molly
she/her
31
october 16
elsewhere
pansexual / aro
functioning sociopath
<redacted>
snake-eyed with a sly smile
GESTATION (SAUNA)
POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 0:47:11 GMT
they have made this dance a hundred times over. they have explored each other's bodies in every manner of speaking. they have lusted and they have hungered and they have used each other recklessly, shamefully. they are wrapped in velvet sin, draperies of scarlet.
how odd, she thinks, while spent and panting like a babe and mewling for more, that this fog settle over her. how odd that it clings to her hair and her nose and her teeth and her breasts. and that she is content with it there, with its shroud (that's all she's ever wanted - to stay in the darkness, to thrive in the darkness).
how odd, too, that she has always thought him a god when she knows, and even more so now, that he is a demon.
she speaks only truths - it is at the core of her very being. and she loves him, though what sort of love it is she does not know. it is necessity. it is safety. it is fear.
the fog begins to clear around her brain. her vision sharpens. the mists that cling to her fade away and she pulls back with a start, suddenly wishing to do it all over again, to go back to that moment on the precipice, where pain and pleasure became one -
(where she could see the little girl, so that she might ask her her name.)
but the logical part of her brain is working again and it's asking the question why did this stop? because their forays into this realm of desire usually last for several hours.
she plunges her hands into the water and grasps his arm. and then she pinches his fingertips and says, urgently, "do you feel this? can you feel what i'm doing right now?"
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