Enma, Homura
She/Her
Twenty-Seven
may 27
Ecruteak City
demisexual
hitman
Elite
Tell me what exactly are you thinking, right now - Do you still love me? Or is it that you hate me?
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AYAME FUJIWARA
the long fall
POSTED ON Jul 13, 2022 5:01:12 GMT
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it's for the best. [break][break]
he's so desperate to avoid her gaze, it's almost endearing. it's almost amusing. it's almost painful. since he's found her, he's tried to glance away from her eyes. doesn't it hurt, ayame? does it ail you to know that he tries to avoid you, tries to refrain from speaking to you, because you've hurt him so? for leaving without a word, all for the sake of your revenge? the revenge was bitter, and it was sweet, but watching him as he is now, only a few feet away, she can say for certain that it wasn't worth it in the end. [break][break]
not if it meant leaving him the way she has. [break][break]
but what is there to do, when she's pit between the consequences of her own actions and a hard place? it's to be expected; this is her karma. though she's regret what she's said - desperately, and dearly - saying that shell take it back now will result in him brushing her words off, trying to move on. trying to move on from her. trying to leave her (which she expects, and wouldn't fault him for, but it still stings her heart nonetheless). [break][break]
perhaps he hates her, and it's for the best, as she leans her back against the elevator wall to close her eyes in thought. she'll let the silence between him, and the bitter words that cling and hang over her fill the space. though she knows, holding her arms, as her smile fades, that at another time, she would have leaned against his shoulder, whispering sweet words whilst playing with his fingers. they used to do that all the time. [break][break]
but this was for the best. the bitterness, the hatred, the anger and the tension was all for the best. [break][break]
... [break][break]
was it really for the best?
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