She/Her; They/Them
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Ecruteak City
Fond of girls
Failure
Grunt
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Saki Shitachi
Saki's Glade
POSTED ON Jul 1, 2023 6:03:31 GMT
The air flowed feebly past Saki's pursed lips, creeping and crawling into her lungs like a line of ants. She held her index and middle fingers together against her mouth, restricting her intake further still. She didn't smoke, but the gesture was calming. It forced her to breathe more slowly, more calmly, more deliberately. By having something to focus on, it helped her mind go quiet, in similar fashion to meditation.
"...Haaaaaaaa..."
Pulling her hand away, she exhaled heavily, forcing out all the air she'd painstakingly accumulated, casting aside the results of her efforts as though they were trash. At least, that's what she felt it was, in her heart.
"Why are we here? Do you remember?"
She continued staring up at the cloudy sky, and took another deep breath, a normal one this time. She stretched her arms out to her sides, closed her eyes, and focused on the world, spinning beneath her.
"You should. It's nice, that's why." She giggled, turning her head to the side and playing with the grass beneath her fingers. "Lonely, are you? Does a play just need its actors?"
With a quiet huff, she turned her head the other way, opening her eyes with a dull frown. "Impatient, fickle, and flighty... you're your own worst enemy. Put in some more effort and wait it all out."
Her expression softened, and she turned to look back up at the sky. On her back like this, with it all sprawled out in front of her, it felt like she could just suddenly fall right in...
"...Maybe later, hehehehe."
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