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POSTED ON Jun 23, 2021 13:05:06 GMT

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there's something quick, almost cold, in the way that jayden turns to him. a glance in his direction. he's defensive.

[break][break] "how do you know?"

[break][break] before this, the two barely talked to each other — if at all. does he even know jayden's real name?

[break][break] when he'd been alive, it could be said that dmitri had taught jayden many things. however, of all those things, father had never once taught him about relationships. about love.

[break][break] what did CIAN MAHER know that he didn't?

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POSTED ON Jun 23, 2021 13:14:19 GMT

[attr="class","cian"]"i'm sure some people do. not you, though."

the smile he offers is far from genuine.

"call it a feeling."

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POSTED ON Jun 23, 2021 13:30:53 GMT

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there is something confident in his voice as cian speaks — sure, clear, knowing. jayden looks at him, really looks at him, trying to decipher something in the other's expression. how does cian know?

[break][break] is jayden worth it? how does he know that he deserves better than this? how does he know chu-e wasn't the best there was? what kinds of secrets was CIAN MAHER hiding?

[break][break] his throat tightens.

[break][break] "call it a feeling."

[break][break] something, nearly like relief, uncoils in jayden's stomach. a feeling, it was just a feeling.

[break][break] the boy sighs, turning finally away from him. he glances back at the cafeteria — the shadow is missing, the knocking is gone. "i don't think anything's here," he says, but pauses. "we should check the kitchen. if there's nothing there, we can get some food."

[break][break] ordinarily, jayden would never spoil his stomach with a midnight snack.

[break][break] today feels different, though.

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[attr="class","cian"]"you asking me out?"

cian pauses for effect, then breaks into a chuckle.

"just fucking with you. sure, let's go."

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