what we deserve [pd]

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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jayden
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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2023 21:34:25 GMT
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[attr="class","body"] before all of the chaos, before he has to fight the likes of rocket traitors and risk a near-death knife wound from one , jayden finds himself walking inside granite cave alongside his mentor . it's a bit nostalgic to be walking alongside the underboss like this — it reminds him of being fourteen and in kanto, and being privy to the man's every whim.

[break][break] he and have always had an awkward relationship, only further cemented by the complications of the older man's relationship with dmitri, but over the years, jayden had come to see him as a reliable source for information.

[break][break] a pillar in which he could rely on in times of trouble or strife.

[break][break] "sir," he says suddenly, breaking the silence. his throat feels a little dry. "can i ask you a question?"

[break][break] 'love, cross. some of us aren't meant for it.'

[break][break] things had changed so drastically since they had last had that conversation. nearly a year ago.

[break][break] underneath similar, yet somehow strikingly different, circumstances.

[break][break] he thumbs an old umbreon charm in his pocket.

[break][break] "what do you think of pokemon fables? do you believe them?"

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POSTED ON Apr 27, 2023 8:41:20 GMT
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for the most part, they walk in silence. it gets broken eventually.[break][break]

"you may."[break][break]

the question is met with a pause.[break][break]

"perhaps. is there one you believe in?"[break][break]




[break]
50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x1[break][break]

TOTAL: 60 MP




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jayden
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POSTED ON Apr 27, 2023 13:21:31 GMT
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[attr="class","body"] "i don't know."

[break][break] his confession is an honest one, and one that he would not normally be so comfortable sharing, but he'd become closer to over the years. he'd even taken over his office. but this wasn't about work.

[break][break] "have you... heard the one about luvdisc?"

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POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 17:22:50 GMT
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"i have."[break][break]

it was who told him about that particular fable. about how luvdisc are gifted as a sign of affection or love.[break][break]

love.[break][break]

"did someone give you one?"[break][break]




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50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x2[break][break]

TOTAL: 70 MP




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jayden
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what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 17:52:38 GMT
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[attr="class","body"] "yes."

[break][break] at the time, he had found out through a simple search. later, he had thought himself foolish for believing in something so wholeheartedly.

[break][break] he had thought all fables were the same, but lately he had wondered if that was still true.

[break][break] the blue rings of his umbreon glow in the darkness of the cave as lada goes to investigate some marks in the sand.

[break][break] ". "
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what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 17:58:47 GMT
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the familiar name is enough to draw certain memories from him, and with them come pinches of emotions that aren't nearly strong enough to affect him.[break][break]

"do you think they loved you?"[break][break]




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TOTAL: 80 MP




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jayden
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POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 18:08:18 GMT
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[attr="class","body"] "no."

[break] [break] because if they did, they would be here wouldn't they?

[break][break] his face pinches with pain, but it rings hollow in the face of emotions that he would have felt if theo had asked him over a year ago. before chu-e's death, before his betrayal, before everything.

[break][break] "but i used to want him to."
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POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 18:10:58 GMT
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he cannot relate, so he does what he can to try and understand.[break][break]

"why did their love matter to you?"[break][break]




[break]
50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x4[break][break]

TOTAL: 90 MP




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jayden
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POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 18:19:17 GMT
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[attr="class","body"] "because..."

[break][break] he struggles to find the words. jayden didn't feel anything for the ex-underboss any more, not with everything that happened, but his emotions surrounding the topic continued to range from a disappointment to confusion to rage and then to hurt. it was impossible to know how tangled up he was in it simply because it was chu-r or because it was rocket.

[break][break] his relationship with felt similar, if only slightly less complicated because of the way that they'd been able to mend things.

[break][break] "i had been in love with him." or he had thought he had, and then felt betrayed when he learned that the feeling wasn't mutual. that it had been merely things built up in his head. jayden shakes his head. "i don't know if all fables like that are true, or if just that one was a lie."
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what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 18:22:28 GMT
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"it might not have been a lie."[break][break]

he suggests.[break][break]

"i've found love to be complicated. terribly difficult to understand, even more so to receive."[break][break]




[break]
50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x5[break][break]

TOTAL: 100 MP




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milky

jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
wyndon ceo
admin
we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
awards
4,484 posts
jayden cross DOLLARS
part of
ATTACK
+8
DEFENSE
+4
SPEED
+7
TAG WITH @jayden
jayden cross
what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2023 18:33:17 GMT
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[attr="class","jayjay"]
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[attr="class","body"] "not a lie? what do you mean?"

