something. Maybe a back pat and a link to a self help website, but you spent way too long on that point for it not to be genuine. You obviously wanted to check in on Freya and to some extent, me."

She paused to finish off the rest of her water, then spoke again.

"Lastly, if you wanted information and to chat, you would have come here, but if you were hunting traitors or leakers, then I'll be handcuffed to the bed in the next ten or twenty minutes or so. If you had any worse intentions, you'd be suffocating me with the pillow right about now, or at least poisoning that sandwich I ate."

"When I woke up for real after our chat, I decided to do some digging after reviewing my thoughts. I have access to the office database from the laptop, and I found something. Enough to take a guess at who you are, based on some of the paperwork that doesn't have Freya's name on it."

Gwendolyn pushed the laptop at an angle for her to see, a hand resting on the screen to shield it from any view but hers.

"I guess what I'm saying Tsubaki," she adjusted herself on the bed, finally feeling the pill take effect with a relieved groan.

"Is that don't fuck with an aspiring Pokemon Professor. Because even half high on painkillers, I can catch onto you...in about eight hours. I fell asleep a lot during the note taking."

[ BINGO :: PROFESSOR ]


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