The Liberator
he/him/his
24
April 10
Lavaridge Town
Figuring it Out
Penitent
Renegade
Turned on my friends and brought them pain. I have no right to show I can change. But I gotta try!
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Isaac Merlo
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POSTED ON Aug 29, 2023 16:01:35 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]導通抵抗 [attr="class","skulloverlap"]BUT HOLD YOUR BREATH, GUESS WHO'S RUNNING THE SHOW? [attr="class","skullbody"]There was the other side of the heroism coin.[break][break] People didn't just do good because it felt good. People did it because they thought it'd do something for them. Maybe they did it to make their own life better. Maybe they wanted to benefit a world they just so happened to live on. Maybe they had their eyes on a much more eternal reward. Or, hell. Maybe it did feel good, and that was its own reward. But that was still a reward.[break][break] There were no heroes; at least, not any self-appointed ones Isaac trusted. There were only people doing their best in the face of a world that'd keep turning no matter what they did. If their efforts couldn't keep themselves afloat, it became a question of what would break first; their morals, or their bodies.[break][break] Moral and pragmatic.[break][break] Before he could say anything, the conversation flipped on a dime. Isaac considered trying to drag it back, but he relented. If John had any interest in the revelations Isaac drew from their little chat, it wasn't an interest in hearing them.[break][break] "Arceus, no. This point, I'm pretty much set for day to day stuff. But I'm never gonna be a sharpshooter." A quick, probing toss from Isaac might have drawn closer than John expected, but it was still clear Isaac wouldn't be getting on any leaderboards. "Still a pain in the ass sometimes, but once you live with it for a year, you learn to get used to it."[break][break] A year. A former Rocket. It would be easy for John to start piecing things together from there. Isaac knew there was no way he'd figure out the full story from there.[break][break] "War's hell." Two words John knew all too well. "They always say your first battle's the worst. But something tells me we're in the same boat on that one." Each senseless death, each ravaged landscape, each nightmare horror trailing on the coattails of it all . . . they all built up. War never got easier. It just broke you into thinking it was the only way forward.[break][break] "A lot of days have tried to take the crown, but Mt. Pyre's still the reigning, defending, undisputed worst day of my life. I lost someone precious to me fighting for a cause I didn't believe in, all while the real enemy hung right over our heads." By now, he'd come to peace with losing Kiryu. It didn't make what happened any less agonizing.[break][break] "I took it bad. Wasn't for someone special talking me down, I'd've killed myself rushing that primal point. But my friend, my brother, took it way worse." Isaac's head throbbed, but he fought past it to finish his tale. "I tried to talk him down, just like I was. But if this war hurt me, it broke him. We went from talking to yelling. Yelling to fighting. And he had a knife."[break][break] A weary smile spread across Isaac's face. "Got my brother back, at least. Shock of what he did snapped him right out of it."[break][break] Had it been worth it? Yes. Isaac would relive that day a thousand times more of it meant saving Ashley Shepard. Not just from his mental break. Not just from the battlefield. From all of it. From being shackled back to a life he'd escaped once. From the hollow, tainted satisfaction of killing his father. From his warmth and love being disdained, attacked, and exploited. From what would happen to him if he insisted on lingering behind to protect him, just how Isaac knew he would.[break][break] There was only one way to stop this madness; to be moral and pragmatic. 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