saoirse quinn
she/her
29
october 27
circhester, galar
bisexual
physicist / inventor
head scientist
every night i burn, dream the black crow dream
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Lulu Flint
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POSTED ON May 25, 2022 8:42:54 GMT
what had she dreamt about? no one had ever asked. much of it was still shockingly vivid in her sleepless mind.
“i used to dream all the time,” she recalled.
theo's familiar hands over muscle were soothing, appreciated, but her eyes were soon far-off as she began to share with him things she’d never shared with anyone before.
”it was always lonely. usually it felt like i was the only person in the world, and it was so dark that i couldn’t see.” briefly, she wondered if perhaps darkrai had played a part in her dreams long before she’d met it in the ‘real world’. ”sometimes, though, i would see other people—but they wouldn’t have faces. they were usually just... blank.” the few exceptions had been those whom she hated the very most. ”it was strange.”
her hand ran idly through his hair, and she was quiet for a beat before she continued.
”there was this nightmare that i had over and over for a while, right before darkrai. instead of dark, everything was bright white. i would be walking in the snow for a long time, and eventually, i’d get to a cliff. there would be this giant red eye, waiting for me at the edge, glaring... and i would just… combust. burn up, in flames, into nothing.” the way in which she'd wake from those dreams had been horrific. feeling the skin frying off of her bones, and gasping for air as her lungs singed...
she returned, blinking, and finding herself oddly disturbed at the memories of such forgotten darkness she’d left behind. or had she?
after having witnessed the dreams of others, her own had seemed bizarrely abstract; however, she now maintained that the possibilities of worlds were truly endless. perhaps she had merely gravitated to those in which she’d survived far longer than she should have, only to live in the lonesome agony her heart here felt she truly deserved.
”maybe it's better that i don't sleep anymore.”
but if she could control the dreams, or at least the places she could go? that would be a different story.
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