[break][break] his brow furrows. this was a development that he had not considered. and least of all one he hadn't considered coming from of all people.

[break] [break] "you said that some people weren't meant for love."

[break][break] his words come out almost accusing.

[attr="class","oocnotes"]



[break] + CAVE [3/3] [break]
[break]
[attr="class","credit"]


[newclass=".jayjay"] margin:0 auto;width:470px;padding-top:5px;line-height:15px; } .jayjaytop { width:418px;border-radius:4px 4px 0px 0px;background-color:#272727;height:60px;background-image:url(https://image.ibb.co/dMFuMc/flower.png);background-repeat:no-repeat;background-position:center right;text-align:center;margin:0px -60px -30px 25px; border:solid 1px #232323; } .jayjay .body { font-size:12px;letter-spacing:.5px; } .jayjay b { font-family: poppins; } .jayjay i { color:#89888a; } .jayjay span { font-family:poppins; font-size:13px; font-weight:bold; } .jayjay .oocnotes { text-align:center;padding:20px 40px 20px 40px;border-top:1px solid #232323;margin-top:30px;margin-bottom:-45px; } .jayjay .credit { float:right;margin-top:25px;margin-right:-40px;height:12px;width:12px;border-radius:5px;font-size:8px;line-height:12px;text-align:center;padding:1px; [/newclass]
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noodles

beck
he/him
thirty-eight
march 11th
cinnabar
bisexual
human resources
underboss
829 height
829 height
HIDING FROM THE SUN, WAITING FOR THE NIGHT TO COME.
awards
5,786 posts
THEO BECKETT DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @theo
THEO BECKETT
what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 30, 2023 9:40:29 GMT
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[nospaces]
[attr="class","beckbase"]
[attr="class","beck1"]
[attr="class","circleoutline1"]

[attr="class","beckimg"]


[attr="class","beck2"]

"they could have loved you at the time only to fall out of it. that doesn't make the gesture mean any less. that's just...life."[break][break]

painful. tragic. but beautiful.[break][break]

"i think what i meant to say was that some people just don't want love."[break][break]




[break]
50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x6[break][break]

TOTAL: 110 MP




[attr="class","beck3"]
[attr="class","beckpoke"]
[attr="class","rouxcredit"]


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[newclass=.beckbase]max-width: 450px; height: auto;border: 1px solid #1a1a1a; border-radius: 10px; overflow: hidden; background: #252525;
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[newclass=.beck1]border-radius: 10px 10px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 220px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; justify-content: center; align-items: center;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beckimg]width: 100px; height: 100px; position: relative; border-radius: 100%; object-fit: cover;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beckimg img]height:100px;width:100px;border-radius:100%;[/newclass]
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[newclass=.beckpoke]text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; [/newclass]
[newclass=.beckpoke img]margin-top:0px; [/newclass]
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milky

jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
wyndon ceo
admin
we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
awards
4,484 posts
jayden cross DOLLARS
part of
ATTACK
+8
DEFENSE
+4
SPEED
+7
TAG WITH @jayden
jayden cross
what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON Apr 30, 2023 18:17:49 GMT
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[attr="class","jayjay"]
[attr="class","jayjaytop"]


[attr="class","body"] fall out of it?

[break][break] emotions churned in the admin's stomach, not having considered such an option. he had always assumed that he had been the one playing the part of a fool, having assumed things when they were none.

[break][break] but it wasn't as if had ever told him anything different. not until recently.

[break][break] but could he even trust them anymore?

[break][break] jayden turns to look at theo when he speaks about love, and how some people don't want it.

[break][break] "because love makes you weak," he says — it's a statement, not a question. it's a phrase dmitri had said time and time again. love is weakness. more than likely, it was a doctrine other rockets believed. "right?"

