hold me (like a grudge) [m, c]

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hold me (like a grudge) [m, c]

POSTED ON May 10, 2024 2:13:50 GMT

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That ever present distance between them shrinks and shrinks, as two planets destined to never meet both get sucked into the same blackhole. They circle the same drain inching closer and closer into inevitability. Andres doesn't think he could let go, even if he was asked to. The stubborn streak in him rising up once more. [break][break]

But that's an unnecessary worry. Onyx wasn't going anywhere. Not in this state. Not as Onyx sits firmly on top of him, stealing away the last of his breath in fervent kisses Andres is doing everything to chase. It's not hard to lead him, addicted to the feeling of Onyx mixed with the catharsis that he wouldn't leave again. Not in the way that really mattered to him anyway. [break][break]

Andres rests a hand on Onyx's waist. He barely thinks about anything else but the warmth that intermingles between them and the small gasps as they pull away for breath before going right back at each other. He- They indulge in this new reality where they could be together. Where they ignored the complications, the past, and the what-if's. It didn't matter anymore. As they tangled into each other, Andres could barely wonder why it had ever mattered before? [break][break]

How much time had he wasted? How much time had been taken from him? How far had he wandered away from this unspoken thing between them- this strange, warped obsessions he could not finally call love? They'd managed to make this so unnecessarily complicated for themselves. But that didn't matter anymore either. [break][break]

"Onyx...how's your leg?" Andres managed through quick pants, ducking his lips into Onyx's neck so he could speak. "Can I move you?" he murmured quickly.

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hold me (like a grudge) [m, c]

POSTED ON May 11, 2024 16:13:21 GMT

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[attr="class","text"]After everything-- the time, the distance, the blood, the wounds, the words, the tears-- finally their orbits have aligned, sinking together to become one, a singular gravitational event, a schism of universes that unwrites and rewrites.
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Time slows and stretches, warms and unmakes, dripping saccharine syrup to swaddle and ensconce them in golden resin. There’s nothing ahead of him but Andres’ mouth, his body, him.
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“It’s fine,” he says, not wanting to take the time to talk about it, because talking about it meant they weren’t kissing, “never better.”
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You could kill me right now, sunshine, he doesn’t say, and I wouldn’t feel it.

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✦ have you ever not cared about anyone else for like 15 years and then all of a sudden you do again

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papichulo grippin' culo

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castelia city, unova

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hold me (like a grudge) [m, c]

POSTED ON Jun 4, 2024 4:09:01 GMT

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"Ok." his reply is simple as his hands wrap possessively around Onyx's body. One travels over his hips and under his legs. The other moves up his back, careful to pull him closer and secure him. He leans back into the sofa, rocking Onyx back with him as he adjusts. Half distracted, he kisses stray locks of sweaty hair until he remembered he had a point to all this. [break][break]

He's hesitant to move them, scared of breaking whatever weird magic had worked its way through them on his couch. But the bed is more comfortable, more secure. He doesn't care about his sheets. He just wants Onyx to rest. He just wants to sleep. To go to sleep and know when he woke up Onyx would be there beside him. [break][break]

Like he should've been from the start. Like he was meant to be. Onyx finds his lips in the dim light and Andres whispers a warning before standing up. Pain rocks through him with a dull groan and rippling aches, but he nevertheless hobbles through it. His grip is like steel, pressing Onyx to his chest before being able to carefully deposit him on the familiar bed. [break][break]

Through soft pants in the dark he murmured, "It's more comfortable than my couch." And then he's sitting on the edge of the bed avoiding argument. He's silent as he pulls his clothes off, before turning back Onyx. He can sort of see his form in the dark. He feels for him, one traveling up his chest and eventually cupping his face. "When you wake up..." a weak grin flashes in the darkness of his bedroom. "Try to remember I've been in love with you for years."

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in the low lamplight i was free, heaven and hell were words to me

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hold me (like a grudge) [m, c]

POSTED ON Jun 6, 2024 17:19:04 GMT

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[attr="class","text"]Andres’ hands sear into his skin as they wrap him, bind him, gather him up. Onyx goes when Andres leads, turning to goo and falling in the cracks, in the empty spaces, just as Andres surges up into his own, and they swirl together into something holy, something complete.
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Then Andres bodily picks them up with a whisper of warning and Onyx swallows the man’s groan, making a pained noise of his own--- not from his own discomfort but from the fact that Andres is hurting on his behalf. “I can walk--,” but it’s too late and they’re on their way, all thoughts of Pokemon forgotten as he is deposited in the soft, dark cocoon of Andres’ bed.
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He wants to protest, wants to say he’ll probably bleed on his sheets, that he’s sweaty and bloody and dirty, but Andres is stripping out of his clothes, and Andres is warm in the dim light, and Andres is touching him. Onyx huffs a laugh, taking Andres’ wrist and directing his hand up to kiss his palm, the pulse between his radius and ulna, before sliding his own shirt off and disrobing down to his undies. His leg aches, but his soul is full and free as he reaches over and wraps his arms around Andres’ waist and pulls them flush together, nuzzling into the man’s neck.
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“You’re insane,” he says, huffing a breath against Andres’ skin, “and I am, too. Because I’m not going anywhere.” He kisses Andres’ throat and stifles a yawn. “Get some sleep, sunshine. Been a long day.”

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