eve of evening [m, c]

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Alexei Ivanov
eve of evening [m, c]
POSTED ON Nov 25, 2022 20:40:46 GMT
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“Look, you can’t be always burying all your negative emotions and hiding them away,” he hummed.

“Something’s gotta give, because not everyone can survive faking it until they make it. People break down along the way.”

He knew it was hard for his boyfriend to come face to face with his negative emotions, but that’s what Alex was here for—to help him face those ugly toads and banish them as best as they could manage.

After all, they did have each other now.

“Never be sorry,” he soothed. “Things happen for a reason. We can’t be happy all the fucking time.”


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Guillermo Marceliño
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POSTED ON Nov 26, 2022 15:38:23 GMT
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“Do you really think that?” Memo asked, suddenly, latching onto a particular thread that Alex seemed to always carry and tugging. “That everything happens for a reason?”

It was scary, to think. That everything was pre-planned. That there was no changing the future. That he was destined to make all the mistakes he was going to make whether he became a better person or not.

Sometimes it wasn’t as terrifying. He’d gotten kicked out of his home for a reason, wandered the world for a reason, suffered at his own hands for a reason: to find Alex.

But other times it was terrifying.


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Alexei Ivanov
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POSTED ON Dec 3, 2022 11:41:24 GMT
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“Some things, do. Others? Leave it up to chance and find it out yourself,” he hummed quietly as his boyfriend turned to face him with a somber, quiet look on his face.

It wasn’t until much later he realized—

“…don’t make me get the gun out, Frog, I don’t want to start exterminating those nasty, ugly toads that are whispering shit in your brain again,” he continued as he affixed the other with a steely gaze.

It looked like, to him at least, that the other was trying not to go through another internal meltdown.

And he had a suspicion as to who the culprits were.


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Guillermo Marceliño
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POSTED ON Dec 3, 2022 19:03:07 GMT
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“No, no, I’m-- fine,” he said, waving away the idea as though it were a bad smell. He was, sort of, kind of, fine. More fine that he had been in a minute.

Maybe Alex was right and there was something to this whole ‘facing your problems head on’ thing than Memo had thought.

But it was still exhausting.

“I just wonder sometimes where I’d be if I’d stayed, you know? Not here, obviously. Not nearly as happy.” He smiled then-- small, but genuine.

“You make me happy.”


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Alexei Ivanov
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POSTED ON Dec 4, 2022 12:03:26 GMT
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“I think you’d have gone mad if you stayed in Galar,” he remarked quietly as he booped his boyfriend on the nose.

“With what you told me about your family so far? I’m pretty sure you’d have either crawled up the wall backwards, or just screamed and locked yourself in a heavily-padded room… either or.”

The steely gaze was still there, though.

“I swear, Memo, if the toads are there whispering ugly shit in your brain I will go in there and exterminate them all myself. You can’t let those ugly voices keep hacking away at you and destroying what you’ve built up so far.”


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Guillermo Marceliño
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POSTED ON Dec 7, 2022 16:36:28 GMT
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“Yeah, I think you’re right,” he said, scrunching his nose and coloring slightly at the touch.

He felt that was putting it lightly. If he’d stayed in Galar, he’d probably be dead-- by Necrozma’s effort or his own.

“I won’t listen to them, I promise.” He reached out and took Alex’s hands, grounding himself, feeling lighter than before.

“I have so much to be thankful for. I have you.”


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Alexei Ivanov
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POSTED ON Dec 7, 2022 16:50:32 GMT
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“Feel better now?”

Baby steps, one day at a time. He knew it would take some time for his boyfriend to actually process his negative emotions instead of bottling up and keeping everything inside (as the other was prone to do) without letting all the bad juju out.

“You have me and your Pokémon family to be thankful for. Being alive, in general. Wouldn’t you think so? he hummed, squeezing his boyfriend’s hands, reassuring the other that he was here, with him, in the current and the right now.

“You’re here now. You can start over. And make better memories.”

A watery smile followed afterward.


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Guillermo Marceliño
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POSTED ON Dec 7, 2022 16:53:27 GMT
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“Yeah. Yeah, I do feel better.”

He reached out to cup Alex’s cheek.

“Thank you. For everything.”

Leaned forward to place a soft kiss on his forehead.

“I love you.”


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POSTED ON Dec 9, 2022 1:03:52 GMT
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