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Orion Lykos
And Then There Was One [S]
POSTED ON Oct 10, 2022 9:06:23 GMT
He knows how it feels to fall apart.
Not in this way, not for this reason, but the fear and uncertainty reflected in the glassy sheen of Nikita's gaze is one he's seen in the mirror one too many times. When life threw complications and your world shattered.
He didn't grieve for his own family, when one of his older brothers had perished in the Three Day War. They didn't deserve even a passing consideration in his mind. But he'd grieved for Annie Mei, for Ruby Walker, for others friends whose lives had been taken too early.
And he'd grieved for himself, for the person he'd been before Rocket's trauma.
He pieces together these scattered experiences and tries, in whatever way he can, to empathize.
"You're going to feel whatever you feel," he says, after a pause to find the words. "There's no right or wrong way about it. If anyone tries to tell you otherwise, well, fuck them." It's not the most eloquent, but hell. "You don't have to explain how it feels. Not to me, or to anyone." You just have to feel it, and endure it, and keep on living.
"I don't know much about running a company," he admits, with an apologetic grimace. "I was Council, but I wasn't Silph, if that makes sense. But isn't there someone else you could appoint, if it's not what you want?"
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