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POSTED ON Jul 15, 2022 19:23:49 GMT
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“I WANT—”

this time he finds no shiver behind her touch. goosebumps raise. an uncontrollable mechanism which she can bend to her whims. but what he does control becomes unmalleable.

—you to love me.

the words are not his own. he speaks them. knows this. but fernando silph does not talk about love.

so why does he do so?

he’s not sure. the WISH TAG has been extracted. harvested after using him as a bedfarm for flesh and spirit. his arm remains scarred. absent of the runes that spell out what he covets.

love me anya fowl.

his grip tightens.

kiss me.


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POSTED ON Jul 15, 2022 19:47:15 GMT
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she expects whims of the future, fantasies only she can turn to reality. they've exchanged sweat and spit and everything in between, but their hearts? his sole purpose has been the cause. human affections are trifling, stuffy things, and even her fondness for him has always been met, understandably so, with a wall. 

even in the baths, when he filled her to the brim until mist curled from her nose, her lips, pink around her eyes, she had known that their love was a fallacy. 

so now his request sends shivers through her. her breath hitches, lashes fluttering before she presses against him with newfound fervor. no more playing, teasing, flirting. she wrenches his lips open with her own and folds into him, thighs squeezing his sides. 

"let the rest of the world wait," she rasps, nose to his cheek, breath hot. "let me have you tonight." and i will give you everything you want. 
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POSTED ON Jul 15, 2022 20:17:14 GMT
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LOVE DOES NOT EXIST. it is a human construct given tangible meaning by creatures that understand little about the universe. they use it to explain irrational feelings and incorrect decisions. it is a boogeyman for their excuses.

and that is why fernando will never love again. not the way he used to. not in the way he was groomed to know and accept.

because no one can replace elysia.

no one.

the rfit she left in her passing puts the silph in fernando silph. cemented by the very fabric of perfect linen cloth that suits the man he tried to escape from. a cold exterior that understands that humans, and by extension their constructs, are oh so fragile.

which is why anya fowl is set up for failure.

on paper, she is his perfect match. beautiful. sexy. sly with just enough charm to set him off in ways indescribable. and underneath the sultry smoke and mirrors is a brilliant mind that eclipses his own.

they have an understanding. of what must be done. of just how much they must accomplish in their short and finite lifetimes. an understanding that in just a few generations their names will be forgotten and their work stashed into a textbook left unread except by the purposeful.

even that is not enough to earn his love. the pure and unadulterated compassion that would have him die for her a million times over. the one that would elope across the multiverse as he settles for drawing out just a moment longer with her.

that love does not exist anymore.

so she gets that bastardized version. the tainted derivative that pumps through his heart and lies through his teeth.

then have me.

knowing this does not prevent it. being self aware does not lessen the blow. fernando silph, a human despite all rumors and allegations, falls under the same trap that all other mortals find themselves hoodwinked by.

and i will give you all of me.

as much as she can fit.

as much as she can handle.


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POSTED ON Jul 16, 2022 3:20:07 GMT
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through his eyes she will see the cosmic horrors, bear witness to the madness that comes from knowledge alight and just as quickly doused. already, she slakes her skin with his, shedding layers like an adder, limbs languid. their coming together is slow, impassioned, or however else she might delude herself. 

after all, she is only human. 

his time away has left him weary, but she does not relent. on her knees, curls swaying, she takes her fill. the afternoon passes and twilight yawns, golden light spilling onto dewy skin, and still she hungers for more. 

more, more, more, as though that will break down that last wall that lay between them. as though that will scatter the rest of her apprehensions, the nagging thought that no matter where she turns, she's facing the gallows. 

and only after she brings him to his bed, after her lipstick has smeared and her legs are shaking, does she rest a palm on his breast and fall asleep against him. twined there, like lovers ought to be. 
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POSTED ON Jul 16, 2022 22:13:49 GMT
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FOR THE FIRST TIME in a long time, fernando silph sleeps peacefully. his body goes limp and his dreams become something tangible. when he wakes up, he can remember bits and pieces. an unfamiliar phenomenon that’s kept at bay by a demanding schedule.

