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oh, i was raised on little light

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"i -"

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what is she even supposed to say? sorry, you probably thought i died when i didn't come home? sorry, i sort of abandoned you, didn't i?

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nothing fits and in the end, she settles on a simple, slightly flat, response.

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"yeah."

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god, she wants to kick herself or crawl into a hole and never come back out. embarrassment and disappointment heats the tips of her ears until she feels slightly feverish.

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and with little to do but shift weight back and forth between her feet, she looks away.

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"you're the help they managed to snag, then?"

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no explanation. nothing... just the duty expected of her drilled into her brain.


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sol, nara
she/her
27
march 13th
goldenrod city, johto
bisexual
officer
cadet
you can rest your head down and not feel any shame.
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it took some adjusting, but patrol no longer raises hackles or coerces a display of teeth.

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the pulses of noise drifting out from the crowds, the constant movement of masses all shifting around each other, the familiar and damning sensation of a target still painted on her back.

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six months and she doesn't flinch when there's a loud noise. a year and she stops holding the gun in its holster.

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and somewhere along the way, her shoulders gradually ease into a neutrality.

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for a while, at least.

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tension slams back into the nervous system when she turns a corner, badge quickly reflecting a stray sunbeam, and a familiar face flitters into view. there's no clouds here to hide the moon away, to shield from feeling so known and seen in illuminating moonlight.

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getting closer, she ignores the urge to hover a hand over her gun - old habits die screaming - and instead brings her hands up to rest them in the armholes of her tactical vest.

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"callie."

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a few more steps and she looks awkward, lingering like a ghost.

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"been a while."


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nikki

sol, nara
she/her
27
march 13th
goldenrod city, johto
bisexual
officer
cadet
you can rest your head down and not feel any shame.
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POSTED ON Oct 12, 2024 1:40:19 GMT
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FLASH OF LIGHT

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golden child, you weren't built in a day,[break]
but you managed to burn in one.


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a product of war fought on multiple fronts, raised with loyalty and honor etched into your veins. the sun on your face doesn't feel the same as it used to, but that's the price paid.

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you can be a sword and shield all you'd like...

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it doesn't change the erosion of your light, eclipsed by shadows and a missing in action stamp on a personnel file. dim, dim, dimmer still. escape feels like the warmth of sunlight once more, even if there's a residual cold front bringing winter into your body.

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and you never could ignore the teachings of your family. not then, in kanto, and certainly not now.

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you can't continue to ignite your kindling into an inferno to keep them warm. eventually, you'll burn down into ashes and they don't always bring the rebirth of dawn.



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