Aubre
She/Her
26
February 17
Turffield
Demisexual
Pokémon Doctor
Civilian
I Still Believe, Inside of Me, There's Someone Not Unspoken. Someone Not So Broken.
One Last Hope [EBC]
POSTED ON Mar 21, 2024 12:47:09 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","gunstest1"] [attr="class","text"] Before Aubre could speak, Alastor offered up a lazy wave. His normally relaxed blue eyes are surprisingly protective. His pencil lay poised against his notepad, like a sword half out of its sheath. When it came to his sister, the lizard was pretty damn protective. “Heli.” The electric type greets Johnathon as the humans begin their silly dance. [break][break] “I’m glad to hear it. I realized should have included the address—” There was probably some other place here with that name. “—but I didn’t want to spam your inbox.” It wasn’t like sea names were rare around here. There were at least twelve restaurants she knew of with the word ‘coast’ in them. Still, they were here now, and there was no need to fret about that. [break][break]
Not when he was here, and her last hope was burning itself out. When indicated, she practically falls back into her seat. Is it hot in here? Is that just me? A hand wraps around her cup of ice water until her knuckles whitened. Any thoughts of ordering an appetizer vanish. Right now, she doesn’t trust herself to speak. The idea of food makes her stomach churn. [break][break]
Part of her wanted to just get this over with. The other wanted to run for the hills, anything to preserve that last sliver of hope. The thought of a present cure was a great balm for the future. Just let him put his order in. You know how it feels to be rushed. [break][break]
She doesn’t correct the title. Sure she’s a missus, but that’s not important. “That’s right. I’m Aubre, and this is Alastor.” The lizard offers a hesitant nod. His frill raises with each breath, a reflection of his trainer’s nerves. The next question makes her chew on her lip. A few dozen different responses threaten—most of them full of self-loathing. “As comfortable as I ever am.” She finally admits with a sigh. There is a glisten in her eyes that quickly fades. [break][break]
Her hands shake as the doctor pulls out her phone. Her screensaver is a family photo. She and her husband holding their daughter’s hands in front of a far-off beach. “I’m sorry I wasn’t very—I just have a hard time talking about it.” Tilting the screen toward herself, the doctor takes a deep breath. Then she flicks through a recent album. “Some part of my brain thinks it will go away if I just don’t mention it.” [break][break]
Aubre’s breath turns shaky. “And you know what they say about pictures and words.” She slid the phone over to him. The last few inches end in a toss, as if she is desperate to free herself from a jellyfish. “I know it’s not pretty.” On the screen is a picture of her back. Only a bra in place. The burn scars are angry, looking as if they were lain yesterday and not six or seven years ago. It’s a twisted, monstrous hunk of flesh. The normal musculature is almost impossible to discern, only the straps serving as landmarks. [break][break]
Seemingly aware they were being discussed, the scars flared up and the redhead winced. Screw off. I'm done with you. [break][break] Her teeth gritted as she bit back a noise of pain. “A Houndoom’s responsible. And, well, we all know what that’s like.” Except most people didn’t. They knew what the science said, but not what it actually felt like. [break][break]
Finally, she took a drink. “I’ve tried everything.” A single tear rolls down her cheeks. For some reason, she doesn’t mind the vulnerability.
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