it takes anya fowl to tucker him out. one of the few people in this universe that can wring him dry until he submits under her prowess. a true lion tamer by every measure of the word.

but fernando is not a lion. he is not a subservient pyroar that she keeps two paces behind. he merely adopts the role when needed. ever shifting. a true ditto.

when the soft alarm of his computer blears from the living room, he slithers out of bed, appreciating her with a soft kiss on the forehead.

duty calls and there is much to do.

the projection on the walls show a new piece of hoenn. closer to littleroot. underneath it, two files have opened up on their own. the first, a silhouette of ’s LATIAS. not confirmed but registered under the TOWER OF BABEL. beside it, is the DEERLING witnessed being consumed.

two down. the rest of the pokemon world to go.

fernando smiles.

seek out all pokemon.

then, they’ll be able to restart.


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POSTED ON Jul 16, 2022 22:28:11 GMT
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her dreams are listless things. when she wakes, it's to an empty bed, the pillow beside her still warm. she rouses, swiping her thumb 'round her lips, rubbing her fingers together to wipe the makeup away. on his bedside table is a glass of water. she drinks, gathers her silk robe from his bathroom, and pads out of his bedroom. 

before that split second where he notices her, she takes him in. this body of hers that she'd ravished for hours, alien as ever. she will never truly know him, or love him, but that's for the best. 

work comes first, for both of them. and his ties to their mewtwo bind her loyalty to him for as long as it's alive.

it's why she says, "  approached me while you were...away." she doesn't, however, include the detail of how her identity had been leaked. lulu. "he fancies my work with the shadow project." she scoffs. 

"wants to get it up and running again."
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POSTED ON Jul 16, 2022 23:20:41 GMT
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“AND?”

that’s all he gives her. grants her the floor to expand her ideas and annunciate her words.

because he needs time. time to process this. time to internalize the millions of questions that birthed from one simple revelation.

what she doesn’t mention is the first thing to slip into his mind.

how?

they had been immaculate in covering up her existence. no expense spared. no method of which they could find her.

the league doesn’t know. team rocket shouldn’t know. even glass should be unaware. no one should know that anya fowl still exists.

this is the promise he kept to her. something he had risked it all, just to ensure she would remain safe.

unless she slipped. unless this was purposeful. unless she let her selfishness come before their sacred pledge.

all this happens in a couple of seconds. buried under a cold exterior that looks more apathetic than shocked or upset. beneath the mask, he stares at her, no more alive than the case files behind him.

what are you thoughts?


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POSTED ON Jul 17, 2022 1:22:42 GMT
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anya fowl knows not to look at fernando silph like any other man, but still her cold gaze wanders his features in search of anything resembling jealousy. or something more callous. but when she finds nothing, she takes a seat and watches the projection that flickers in front of them. 

"seems our corruption hadn't been as effective as we thought," she says tiredly. "perhaps cadis had a file neither of us were privy to?" because lulu couldn't have pulled her name out of thin air. 

she rests her fingertips gently over her brow, pads of her fingers draped on her nose.

"my thought is that this is advantageous. help put the pieces back together for them and they get, what, subpar, volatile machinations that you and i deemed ought to have been abandoned in the first place?" she purrs her laugh. 

shiva wakes from her slumber beside his front door and joins her on the couch, lounging with her big paws in anya's lap. 

"but you have need of me," she says. with a tilt of her head, sly smile, she adds, "unless you were simply looking for me to fill a housewife's duties."
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POSTED ON Jul 17, 2022 4:00:51 GMT
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“FOWL.”

he turns to her. straight but uncertain. rigid but flexible.

you mean a lot to me. more than you could ever know. but i know better than to control you.

he doesn’t expect her to believe him but he doesn’t care. sometimes words have to be said for the sake of being spoken. to entrench lies deep within the psyche so that they may resurface later.

consistency is what builds a narrative. no matter how wild or farfetched the story, as long as there is consistency, the human mind will find a way to make it make sense.

going back proves risky. a risk i’m not in favor of.

his pupils roll in deep thought. he mulls their options.

you joke that i would be the one to kill you. but they might actually do it.


