Sera
Feminine
26
November 16th
Jubilife City
Bisexual
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Former Beast
You don't wanna see me bratty~
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Serena Malcolm
heart shaker
POSTED ON Oct 14, 2021 8:46:56 GMT
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"i'm sure you will eventually." Danny said, trying his best to encourage her. Serena just didn't know if it would actually come true. Had she become more pessimistic after the loss of Cas. No, deep down she was always like this. She couldn't trust herself to go back to how she used to be. The scariest part of all this sudden change was that, deep down, she didn't know if she wanted to go back. [break][break]
The Serena before was weak and indecisive. It's why so many took advantage of her and suffered no repercussions from her because of that. It's why Cas was so needed. He was the rock that would take charge to defend her from those she would so readily give her heart to. She had depended on him too much and now that he was gone she didn't know how to stand on her own two feet. [break][break]
Perhaps this was for the best. This pain. This change. Without it, she'd never be able to grow. But Arceus help her, she wished it didn't have to be like this. Danny took hold of her hand that fell from his cheek. His sigh was heavy and brought her back from her thoughts. "but i still love you, sera, and nothing's going to change that."[break][break]
Was he getting tired of this back and forth with her? She wouldn't blame him if he was. But this chaotic energy and flip flop of emotions represented what was really going on in her mind. She couldn't make sense of anything. Another apology was on the tip of her tongue, it threatened to reveal itself but she bit it back, afraid Danny would become upset with yet another apology. [break][break]
What should she do? What should she say? Everything she could think of would lead him to being more frustrated with her surely. Serena bit her quivering lip. He shouldn't still love her, not after everything she put him through. She walked a dangerous like of indecisiveness still. She both equally wanted what was best for him but selfishly wanted to keep him to herself as well. The friction between the two opposing forces was part of her ongoing stress and self torture. [break][break]
She looked back up at him with her azure hues searching for something in his own gaze before pressing her forhead against him and gently kissing him. "I love you too." she whispered so softly it almost felt as if she would disappear with the wind's slightest blow.
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