Masculine
Thirty One
November 13
Cinnabar Island
heterosexual
Kantonian Ambassador
Ex-Head Ranger
you gotta use what you've learned in order to receive what you've earned
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Sénon Game
Gone with the Tide (M)
POSTED ON Jan 2, 2021 16:52:14 GMT
The tugging at his hair was merely a physical reflection of her will tugging at his heart.
Without knowing she pulled him in the direction she herself went. It was easy to go along with until now, their interests never serving to interrupt each other the way they did now.
Even that was more his fault than her own. How was she supposed to know that he intended war if that was what it took to rid Kanto of the Rockets that plagued it; he never told her as much. So much of their time together had been sharing and letting each other in. Though where Cait bore her truths like fruit for Sénon to pluck and savor, although they were seemingly more meager in comparison he dug in with his own truths like a tick burrowing below the skin.
His time as a would-be Rocket during their early years, the death of his childhood starter team when he turned against Rocket, the deaths he wouldn't shy away from causing to remove Rocket from Kanto. He'd told her none of it.
As much he offered her his shoulder and advice, the way he'd been a rock for her to anchor her from the turbulence of her suffering, it crumbled him and made him feel like an imposter that he hadn't truly allowed her to do the same for him.
It was one hell of a bout of emotional whiplash, so severe that despite his chest not trembling and voice not shaking, his eyes welled just the same.
He couldn't leave Cait, he'd done it once before and it only brought him back to her arms. Yet, the thought of leaving behind Kanto, leaving behind his home and giving up on his revenge literally pained (and frustrated) him to tears.
"I think its a fine idea." His speaking voice was baritone and ripe with conviction, he told her no lies, same as always. "Its noble and earnest and something I would be proud to watch."
His hands clenched into fists before he could continue on. "But I won't be able to sit watch you better Hoenn while Kanto decays." His expression became a grave one, like nothing she'd seen on him since the first time they met and he reprimanded a spiteful dragon several times his size. "What happens when the righteous things we want force us apart?" When he finally blinked, the tears ran down a short ways before joining the spring water.
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