the hiker
she/her
twenty-eight
april eighteenth
petalburg
demisexual
hiker
ranger officer
TAG WITH @francie
francie myrtle
back in town [ c ]
POSTED ON Jan 9, 2022 13:52:05 GMT
"oh, she can hold it by herself, look at you!"
she half spoke to kim, half spoke to the baby in her arms. she did, however, keep her eye on said bottle for a while just to make sure it was steady before looking back to kim.
but looking at him and thinking about what she had to confess to kim made her look out the window.
"the first time i left, i was threatened by silas. when i had heard he was dead, i came back, tried gym leader again, but i just kept finding myself distracted and pulled in five different directions. matters of the heart, mostly."
she'd confessed to kim once that she was pretty sure she loved fernando. it ended up with a forced piggy back ride and ice cream.
"i took your advice and i distanced myself from fernando, for a while. from hoenn as a whole. it...kind of made me miserable. i just kept worrying and wondering what was going on. and then all the news articles certainly didn't help. talks of wormholes and rocket takeovers."
she looked back to kim with a soft smile.
"and then i decided, i needed to take a big step back. so, i isolated myself from everybody. turned off most forms of communication, kept an emergency beacon on me in case i came into any danger, but just took a year to focus on myself. to figure out what i really wanted, outside of everybody else's influence."
because francie was very good at being influenced by other people. it was her greatest flaw, losing her own voice among thousands of others.
"that's about the time i reached the peak of mt. coronet. i got wrapped up in the legends of the sinnoh region, went to researching, and then ... decided to come back home. get in contact with everybody again and... specifically, fernando. i told him how i felt, gave him no choice in refuting how i felt, but explained that i understood with where he stands in the world that he can't afford for us to really explore the emotions; which i've accepted."
unrequited love.
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