[attr="class","oocnotes"]



[break] + CAVE [3/3] [break]
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[newclass=".jayjay"] margin:0 auto;width:470px;padding-top:5px;line-height:15px; } .jayjaytop { width:418px;border-radius:4px 4px 0px 0px;background-color:#272727;height:60px;background-image:url(https://image.ibb.co/dMFuMc/flower.png);background-repeat:no-repeat;background-position:center right;text-align:center;margin:0px -60px -30px 25px; border:solid 1px #232323; } .jayjay .body { font-size:12px;letter-spacing:.5px; } .jayjay b { font-family: poppins; } .jayjay i { color:#89888a; } .jayjay span { font-family:poppins; font-size:13px; font-weight:bold; } .jayjay .oocnotes { text-align:center;padding:20px 40px 20px 40px;border-top:1px solid #232323;margin-top:30px;margin-bottom:-45px; } .jayjay .credit { float:right;margin-top:25px;margin-right:-40px;height:12px;width:12px;border-radius:5px;font-size:8px;line-height:12px;text-align:center;padding:1px; [/newclass]
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noodles

beck
he/him
thirty-eight
march 11th
cinnabar
bisexual
human resources
underboss
829 height
829 height
HIDING FROM THE SUN, WAITING FOR THE NIGHT TO COME.
awards
5,786 posts
THEO BECKETT DOLLARS
part of
TAG WITH @theo
THEO BECKETT
what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON May 1, 2023 5:46:35 GMT
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[attr="class","beckbase"]
[attr="class","beck1"]
[attr="class","circleoutline1"]

[attr="class","beckimg"]


[attr="class","beck2"]

out of everyone jayden could be having this conversation with, theo falls under one of the worst choices. just weeks ago he had doubted himself; doubted whether he could ever feel such a thing as love.[break][break]

but he knows he's felt it. he just has to remind himself of it.[break][break]

"...love makes you whole."[break][break]

he pauses.[break][break]

"and in turn, that makes you strong."[break][break]




// MP COUNT STOPPING HERE[break]
50 MP for participation in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
100 MP for completing a Postdormitum Mission.[break]
200 MP for "winning" a Postdormitum Battle/Mission.[break]
10 MP per IC post in a Postdormitum Battle/Mission. x7[break][break]

TOTAL: 420 MP




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[/newclass]
[newclass=.beck1]border-radius: 10px 10px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 220px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; justify-content: center; align-items: center;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beckimg]width: 100px; height: 100px; position: relative; border-radius: 100%; object-fit: cover;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beckimg img]height:100px;width:100px;border-radius:100%;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beck2]width: 350px; padding: 20px; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify; margin: 20px 0px 20px 0px; border-radius: 5px;[/newclass]
[newclass=.beckpoke]text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; [/newclass]
[newclass=.beckpoke img]margin-top:0px; [/newclass]
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milky

jayden
he/him
28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
wyndon ceo
admin
we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
awards
4,484 posts
jayden cross DOLLARS
part of
ATTACK
+8
DEFENSE
+4
SPEED
+7
TAG WITH @jayden
jayden cross
what we deserve [pd]
POSTED ON May 1, 2023 5:56:02 GMT
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[attr="class","jayjay"]
[attr="class","jayjaytop"]


[attr="class","body"] strong?

[break][break] for a moment, something flutters like the gentle tandem of a butterfly's wings.

[break][break] is that hope?

[break][break] "have you loved before?"

[attr="class","oocnotes"]



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[break]
[attr="class","credit"]


[newclass=".jayjay"] margin:0 auto;width:470px;padding-top:5px;line-height:15px; } .jayjaytop { width:418px;border-radius:4px 4px 0px 0px;background-color:#272727;height:60px;background-image:url(https://image.ibb.co/dMFuMc/flower.png);background-repeat:no-repeat;background-position:center right;text-align:center;margin:0px -60px -30px 25px; border:solid 1px #232323; } .jayjay .body { font-size:12px;letter-spacing:.5px; } .jayjay b { font-family: poppins; } .jayjay i { color:#89888a; } .jayjay span { font-family:poppins; font-size:13px; font-weight:bold; } .jayjay .oocnotes { text-align:center;padding:20px 40px 20px 40px;border-top:1px solid #232323;margin-top:30px;margin-bottom:-45px; } .jayjay .credit { float:right;margin-top:25px;margin-right:-40px;height:12px;width:12px;border-radius:5px;font-size:8px;line-height:12px;text-align:center;padding:1px; [/newclass]
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