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POSTED ON Jul 17, 2022 22:02:32 GMT
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good. even the illusion of control is better than nothing at all. her hand drifts behind her big cat's ear and shiva's throat rumbles against anya's thigh. she regards fernando and mulls over his input. 

"i still think it's in our best interest," she says. her smile glitters. "i'm rather good at making myself indispensable. i'll let you know if and when i make contact." 

and with that discussed, she tilts her head to the projection, waves her free hand to its moving parts. "and your new project?"
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POSTED ON Jul 23, 2022 18:26:00 GMT
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“THEN I TRUST YOU,” is his final conclusion. she’s important but far from essential enough to worth sullying their relationship. now that mewtwo is complete, the rest will come in due time. after all, his wish has yet to be granted in whole.

not yet.

ah.

he swings back in the direction of the projections.

if there was a universe where kyogre killed groudon, what do you think would happen?


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POSTED ON Jul 28, 2022 0:46:25 GMT
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then i trust you. famous last words from most. her brows arch and even her idle scratching stops, much to shiva's malcontent. the lioness raises her lip, teething with one long fang at anya's hand. and so the scientist resumes her petting, following fernando's turn. 

the lore of hoenn's legendaries is known to most, but she's begun to study it with more vigor in these past few weeks. the recent changes to hoenn have demanded it. 

"so the stories go, the sea would claim the earth. however, as we've seen from some of these legendaries, they possess the wherewithal to understand complex thought. we could infer they then understand consequence. after all, why make avatars?"

she dances around the question, circling, scribbling out variables in her head. "inconclusive," she says, settling. too many variables. too little information. she eyes him.
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POSTED ON Jul 30, 2022 3:34:45 GMT
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“INCONCLUSIVE,” he repeats in satisfaction.

half her charm is her wit. and being shrewd enough to admit not knowing is clever in itself. it’s what makes her so appealing. why he trusts her.

a true scientist by every measure of the word.

correct—” he leads. “in theory.

with the perfect hook comes the sinker of his proposed scenario. for what she lacks in his outline has been confirmed by his very eyes. some of it is postulation but who’s to refute him? no one who’s visited sea hoenn has the brains to contest him.

we visited an alternate world where kyogre had raised the sea level. why groudon failed to prevent this, we do not know, but ultimately, the results speak for themselves.

which brings him back to his main point.

the world needs a contingency to prevent this. for when pokemon fail to carry out their duty.


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anya does not seek praise from others, especially men like fernando, but she's come to value his opinion. to grow, as she said to lulu, a fondness for him. so the satisfaction on his face mimics her own, albeit hers shares some smugness. 

"need i point out the fruitlessness of such an endeavor?" she says, blue eyes cold and unmoving from his form. 

"again, there are infinite possibilities in our future. we simply cannot prepare contingencies for them all. so you prepare for groudon's fall in this world? well, a meteor decides to barrel towards us instead." funny, how he's talking of saving them from a speculative doomsday when they currently lack the answer to spare them from this one.

not that she holds any remorse for the millions dead in sea-hoenn should dahlia successfully enact her plan. she just has trouble believing that the league actually has the manpower to fulfill that promise. 

"we humans are rather good at destroying ourselves, fernando. will you put a contingency plan in place if we fail to carry out our duty?"
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POSTED ON Aug 1, 2022 9:24:14 GMT
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“CAN’T WE?”

his dismissal is grounded in the pride of his work. this late into the project, there’s no room to back down. adjust, sure. adapt, even. but quitting is out of the question.

the meteor will be handled one way or another.

even if that means fleeing this universe for another.

and with that in mind, a contingency has been put into place. it’s ironic that you should ask, actually. it’s already been done.

his smile is just short of sardonic.

you should know. i couldn’t have done it without you.


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